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- Her eyes under their lashes were blue pools
- Fringed round with lilies; her bright hair unfurled
- Clothed her as sunshine clothes the summer world.
- Her robes were gauzes -- - gold and green and gules,
- All furry things flocked round her, from her hand
- Nibbling their foods and fawning at her feet.
- Two peacocks watched her where she made her seat
- Beside a fountain in Broceliande.
- Sometimes she sang. . . . Whoever heard forgot
- Errand and aim, and knights at noontide here,
- Riding from fabulous gestes beyond the seas,
- Would follow, tranced, and seek . . . and find her not . . .
- But wake that night, lost, by some woodland mere,
- Powdered with stars and rimmed with silent trees.
- I loved illustrious cities and the crowds
- That eddy through their incandescent nights.
- I loved remote horizons with far clouds
- Girdled, and fringed about with snowy heights.
- I loved fair women, their sweet, conscious ways
- Of wearing among hands that covet and plead
- The rose ablossom at the rainbow's base
- That bounds the world's desire and all its need.
- Nature I worshipped, whose fecundity
- Embraces every vision the most fair,
- Of perfect benediction. From a boy
- I gloated on existence. Earth to me
- Seemed all-sufficient and my sojourn there
- One trembling opportunity for joy.
- I care not that one listen if he lives
- For aught but life's romance, nor puts above
- All life's necessities the need to love,
- Nor counts his greatest wealth what Beauty gives.
- But sometime on an afternoon in spring,
- When dandelions dot the fields with gold,
- And under rustling shade a few weeks old
- 'Tis sweet to stroll and hear the bluebirds sing,
- Do you, blond head, whom beauty and the power
- Of being young and winsome have prepared
- For life's last privilege that really pays,
- Make the companion of an idle hour
- These relics of the time when I too fared
- Across the sweet fifth lustrum of my days.
- As one of some fat tillage dispossessed,
- Weighing the yield of these four faded years,
- If any ask what fruit seems loveliest,
- What lasting gold among the garnered ears, -- -
- Ah, then I'll say what hours I had of thine,
- Therein I reaped Time's richest revenue,
- Read in thy text the sense of David's line,
- Through thee achieved the love that Shakespeare knew.
- Take then his book, laden with mine own love
- As flowers made sweeter by deep-drunken rain,
- That when years sunder and between us move
- Wide waters, and less kindly bonds constrain,
- Thou may'st turn here, dear boy, and reading see
- Some part of what thy friend once felt for thee.
- Be my companion under cool arcades
- That frame some drowsy street and dazzling square
- Beyond whose flowers and palm-tree promenades
- White belfries burn in the blue tropic air.
- Lie near me in dim forests where the croon
- Of wood-doves sounds and moss-banked water flows,
- Or musing late till the midsummer moon
- Breaks through some ruined abbey's empty rose.
- Sweetest of those to-day whose pious hands
- Tend the sequestered altar of Romance,
- Where fewer offerings burn, and fewer kneel,
- Pour there your passionate beauty on my heart,
- And, gladdening such solitudes, impart
- How sweet the fellowship of those who feel!
- The rooks aclamor when one enters here
- Startle the empty towers far overhead;
- Through gaping walls the summer fields appear,
- Green, tan, or, poppy-mingled, tinged with red.
- The courts where revel rang deep grass and moss
- Cover, and tangled vines have overgrown
- The gate where banners blazoned with a cross
- Rolled forth to toss round Tyre and Ascalon.
- Decay consumes it. The old causes fade.
- And fretting for the contest many a heart
- Waits their Tyrtaeus to chant on the new.
- Oh, pass him by who, in this haunted shade
- Musing enthralled, has only this much art,
- To love the things the birds and flowers love too.
- Though thou art now a ruin bare and cold,
- Thou wert sometime the garden of a king.
- The birds have sought a lovelier place to sing.
- The flowers are few. It was not so of old.
- It was not thus when hand in hand there strolled
- Through arbors perfumed with undying Spring
- Bare bodies beautiful, brown, glistening,
- Decked with green plumes and rings of yellow gold.
- Do you suppose the herdsman sometimes hears
- Vague echoes borne beneath the moon's pale ray
- From those old, old, far-off, forgotten years?
- Who knows? Here where his ancient kings held sway
- He stands. Their names are strangers to his ears.
- Even their memory has passed away.
- Another prospect pleased the builder's eye,
- And Fashion tenanted (where Fashion wanes)
- Here in the sorrowful suburban lanes
- When first these gables rose against the sky.
- Relic of a romantic taste gone by,
- This stately monument alone remains,
- Vacant, with lichened walls and window-panes
- Blank as the windows of a skull. But I,
- On evenings when autumnal winds have stirred
- In the porch-vines, to this gray oracle
- Have laid a wondering ear and oft-times heard,
- As from the hollow of a stranded shell,
- Old voices echoing (or my fancy erred)
- Things indistinct, but not insensible.
- A hilltop sought by every soothing breeze
- That loves the melody of murmuring boughs,
- Cool shades, green acreage, and antique house
- Fronting the ocean and the dawn; than these
- Old monks built never for the spirit's ease
- Cloisters more calm -- - not Cluny nor Clairvaux;
- Sweet are the noises from the bay below,
- And cuckoos calling in the tulip-trees.
- Here, a yet empty suitor in thy train,
- Beloved Poesy, great joy was mine
- To while a listless spell of summer days,
- Happier than hoarder in each evening's gain,
- When evenings found me richer by one line,
- One verse well turned, or serviceable phrase.
- Tonight a shimmer of gold lies mantled o'er
- Smooth lovely Ocean. Through the lustrous gloom
- A savor steals from linden trees in bloom
- And gardens ranged at many a palace door.
- Proud walls rise here, and, where the moonbeams pour
- Their pale enchantment down the dim coast-line,
- Terrace and lawn, trim hedge and flowering vine,
- Crown with fair culture all the sounding shore.
- How sweet, to such a place, on such a night,
- From halls with beauty and festival a-glare,
- To come distract and, stretched on the cool turf,
- Yield to some fond, improbable delight,
- While the moon, reddening, sinks, and all the air
- Sighs with the muffled tumult of the surf!
- A cloud has lowered that shall not soon pass o'er.
- The world takes sides: whether for impious aims
- With Tyranny whose bloody toll enflames
- A generous people to heroic war;
- Whether with Freedom, stretched in her own gore,
- Whose pleading hands and suppliant distress
- Still offer hearts that thirst for Righteousness
- A glorious cause to strike or perish for.
- England, which side is thine? Thou hast had sons
- Would shrink not from the choice however grim,
- Were Justice trampled on and Courage downed;
- Which will they be -- - cravens or champions?
- Oh, if a doubt intrude, remember him
- Whose death made Missolonghi holy ground.
- I stood beside his sepulchre whose fame,
- Hurled over Europe once on bolt and blast,
- Now glows far off as storm-clouds overpast
- Glow in the sunset flushed with glorious flame.
- Has Nature marred his mould? Can Art acclaim
- No hero now, no man with whom men side
- As with their hearts' high needs personified?
- There are will say, One such our lips could name;
- Columbia gave him birth. Him Genius most
- Gifted to rule. Against the world's great man
- Lift their low calumny and sneering cries
- The Pharisaic multitude, the host
- Of piddling slanderers whose little eyes
- Know not what greatness is and never can.
- He faints with hope and fear. It is the hour.
- Distant, across the thundering organ-swell,
- In sweet discord from the cathedral-tower,
- Fall the faint chimes and the thrice-sequent bell.
- Over the crowd his eye uneasy roves.
- He sees a plume, a fur; his heart dilates -- -
- Soars . . . and then sinks again. It is not hers he loves.
- She will not come, the woman that he waits.
- Braided with streams of silver incense rise
- The antique prayers and ponderous antiphones.
- Gloria Patri echoes to the skies;
- Nunc et in saecula the choir intones.
- He marks not the monotonous refrain,
- The priest that serves nor him that celebrates,
- But ever scans the aisle for his blonde head. . . . In vain!
- She will not come, the woman that he waits.
- How like a flower seemed the perfumed place
- Where the sweet flesh lay loveliest to kiss;
- And her white hands in what delicious ways,
- With what unfeigned caresses, answered his!
- Each tender charm intolerable to lose,
- Each happy scene his fancy recreates.
- And he calls out her name and spreads his arms . . . No use!
- She will not come, the woman that he waits.
- But the long vespers close. The priest on high
- Raises the thing that Christ's own flesh enforms;
- And down the Gothic nave the crowd flows by
- And through the portal's carven entry swarms.
- Maddened he peers upon each passing face
- Till the long drab procession terminates.
- No princess passes out with proud majestic pace.
- She has not come, the woman that he waits.
- Back in the empty silent church alone
- He walks with aching heart. A white-robed boy
- Puts out the altar-candles one by one,
- Even as by inches darkens all his joy.
- He dreams of the sweet night their lips first met,
- And groans -- - and turns to leave -- - and hesitates . . .
- Poor stricken heart, he will, he can not fancy yet
- She will not come, the woman that he waits.
- But in an arch where deepest shadows fall
- He sits and studies the old, storied panes,
- And the calm crucifix that from the wall
- Looks on a world that quavers and complains.
- Hopeless, abandoned, desolate, aghast,
- On modes of violent death he meditates.
- And the tower-clock tolls five, and he admits at last,
- She will not come, the woman that he waits.
- Through the stained rose the winter daylight dies,
- And all the tide of anguish unrepressed
- Swells in his throat and gathers in his eyes;
- He kneels and bows his head upon his breast,
- And feigns a prayer to hide his burning tears,
- While the satanic voice reiterates
- `Tonight, tomorrow, nay, nor all the impending years,
- She will not come,' the woman that he waits.
- Fond, fervent heart of life's enamored spring,
- So true, so confident, so passing fair,
- That thought of Love as some sweet, tender thing,
- And not as war, red tooth and nail laid bare,
- How in that hour its innocence was slain,
- How from that hour our disillusion dates,
- When first we learned thy sense, ironical refrain,
- She will not come, the woman that he waits.
I
- Do you remember once, in Paris of glad faces,
- The night we wandered off under the third moon's rays
- And, leaving far behind bright streets and busy places,
- Stood where the Seine flowed down between its quiet quais?
- The city's voice was hushed; the placid, lustrous waters
- Mirrored the walls across where orange windows burned.
- Out of the starry south provoking rumors brought us
- Far promise of the spring already northward turned.
- And breast drew near to breast, and round its soft desire
- My arm uncertain stole and clung there unrepelled.
- I thought that nevermore my heart would hover nigher
- To the last flower of bliss that Nature's garden held.
- There, in your beauty's sweet abandonment to pleasure,
- The mute, half-open lips and tender, wondering eyes,
- I saw embodied first smile back on me the treasure
- Long sought across the seas and back of summer skies.
- Dear face, when courted Death shall claim my limbs and find them
- Laid in some desert place, alone or where the tides
- Of war's tumultuous waves on the wet sands behind them
- Leave rifts of gasping life when their red flood subsides,
- Out of the past's remote delirious abysses
- Shine forth once more as then you shone, -- - beloved head,
- Laid back in ecstasy between our blinding kisses,
- Transfigured with the bliss of being so coveted.
- And my sick arms will part, and though hot fever sear it,
- My mouth will curve again with the old, tender flame.
- And darkness will come down, still finding in my spirit
- The dream of your brief love, and on my lips your name.
II
- You loved me on that moonlit night long since.
- You were my queen and I the charming prince
- Elected from a world of mortal men.
- You loved me once. . . . What pity was it, then,
- You loved not Love. . . . Deep in the emerald west,
- Like a returning caravel caressed
- By breezes that load all the ambient airs
- With clinging fragrance of the bales it bears
- From harbors where the caravans come down,
- I see over the roof-tops of the town
- The new moon back again, but shall not see
- The joy that once it had in store for me,
- Nor know again the voice upon the stair,
- The little studio in the candle-glare,
- And all that makes in word and touch and glance
- The bliss of the first nights of a romance
- When will to love and be beloved casts out
- The want to question or the will to doubt.
- You loved me once. . . . Under the western seas
- The pale moon settles and the Pleiades.
- The firelight sinks; outside the night-winds moan -- -
- The hour advances, and I sleep alone.
III
- Farewell, dear heart, enough of vain despairing!
- If I have erred I plead but one excuse -- -
- The jewel were a lesser joy in wearing
- That cost a lesser agony to lose.
- I had not bid for beautifuller hours
- Had I not found the door so near unsealed,
- Nor hoped, had you not filled my arms with flowers,
- For that one flower that bloomed too far afield.
- If I have wept, it was because, forsaken,
- I felt perhaps more poignantly than some
- The blank eternity from which we waken
- And all the blank eternity to come.
- And I betrayed how sweet a thing and tender
- (In the regret with which my lip was curled)
- Seemed in its tragic, momentary splendor
- My transit through the beauty of the world.
- Flaked, drifting clouds hide not the full moon's rays
- More than her beautiful bright limbs were hid
- By the light veils they burned and blushed amid,
- Skilled to provoke in soft, lascivious ways,
- And there was invitation in her voice
- And laughing lips and wonderful dark eyes,
- As though above the gates of Paradise
- Fair verses bade, Be welcome and rejoice!
- O'er rugs where mottled blue and green and red
- Blent in the patterns of the Orient loom,
- Like a bright butterfly from bloom to bloom,
- She floated with delicious arms outspread.
- There was no pose she took, no move she made,
- But all the feverous, love-envenomed flesh
- Wrapped round as in the gladiator's mesh
- And smote as with his triple-forked blade.
- I thought that round her sinuous beauty curled
- Fierce exhalations of hot human love, -- -
- Around her beauty valuable above
- The sunny outspread kingdoms of the world;
- Flowing as ever like a dancing fire
- Flowed her belled ankles and bejewelled wrists,
- Around her beauty swept like sanguine mists
- The nimbus of a thousand hearts' desire.
- O happiness, I know not what far seas,
- Blue hills and deep, thy sunny realms surround,
- That thus in Music's wistful harmonies
- And concert of sweet sound
- A rumor steals, from some uncertain shore,
- Of lovely things outworn or gladness yet in store:
- Whether thy beams be pitiful and come,
- Across the sundering of vanished years,
- From childhood and the happy fields of home,
- Like eyes instinct with tears
- Felt through green brakes of hedge and apple-bough
- Round haunts delightful once, desert and silent now;
- Or yet if prescience of unrealized love
- Startle the breast with each melodious air,
- And gifts that gentle hands are donors of
- Still wait intact somewhere,
- Furled up all golden in a perfumed place
- Within the folded petals of forthcoming days.
- Only forever, in the old unrest
- Of winds and waters and the varying year,
- A litany from islands of the blessed
- Answers, Not here . . . not here!
- And over the wide world that wandering cry
- Shall lead my searching heart unsoothed until I die.
- Broceliande! in the perilous beauty of silence and menacing shade,
- Thou art set on the shores of the sea down the haze of horizons untravelled, unscanned.
- Untroubled, untouched with the woes of this world are the moon-marshalled hosts that invade
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Broceliande.
- Only at dusk, when lavender clouds in the orient twilight disband,
- Vanishing where all the blue afternoon they have drifted in solemn parade,
- Sometimes a whisper comes down on the wind from the valleys of Fairyland -- ---
- Sometimes an echo most mournful and faint like the horn of a huntsman strayed,
- Faint and forlorn, half drowned in the murmur of foliage fitfully fanned,
- Breathes in a burden of nameless regret till I startle, disturbed and affrayed:
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Broceliande -- -
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Broceliande -- -
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Broceliande. . . .
- In Lyonesse was beauty enough, men say:
- Long Summer loaded the orchards to excess,
- And fertile lowlands lengthening far away,
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In Lyonesse.
- Came a term to that land's old favoredness:
- Past the sea-walls, crumbled in thundering spray,
- Rolled the green waves, ravening, merciless.
- Through bearded boughs immobile in cool decay,
- Where sea-bloom covers corroding palaces,
- The mermaid glides with a curious glance to-day,
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In Lyonesse.
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