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"BLAST PAST" ... 30 january 2001

casting no reflection.
nothing to blame but vampire nights.
this place is suddenly unfamiliar.
popcorn salt burning my lips.
how ... enchanting.
simply astounding.
everybody panic.
this chapter is ending.
try to remember...
the last time you cried.
pain shooting through nerves.
so desperately awake
and waiting for tomorrow.
get comfortable with all of this.
one hundred sixty one movie stubs.
this is this life of mine...
terrifying.
how do you feel about all of this?
changing...
how do you feel about anything?
a box full of yesterday
and all your old letters.
feelings.
painful love.
freefalling.
and forever later...
comfort zone.
what remains the same -
the cracks in these lips.
scratches down these legs.
delerium.
fading away.