- The Driven Machine -

Epilogue

  Color.
  I blinked a few times to make sure that I wasn't dreaming. The television across the room was in color. The tree outside my room was a dark green. My blankets were a light blue. I could see color again. Then, was everything over? Had it been a horribe dream, from which I was finally awake.
  Of course, if I had been only dreaming, I likely wouldn't be in a hospital bed right now. So something had happened. I was better now, but something had happened. I looked up at the television as the news came on.
  "Welcome to WNNT, I'm Alice Tesla. Mike Roberts has the evening off. Our top story tonight, the local university student suspected in the fatal stabbing of classmate Sarah -" The television winked off as an elderly man entered the room.
  I already knew though. Sarah was dead. Dante had something to do with it.
  "Good, you're awake. We were very worried about you, Alex." The person hadn't heard me muttering to myself, thankfully. "What do you remember from last night?"
  I assumed the man was a police officer, so I told him. Not everything, of course - I didn't want him to think I was insane. I did mention the fact that I blacked out - after all, I was still scheduled to see a doctor sometime this week for it. So I didn't remember very much. I told him about how I had let Dante into the room, and Sarah had come in soon after. She had a knife. They had fought before, but apparently it had gone on long enough, and she had snapped. She came after me first, but then Dante tried to help. I didn't remember much only he... he had taken the knife... and he... Oh God, this couldn't have happened, right? I had to have been dreaming!
  The man shook his head. "It wasn't a dream, Alex. When the police arrived at the scene yesterday, they found Sarah dead and you huddled into a corner, screaming nonsense. They thought you were responsible at first, but later found a different set of fingerprints on the knife. I'm sorry.
  "You just awoke today. We were afraid that you may have suffered permanent physical and perhaps psychological damage - from what your roomate described, it sounded as though you were having siezures. Your own story confirms this. Tomorrow, there are a series of tests that should tell us if you've had a stroke, or are suffering from some sort of tumor. I hope it makes you feel better to know that all the tests we've administered so far have proven negative. Your parents will be up shortly to see you. I ask you not to tell them about your condition, just that we will be keeping you here for observation."
  The man clearly wasn't a police officer, but he was saying a great deal more than I might expect a doctor would. Who was he?
  "I'm Doctor Steil, assistant to the director of the Wayside Institute for Mental Health. Don't be alarmed, Alex - your parents have not decided to commit you to our institution." he said this with a smile. "Provided you do not need help, you are not a danger to others or yourself. You are not the only one this has happened to - there are a number of cases, I am told, pending at this moment which bear an alarming similarity to what has happened to you. In addition, there are records of a similar incident occurring slightly more than twenty years ago. We think that, perhaps, some sort of virus that only affects certain people is responsible, and we are seeing a resurgance of it. We are not nearly certain, however."
  With this, the doctor turned around and headed to the door. He shifted to face in my direction. "You do have a visitor, however, from my own institution. He will be escorted by an orderly at all times, understand, and you will not be allowed to be close to him. However, the two of you may talk of anything that you wish." He gestured down the hallway, and I could hear movement. Then Steil was gone, and an orderly escorting an older man who looked oddly familiar entered the room.
  The older man looked up at me and smiled. "Ah, young Alex. I don't think you recognize me, but we have much that we can talk about. But, first things first. I've been told your name, after all, so you should know mine. My name is Geoffrey Talbot...."



  I still think about it sometimes. I managed not to get myself institutionalized like Geoffrey, but I still think about it. The doctors that I had were all very sympathetic, but I never told them about what I saw in the other world. In fact, Geoffrey and I didn't even discuss it, except in the most general of manner. At one point, he had asked me, "And what of the Doctor's young friend? Did he accomplish what he set out to do?"
  Yes. He had. Though I don't know what became of him since. Sleep, for me, is just darkness. I hardly ever dream anymore.
  But sometimes I do. Talking with Geoffrey made me believe in what I had seen, allowed me to cope with it. While the doctors were trying to make me get over the trauma of having witnesses Sarah's death, Geoffrey was helping me to get over the trauma of witnessing what I had in the other world. I visited him once every two weeks, which was the most that my doctors would recommend, and the most that my parents would allow.
  I'm even attending school again. Calculus is no longer as hard as it seems. I guess I've got a bit more perspective on things. There are worse things in this world than Calculus - far, far worse things. I am no longer full of the paralyzing fear that seems to have come over me for that week that I suffered. The whole things seems little more than a dream. But I know better, Geoffrey's taught me that.   And when I sleep, my nights are a canvas of blackness. I sleep deeply, and I almost never dream.
  But sometimes I do.


The End

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