Stab Me

        stab me
        sink your blade and stab me
        and watch me as my blood spills free of fight
        your tongue
        as sharp as drooling wolves teeth
        glistening against a steamy full moon night

        the shadows
        that lurk cold at every corner
        are the thoughts I hold, the thoughts that can't be freed
        the whispers
        of a graveyard in the winter
        are the yearnings of a heart too tired to bleed

        tomorrow
        I cannot relive this moment
        the screaming and decay will slowly fade
        wisdom
        gained, lost and forgotten
        like some vietnam veterans parade

        your voice
        it echoes through my childhood
        an iron fist, thunder and cold eyes
        the memory
        is so vivid during quiet times
        loud enough to drown a young child's cries

        compassion
        just a word of jumbled letters
        close my eyes and shield me from the rain
        perfection
        on a plate each night for dinner
        washed down with a back hander once again

        conversation
        a steaming, rattling ice truck
        speeding the wrong way down a narrow one way street
        accusation
        the hot sun biting fresh snow
        leaving nothing but water gathered at your feet

        so stab me
        sink your blade and stab me
        and watch me as I oh so slowly bleed
        on Gods earth
        where all creatures are created equal
        even parasites possess the right to feed

        written in February 1998
        Copyright © 1998 by Luke Jennings, All rights reserved