I don't know what's wrong with me.
Sometimes I wish I knew.
Sometimes I'm glad I don't.
Sometimes I don't want either.
Sometimes I need someone to hold on to
and I don't have them.
Sometimes I want to be alone and I can't be.
Sometimes there's just sometimes.
Sometimes there are no times.
Sometimes there is maybe.
Sometimes there isn't.
Sometimes there are good things.
A lot of times it seems there's not.
Sometimes I would like to disappear...
right off of the face of the earth.
Sometimes there are times I'm glad that I don't.
Sometimes a soft touch is nice
but that person is not.
Sometimes they break your heart.
Sometimes there's more than just a little bit.
Sometimes there's a bunch.
Sometimes...just sometimes...
I wish there were no sometimes...
and there wouldn't be ever again.

And then there are the things that are.
There are the times that hurt.
There are the times that are happy.
There are the times when no one or nothing is.
There are times to live again
and then there are the times that won't die.
There is life.
There is death.
And it sucks.
And so does the world.
And so do we.

But there is the one thing that I won't give up.
It's the friends I have that I want.
It's their love and caring that I need.
Sometimes there are the times I rely too much.
And there are the times I don't.
There's the times I care too much
and then get hurt.
But no matter what
they've stayed my friends.
And it's their love that makes me survive.

Thank God for friends.

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