On the Wild Side 

Always on the outside looking in
Never truly part of the group
Have I ever really had a friend?
So much easier to live behind a wall.

I so much want to belong
To never doubt that someone cares
To know that I am truly wanted in their life
But I'm so very afraid of being hurt

I so much want to live on the wild side
Take my life one day at a time
Learn how to live, love, and trust
The wild side to know I'm truly alive

My past wont let me truly believe in love
Yet it's what my heart and soul crave the most
Where do I begin to learn?
Can I be taught how to trust?

I very much need a friend in my life
To know I'm important to someone
To know I won't feel abandoned
I hate feelng so alone

I'm trying to live on the wild side
Take my life one day at a time
Learn how to live, love, and trust
The wild side to know I'm truly alive

How do I find the way past this pain?
I don't know which way to turn
How do I start to live?
Can't you please help me find the way?

I'm hoping to live on the wild side
Take my life one day at a time
Learn how to live, love, and trust
The wild side to know I'm truly alive

I'm learning to live on the wild side
Take my life one day at a time
Learn how to live, love, and trust
The wild side to know I'm truly alive
The wild side to keep me from going insane