Featured Poets: Nifer

As I sit here thinking about what I have found with you
I wonder if it's all worth doing
I am only content when I am with you
Staring in to your eyes
(Sends a wonderful chill through me)
Listening to your voice
(Eases my soul)
Touching your body
(Lights a fire inside of me)
What we are doing is wrong
We both have others
But the love I have found
Can only be found when I am with you
You know me so well
(Like no other)
I feel I can not exist without you
(Need to be with you)
I long and cherish every second
That I can talk to you
(I need to talk to you)
That I hear you
(Listening to every word)
That I can touch you
(Love every inch of you)
Right or wrong
Please tell me it will never end
I would give my soul to an early death just to
Have a little life with you!
I do know that is all worth doing!
I am yours for eternity.

You know what's going on
You know as much as I do
I haven't said anything I will regret
You know I want to kiss you all over
You know I love you totally
I haven't left this cloud we were on
Do you know?
Yes!
You do know!

I have always had an untouchable soul
Have you become that close to me?
I stand in front of you
With nothing to say
The silence is saying so much
But yet my heart is bleeding before you
Revealing nothing and everything
Standing here before you...
Bleeding before you

I am afraid to go to sleep
I might miss your call
I'm afraid to hang up the phone
I might not talk to you again
I hold you like it is the last
Absorbing the passion with in you
Without you I go on all out of habit
Near you it's always so new I fumble...
No habit there

Most passionate thing you can do is kiss
Warm lips first touching
Moisture growing
Lips parting
Tongue sliding in
Heat building
Sensations running through you're body
Arms around you ... passion ...
all in a single kiss ... kiss me...
Please!

My heart is in danger...
Where are you going with it...
Please be careful
What are you doing with it...
Please don't drop it
Oh that feels too good...
Why are you stopping...
I can't breathe
Wait...
Wait...
I.... I......
It

To touch you in seclusion
When no body could know
Sneaking a lustful stare
Dreaming in secret
Wanting to be alone with you
Is my personal sin?
You are the water
That can put out this fire within me
But only in seclusion.

Smoothly my hands slide over your skin
Smoothly your lips smile
Smoothly you moan to my touch
Contently I don't stop
Smoothly you don't ask me too

The wind is racing fast
The lighting is striking down hard
The thunder is rolling through the sky
The look in you're eyes is always
Raining through my mind.

I can move mountains
Take the world by storm
For I have a Mighty Mouse attitude
Words bounce off my chest
Never seeming to affect me
Tough as stone I am
For mighty mouse has no fear
But yet while the cat is gone
The mouse will cry
No one around to see
The hurt of a mouse.

Utter confusion that magnifies the emptiness
That streams through my soul
Diminishing day by day
Learning to live in total solitary
Becoming one with myself
Isolated for what I am
Chastised for what I want
Yearning fiercely to be gratified
For no more than I am.

Being under the shining stars
Listening to the water rippling through the night
Feeling the breeze blowing against my body
Looking out into the still darkness
Laying flat in the damp grass
Thinking about all that I think I know
Wondering if I know anything at all
Other than the fact that
This all feels good to me.

I want to be closer to the sky
And further from the ground
I want to heave caution from no one
To see the ravishing things that I see
Feel the enthusiasm that sends
Chills through my body
To smell the soft fragrance
Wandering through the air
Take things as they come
And to close my eyes
Absorbing, loving, needing, wanting
Life at it fullness

To rise above this world
And just float around
Watching everything from above
Seeing what is going on
All the pain and the troubles
Understanding it's not just you
Softly landing back down
Things are better
You're soul more content
And one again you start living

Asking for mercy
With quivering of my bones
And the quietness in the air
The breathing down my neck
Weeds twining around my feet
I throw my head back
To scream and beg for mercy
But nothing but the quietness
Is still in the air

WILL YOU BE HERE TO PROTECT ME?
STOP! YOU ARE SCARING ME
IF ANYTHING HAPPENED TO YOU I DONT KNOW WHAT I WOULD DO
YOU ARE A BEAUTIFUL CARING PERSON
I THANK GOD THAT YOU CARE ABOUT ME
AS YOU WOULD SAY"DITTO"
I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART
PLEASE DONT LEAVE ME
STAY HERE WITH ME
YOU WORRY THE SHIT OUT OF ME
I'LL BEG YOU.... YOU ARE WORTH THAT MUCH TO ME
I'LL BE HOOVERING OVER YOUR BED ALL NIGHT TONIGHT
GOODNIGHT