You sat at the back, quietly contemplating our fates and the fate of the entire world. It wasn't the first time that you silently stood behind my back, supporting whatever it was that I had decided for us to do, even when you didn't feel like I made the right decision.
Sometimes I do not know how I should see you. I do not know how you perceive me. You would think I'm too cruel, to my enemies—and even to my friends—and yet somehow you understood every bit of my being. Somehow you understood…
…Because you also had to be, at some point, cruel yourself—even when you did not want to. It is our fate, our destiny, and our decision—all intertwined to make us what we are.
I recall moments during the time when our team and the Inner Planet Senshi worked separately. I did the talking, warning the Senshi to stay away and leave our duties to us Outer Planet Senshi. Only I could do what we had to do in such a heartless manner. I turned my back on the weaker Senshi and did not even look to see if you and Neptune were following behind me.
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