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Some days it’s hard to believe in God. There are those days when the
world seems god-less and god-forsaken. It gets hard to believe in
God
when there seems to be few signs of goodness - and almost
unending signs
of wickedness and cruelty. Most serious persons find themselves
wondering
at one time or another, “If God is so good, why is the world in
such a
sorry state?” Why do the innocent suffer, while the wicked
prosper? Why
do children die, while ruthless dictators sleep comfortably in
their
mansions? Why do natural disasters cruelly sweep away the lives
of
unsuspecting victims, while others skate by unscathed?
Woody Allen once remarked: “I’m not saying there’s no God, but
some days
He seems like a serious underachiever.” We know that feeling.
There are
times when the hard evidence for an all-powerful, all-loving God
seems a
bit thin. On a regular basis we witness: callous injustice,
innocent
suffering, absurd meaninglessness, random cruelty, petty
spitefulness and
creeping despair. Any or all of these can stir up doubts about
the
reality and/or the relevance of God. Because we are vulnerable,
our
vision is limited. We get weary, our hearts are anxious and
afraid, and
some days we find it difficult to believe in God. I’m not saying
that we
give up or stop believing altogether - just that some days it’s
hard to
believe.
On the other hand, I can’t recall a single day when it was
difficult to
believe in the reality of SIN. There just never seems to be a
shortage
of graphic and persuasive evidence for the ongoing presence of
sin in the
world - and in our hearts. Open any newspaper, any day, and the
evidence
is overwhelming: Front Page: ENRON; Milosevic - presenting
himself as a
victim; the latest travesty in the Middle East. Section 2: Daily
record
of local crimes and misdemeanors - murder and corruption. Tempo: Sado-Masochists Convention - being held here, in Chicago. Sports:
Olympic scandals; athletes getting paid millions, but complaining
and
holding out for more.
Turn on the TV [at your own peril]: Shows promoting greed and
duplicity
- Survivor, Temptation Island. Shows offering torture as
entertainment -
The Chair, The Chamber. Jenny Jones, Jerry Springer, et. al.,
offering
up perversity and dysfunction as entertainment and education. But
we
don’t need to rely on the media to convince us that SIN is real.
You
don’t have to live very long to witness humorous and frequent
examples of
the Seven Deadly Sins: Greed, Jealousy, Gluttony, Lust, Anger,
Envy,
Pride. Does any of these sound unfamiliar? Do any of those show
any
signs of going out of style?
God’s law awakens our conscience to the reality of SIN - As Paul
explains
in our 2nd Reading. Consider what the Ten Commandments reveal
about
human nature: (working from last to first)
Do people covet (want what others have)? - Our whole market
economy is
built on coveting.
Do people lie and deceive? - ENRON is just the tip of the
iceberg.
Do people steal? - Ask a group of students about cheating or
shoplifting.
Do people commit adultery? - Soap operas would have us think it
is
standard operating procedure. The divorce rate indicates they may
have a
point.
Do people kill? - You can start with terrorists and work your way
along
to that pharmacist in Kansas who made millions by shorting his
customers
in expensive and vital medications. You could also mention drunk
drivers
and abortion.
Do people fail to honor their fathers and mothers? Do you point
the
finger at troubled teenagers or at grown adults who can’t be
bothered to
visit mom or dad in the nursing home?
Do people neglect the Sabbath? Look around. Who’s not here? Who’s
at
the mall?
Do people take God’s name in vain? “Oh my God!” I guess we do!
Do people serve other gods? The list is too long, but money and
power are
near the top.
Jesus boiled the Ten Commandments down to just two, but the
results are
unchanged: Do people fail to love God with all their heart, soul,
mind
and strength? Do people neglect to even try to love their
neighbor as
themselves? Is the Pope still Catholic?
If you pay attention, how can you not believe in SIN? We need
look no
farther than ourselves. Does a day ever go by where you have not
fallen
short - both in your actions and in your failure to act? Do you
ever
feel totally free of that self-serving, self referential attitude
that is
convinced the world begins and ends with my wants and my needs?
Are you
ever able to completely ignore all of your own inner
contradictions and
vanities, weaknesses and compromises and rationalizations so that
you’re
able to say without a trace of irony: “I’m more that OK, I’m
perfect!”
No. Instead what we say is, “I’m only human,” which is a way of
admitting, “I’m simply a sinner - I’m just a stupid man.”
If we can safely believe anything, we can surely believe this: We
are in
bondage to sin and cannot free ourselves.
We sin in our thoughts,
words
and deeds; by what we do, and fail to do. We don’t love God with
our
whole hearts - not even sure we want to. We fail to love our
neighbors.
We even find it hard to love ourselves.
Maybe this is the absolute baseline. This is where we find common
ground
- something real. This is the entry level for all Christians. We
all
sin; we all fall short (of the glory of God); all the time. This
is not
just a theory or hypothesis. This is as real as it gets. This is
the
alcoholic finally taking that first and essential step -
admitting a
fundamental problem that he/she can’t solve. This is that most
basic
human realization: we’ve met the enemy, and it is us. This is the
human
heart recognizing that it is in conflict with itself.
It turns out, we’ve all got this affliction called sin - spelled sIn. We
worship the selfish trinity - I, ME, MINE. We’ve got a real
problem, and
we can’t shake it. We can ignore it, deny it, rationalize it,
justify it
and minimize it. But there it is, as plain as the nose on your
face. We
might as well pretend there’s no gravity as deny the reality of
our SIN.
And when we do face it and believe an interesting thing happens.
If we
start to believe in SIN, it gets easier (and even necessary) to
believe
in God. If we start to realize the pervasive and insidious
presence of
sin in ourselves and in our world, then the question becomes not
“Why is
the world so messed up?”, but “How did we ever make it this far?”
Not
“Why so much evil in the world?”, but “How is there any goodness
at all?”
We begin to see that without God, we never could have survived
this long.
Without grace, sin would have consumed the entire race. Without
God,
there would be no goodness, no light, no love, no hope, no life.
What
this world does, over and over is crucify: goodness, love, mercy,
truth
and justice. What God does is raise these things to life - and
sends them
back into the broader world, day after day, after day.
Believe in SIN, and you better believe in God, because only God
can match
and overcome SIN’S power in our lives - only God can free us from
its
bondage. God’s great gamble is to give us freedom. As it went
with Adam
and Eve, so it goes with us. To allow for real, responsible
virtues,
like Faith, Hope, Love, Courage, Wisdom, and Justice, God also
has to
allow for the possibility of SIN. And our sinful hearts are
inclined to
say: “If it’s possible, we gotta try it.” And so we do. And then at
the end of the day we realize our desperate nakedness, and like Adam
and Eve, in our shame we try to hide from God.
Our most dangerous sin, one that leads us into all the rest, is
the sin of UNBELIEF. This is the sin that the serpent has never
stopped promoting since the Garden of Eden. (Don’t trust God trust
yourself.) When we stop believing in God, we can believe anything,
so anything goes. We become gods into ourselves.
But when we open our eyes wide enough to see where SIN is
actually taking us, we can also detect the presence of God. There
can be no such thing as “SIN,” without God. SIN is separation from
God, so if there is no God, there can be no sin. By definition, and
even more by experience, believing in SIN leads to believing in God.
Here’s our ongoing problem: If we don’t believe in sin very much, we
don’t need to believe in God very much. Or, as Jesus might have said
to us from the cross: “If I’m OK and you’re OK, what am I doing up
here dying?”
Today’s Scripture Readings offer up a clear message: whether Adam
and Eve in the garden, Paul trying to edify the Romans, or Jesus in
the wilderness: sin and temptation are REAL, POWERFUL and ALWAYS AT
WORK. Therefore, we need to trust and believe each day in the God
who is REAL, POWERFUL, and ALWAYS AT WORK IN OUR WORLD AND IN OUR
HEARTS. “We do not live by bread alone, but by every word that comes
from the mouth of God.”
Amen.
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