John Gould Fletcher
I
- THE darkness rolls upward.
- The thick darkness carries with it
- Rain and a ravel of cloud.
- The sun comes forth upon earth.
- Palely the dawn
- Leaves me facing timidly
- Old gardens sunken:
- And in the gardens is water.
- Sombre wrecks -- autumnal leaves;
- Shadowy roofs
- In the blue mist,
- And a willow-branch that is broken.
- O old pagodas of my soul, how you glittered across green trees!
- Blue and cool:
- Blue, tremulously,
- Blow faint puffs of smoke
- Across sombre pools.
- The damp green smell of rotted wood;
- And a heron that cries from out the water.
II
- Through the upland meadows
- I go alone.
- For I dreamed of someone last night
- Who is waiting for me.
- Flower and blossom, tell me do you know of her?
- Have the rocks hidden her voice?
- They are very blue and still.
- Long upward road that is leading me,
- Light hearted I quit you,
- For the long loose ripples of the meadow-grass
- Invite me to dance upon them.
- Quivering grass
- Daintily poised
- For her foot's tripping.
- O blown clouds, could I only race up like you,
- Oh, the last slopes that are sun-drenched and steep!
- Look, the sky!
- Across black valleys
- Rise blue-white aloft
- Jagged, unwrinkled mountains, ranges of death.
- Solitude. Silence.
III
- One chuckles by the brook for me:
- One rages under the stone.
- One makes a spout of his mouth,
- One whispers -- one is gone.
- One over there on the water
- Spreads cold ripples
- For me
- Enticingly.
- The vast dark trees
- Flow like blue veils
- Of tears
- Into the water.
- Sour sprites,
- Moaning and chuckling,
- What have you hidden from me?
- "In the palace of the blue stone she lies forever
- Bound hand and foot."
- Was it the wind
- That rattled the reeds together?
- Dry reeds, a faint shiver in the grasses.
IV
- On the left hand there is a temple:
- And a palace on the right-hand side.
- Foot-passengers in scarlet
- Pass over the glittering tide.
- Under the bridge
- The old river flows
- Low and monotonous
- Day after day.
- I have heard and have seen
- All the news that has been:
- Autumn's gold and Spring's green!
- Now in my palace
- I see foot-passengers
- Crossing the river:
- Pilgrims of Autumn
- In the afternoons.
- Lotus pools:
- Petals in the water.
- Such are my dreams.
- For me silks are outspread.
- I take my ease, unthinking.
V
- And now the lowest pine-branch
- Is drawn across the disk of the sun.
- Old friends who will forget me soon
- I must go on,
- Towards those blue death-mountains
- I have forgot so long.
- In the marsh grasses
- There lies forever
- My last treasure,
- With the hope of my heart.
- The ice is glazing over.
- Torn lanterns flutter,
- On the leaves is snow.
- In the frosty evening
- Toll the old bell for me
- Once, in the sleepy temple.
- Perhaps my soul will hear.
- Afterglow:
- Before the stars peep
- I shall creeep out into darkness.
'Bus
- GREAT walls of green,
- City that is afar.
- We gallop along
- Alert and penetrating,
- Roads open about us,
- Housetops keep at a distance.
- Soft-curling tendrils,
- Swim backwards from our image:
- We are a red bulk,
- Projecting the angular city, in shadows, at our feet.
- Black coarse-squared shapes,
- Hump and growl and assemble.
- It is the city that takes us to itself,
- Vast thunder riding down strange skies.
- An arch under which we slide
- Divides our lives for us:
- After we have passed it
- We know we have left something behind
- We shall not see again.
- Passivity,
- Gravity,
- Are changed into hesitating, clanking pistons and wheels.
- The trams come whooping up one by one,
- Yellow pulse-beats spreading through darkness.
- Music-hall posters squall out:
- The passengers shrink together,
- I enter indelicately into all their souls.
- It is a glossy skating rink,
- On which winged spirals clasp and bend eath other:
- And suddenly slide backwards towards the centre,
- After a too-brief release.
- A second arch is a wall
- To separate our souls from rotted cables
- Of stale greenness.
- A shadow cutting off the country from us,
- Out of it rise red walls.
- Yet I revolt: I bend, I twist myself,
- I curl into a million convolutions:
- Pink shapes without angle,
- Anything to be soft and woolly,
- Anything to escape.
- Sudden lurch of clamours,
- Two more viaducts
- Stretch out red yokes of steel,
- Crushing my rebellion.
- My soul shrieking
- Is jolted forwards by a long hot bar --
- Into direct distances.
- It pierces the small of my back.
Approach
- ONLY this morning I sang of roses;
- Now I see with a swift stare,
- The city forcing up through the air
- Black cubes close piled and some half-crumbling over.
- My roses are battered into pulp:
- And there swells up in me
- Sudden desire for something changeless,
- Thrusts of sunless rock
- Unmelted by hissing wheels.
Arrival
Walk
- Sudden struggle for foothold on the pavement,
- Familiar ascension.
- I do not heed the city any more,
- It has given me a duty to perform.
- I pass along nonchalantly,
- Insinuating myself into self-baffling movements.
- Impalpable charm of back streets
- In which I find myself:
- Cool spaces filled with shadow.
- Passers-by, white hammocks in the sunlight.
- Bulging outcrush into old tumult;
- Attainment, as of a narrow harbour,
- Of some shop forgotten by traffic
- With cool-corridored walls.
'Bus-Top
- Black shapes bending
- Taxicabs crush in the crowd.
- The tops are each a shining square
- Shuttles that steadily press through woolly fabric.
- Drooping blossom,
- Gas-standards over
- Spray out jingling tumult
- Of white-hot rays.
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- Monotonous domes of bowler-hats
- Vibrate in the heat.
- Silently, easily we sway through braying traffic,
- Down the crowded street.
- The tumult crouches over us,
- Or suddenly drifts to one side.
Transposition
- I am blown like a leaf
- Hither and thither.
- The city about me
- Resolves itself into sound of many voices,
- Rustling and fluttering,
- Leaves shaken by the breeze.
- A million forces ignore me, I know not why,
- I am drunken with it all.
- Suddenly I feel an immense will
- Stored up hither to and unconscious till this instant.
- Projecting my body
- Across a streeet, in the face of all its traffic.
- I dart and dash:
- I do not know why I go.
- These people watch me,
- I yield them my adventure.
- Lazily I lounge through labyrintine corridors,
- And with eyes suddenly altered,
- I peer into an office I do not know,
- And wonder at a startled face that penetrates my own.
- Roses -- pavement --
- I will take all this city away with me --
- People -- uproar -- the pavement jostling and flickering --
- Women with incredible eyelids:
- Dandies in spats:
- Hard-faced throng discussing me -- I know them all.
- I will take them away with me,
- I insistently rob them of their essence,
- I must have it all before night,
- To sing amid my green.
- I glide out unobservant
- In the midst of the traffic
- Blown like a leaf
- Hither and thither,
- Till the city resolves itself into the clamour of voices,
- Crying hollowly, like the wind rustling through the forest
- Against the frozen housefronts:
- Lost in the glitter of a million movements.
Peripeteia
- I can no longer find a place for myself:
- I go.
- There are too many things to detain me,
- But the force behind is reckless.
- Noise, uproar, movement
- Slide me outwards,
- Black sleet shivering
- Down red walls.
- In thick jungles of green, this gyration,
- My centrifugal folly,
- Through roaring dust and futility spattered,
- Will find its own repose.
- Golden lights will gleam sullenly into silence,
- Before I return.
Mid-Flight
- We rush, a black throng,
- Straight upon darkness:
- Motes scattered
- By the arc's rays.
- Over the bridge fluttering,
- It is theatre-time,
- No one heeds.
- Lost amid greenness
- We will sleep all night;
- And in the morning
- Coming forth, we will shake wet wings
- Over the settled dust of to-day.
- The city hurls its cobbled streets after us,
- To drive us faster.
- We must attain the night
- Before endless processions
- Of lamps
- Push us back.
- A clock with quivering hands
- Leaps to the trajectory-angle of our departure.
- We leave behind pale traces of achievement:
- Fires that we kindled but were too tired to put out,
- Broad gold fans brushing softly over dark walls,
- Stifled uproar of night.
- We are already cast forth:
- The signal of our departure
- Jerks down before we have learned we are to go.
Station
- We descend
- Into a wall of green.
- Straggling shapes:
- Afterwards none are seen.
- I find myself
- Alone.
- I look back:
- The city has grown.
- One grey wall
- Windowed, unlit.
- Heavily, night
- Crushes the face of it.
- I go on.
- My memories freeze
- Like birds' cry
- In hollow trees.
- I go on.
- Up and outright
- To the hostility
- Of night.