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September/October 2001
Portals of Glory, Visions of Wonder In my last year of high school in
Franklin, Virginia, somewhere around 1950, I was a Future Farmer of
America, raising chickens and some rows of sweet potatoes as class
projects, but whenever possible, on weekends, I would often be found,
with my bothers, Pete and David, at the Lyon's State Theater on Main
Street, watching movies, mostly third-rate westerns. At some
point, I was recommended by a fellow classmate to replace him as a
student projectionist on a high school work-release program at this very
theater. Of course I was eager to do it, as this already was one
of my most favorite places to be! And so, I became a trainee in
this awesome booth of precision projection equipment. suddenly I
was not only watching the show, but putting it on - and even being
paid! "What a deal!" I thought. Early in the afternoon, I would be there
setting up the film reels for the day's schedule, splicing short
subjects, (trailers, i.e., previews; news reels, cartoons, "The
Three Stooges," etc.) together with the main feature and loading
the first two reels into the mechanism of those humongous arc-light
projectors, getting ready for the afternoon matinee, in this booth at
the very back of a quite long balcony that stretched out over the main
audience toward the screen. At the appropriate time, I would lower
the lights and start the generic pre-show music as gentle streaks of
colored light played across the large red curtain covering the
screen. Then, with everything set up and not a finger to spare, I
would fade the colored lights and the music while activating the motor
and light switches on the first projector. Then, it was Show Time! I loved what I was doing, and therefore,
took particular care to do it well. And I learned so much from the
visions and wonders I viewed through the small window portal of that
projection booth. I was being vividly transported into other lives
and worlds. If the movie was one I especially liked, I watched it
over and over with rapt attention as I waited for the crucial cue marks
indicating a switch-over from one reel and projector to the other. I used to even go to certain movies at
times, even when I was not the projectionist, if there was something I
especially wanted to see. On one such occasion, I talked my dear
Mother Gertrude into going with me to see the H. Rider Haggard
fantasy, She
(1935, with Randolph Scott and Helen Galhagen). It was quite
thrilling to me, a story of explorers finding a lost realm within the
glaciers that was ruled over by the immortal queen, known as
"She," or, as the natives referred to her, "She who must
be obeyed!" I think it amused Mama, as well. (She was
not a big movie goer.) There were other stories that caused my
imagination to soar, among them King
Solomon's Mines (1950, with Stewart Granger and Deborah Kerr), Unconquered
(1947, with Gary Cooper), and the immortal All
Quiet on the Western Front (1930, with Lew Ayers). Next Story: Is life
prescient of its own future, or is it just that amazing coincidences do
occur? It was almost 20 years after my high school movie
projection days that I found myself interviewing for the position of
associate pastor at a big, old "pre-Revolutionary"
Congregational (UCC) church in Wilton, Connecticut, circa 1967.
What immediately caught my eye as we toured the facilities was a little
window, high up on the back of the huge social meeting room, or auditorium,
that was connected by hallways to the main sanctuary. This tiny
window reminded me of the little viewing window at the Lyon's State
Theater in Franklin, Virginia, where, from my projector's booth, I used
to gaze at strange and wondrous visions passing before me on the silver
screen. I think that, in addition to the exceptional warmth and
intelligence of the people at this church in Wilton, seeing the
theatrical/cinematic potential of that little back window in this huge
open hall was a big deciding factor in my accepting the job, one of the
very best choices I ever made! -- Bill Joyner
It
is never too late to be what you might have
been. --
George Eliot We have no time to lose and
must scramble for our chances. We are too poor to be late. -- Gitanjali If
I can stop one heart from breaking, I shall not
live in vain; If I can ease one life the
aching, or cool one pain, or help one fainting
robin unto his nest again, I shall not live in
vain. --
Emily Dickinson Flame --BJ Our
correspondences have wings - paper birds that
fly from my house to yours - flocks of ideas
criss-crossing the country. Once they're
opened, a connection is made. We are not
alone in the world. --
Terry T. Williams Refuge
Phone (323) 466-2157 / Fax (323)
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Break
the dance, and scatter the song; Let
some depart, and some remain; Wherever
we fly we lead along in leashes, like
star-beams, soft and strong, the clouds that
are heavy with love's sweet rain. --
Percy Bysshe Shelley I turn
over my little omelet in the frying pan for
the love of God. When it is finished,
if I have nothing to do, I prostrate myself
on the ground and adore my God from whom the
grace came to make it. After that, I
get back up, more content than a king.
When I cannot do anything else, it is enough
for me to have picked up a straw from the
ground for the love of God. The time
of business is no different from the time of
prayer. I possess God as tranquilly in
the noise and clatter of my kitchen, where
sometimes several people ask me different
things at the same time, as I were on my
knees before the Blessed Sacrament. --
Brother Lawrence, The Patron of Pots and
Pans Go love
without the help of anything on earth! Joyce
Cary The Horse's Mouth --
BJ Hallowed
Eve
--BJ
Real
Life Hollywood Horrors --
BJ Disguise/Surprise
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There's a madness in love at first, like flames
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of a fire is in the coals. It's true what
they say about familiarity but beneath the
contempt and the discontent of day by day is
something fine like polished steel.
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"They float horses, don't
they?" If they are expensive
racehorses in need of recuperative therapy,
I am told that they indeed do just
that. They are fitted into special
harness lifts and lowered into giant hot
whirlpool tubs! Would that we might
treat ourselves as well, yielding our
stressed-out souls to the holy cleansing of
a heated bath-tism. Maybe even getting
in a few yoga type stretches while we're at
it! (I recall how much my Mama, in her
last years, missed being able to lay down in
her tub and have a great soak.)
The moon came up like a great orange
pumpkin. We was walkin' 'round
admiring Jack-O-Lanterns, then decided to
buy one of our own, carve it up nice for the
mantle, and wreath it's head with flowering
vines, easing our way 'round its
candle-lighted grin.
"Home! I have no home! Despised.
Hunted like an animal. The jungle is
my home!" says Martin Landau, in his
Oscar-winning portrayal of Bela Lugosi, the
then-fading star of Dracula films, in the
movie Ed Wood. I think I know
what's up with guys like this. In the
true light of reality they see themselves as
monstrously disfigured, but they still long
for acceptance and dear sweet love, usually
in the form of a luscious, unattainable
beauty. Martin Landau's Bela Lugosi
sums it all up -- the rage against age, the
disappointment and the sorrow of one's own
imminent departure from this earthly scene -
life mimicking the movies, or is the other
way around?
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Dishwashing Story
Twice I have been a professional "disher," once at a Lums restaurant here in Sarasota, also at The Mel-O-Dee. Most of what I know about this art, I learned from my son Bryant, who visited me earlier, when I was trying to be an assistant manager at Lums. He pitched in as a volunteer dishwasher on my behalf several times, and everyone agreed that his promptitude in that role was absolutely amazing. His creed seemed to be, "Never turn your back on a dirty dish!" Well, a few years later, when I was living around the corner from this place and needing some part-time work, I asked if they had anything. "Only a part-time dish-washing job," the manager-ette said. And I went for it like Bre'r Rabbit took to the briar patch - remembering Bryant's great example! It's also when I came by some to be known as "Mr. Bill."
-- Bill Joyner
I ain't gonna work on Maggie's farm no more! -- Bob Dylan Now/Here -- BJ If you neglect your work, you will dislike it; if you do it well, you will enjoy it. -- Sidney Smith Even a small space won for independent and free activity is a space for genuine life. -- Julius Tomin (Czech philosopher and Night Watchman at the Prague Zoo)
Do
not negotiate positions but interests, the
real goals that lie behind positions.
Separate the peo9ple negotiating from the
problem being negotiated. --
Lance Morrow There is no
calamity greater than lavish desires. There is no greater guilt than
discontentment. And there is no greater disaster than greed. --
Lao Tzu There
is no wealth but life. --
John Ruskin To the extent we can
approach our job as an amateur (from the Latin Amore meaning To
Love) we will be successful in our work. When we pursue a thing
for love, we are free to fumble and make mistakes. The course of our
work may not run smoothly, but we are open to possibilities, embracing
everything we have contact with. Our vision is not narrowed by
convention. -- Jan Steward & Corita
Kent Learning By Heart |
Appreciate/Negotiate |
Labor |
Endure |
Again and Again
We must be born again and again
or the life of God's love remains unlived.
This Being, whose name is Love,
is buried alive in each of us,
struggling to rise from the dead debris of our own doubt.
-- BJ
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