SATURDAY, MARCH 13, 1999
This week started out great! But toward the end, everything just went to hell like nothing. I'm trying to figure out what the hell to do about everything that's happened this week. I just don't know where to begin. Guess I'll just have to see what happens and take it from there.
Oh, and I just wanted to say thanks to all of you that have visited my page. Someone from school, no names, told me I had a nice page... and that person had a smile on his face. Now I got to thinking about what he probably meant by that... but I didn't ask him b/c I'm sure I didn't want to know why he was telling me about my page. I still don't know how he got the address, or who he got it from. Maybe Joel gave it to him. That's okay though b/c I need more people to visit my page! I have to get going, my aunt is here and I need to visit her.
MONDAY, MARCH 14, 1999
Today was an 'okay' kind of day. Nothing really exciting happened, and nothing that wouldn't make a person happy. I guess there are good days after all. I mean, compared to what I went through last week, this was a really good day! We had parly pro practice after school tonight, and that turned out okay. Well, more most of us. I won't mention any names!! Anyway, I didn't forget anything all night, and then toward the end of practice, I forgot one thing! The salient points to something. That usually happens a lot on my part, but I'm gettin better at remembering them now. The others had a few problems, but we all do. No big deal.
I guess I should mention a few people on my page, just so that they don't feel left out. Okay, here goes.... Joel, Gina, Sarah, Justin O., Tara, Amber B., Emily B., Emily A., Abbi, Katie, Mercedes, John M., Eric M., Jeremiah, Eric S., Erik D., Samantha, Jesica K., Jessica T., Mr. A., Holly, Melanie, Dawn, Jon M., Joleen, Crystal, and I guess that'll be all for now. I don't want to bore you! Did I spell 'bore' right? Oh well. Those aren't all people that I talk to, and they aren't listed in order from best to worst. Just people that I mentioned!
Oh! I also got my picture taken for Church tonight, and that went okay. It only lasted about 5 minutes, which seemed kinda long actually. But the picture turned out okay. At least I didn't break the camera or anything. That was a plus! Tomorrow is going to be hell; I can just see it now! Won't tell you the reason why though, b/c that's confidential information! I have to get going now; it's getting near my bedtime.
WEDNESDAY, MARCH 17, 1999
I guess I should just write every other day because then I'd have more stuff to talk about. Monday and Tuesday were okay, and today sucked big time! Everything just basically went wrong and I hope tomorrow is better. I really hope it's better because I have a parly pro competition.
Anyway, I went with my mom to check out a car for me. The add sounded like it was a really good car. Well, when we actually looked at it and drove it, it wasn't as good as the add said. They over-exaggerated a little bit on a lot of things. They wanted $1800 for it, and it wasn't worth much more than a thousand. So, I guess I'll just have to keep looking.
Parly pro went okay tonight. I think my head was stuck up my ass because I couldn't think for shit! We were all having problems, but basically got through everything alright. I just hope we don't have as many problems in the competition tomorrow. It'd be cool if they didn't pick me to be chairman, but then I'd rather do that than get two questions at the end. Well, tomorrow is a new day, and I'm gonna do something that I've never done before, and it's probably gonna be strange to most people. Can't say what it is, because if no one notices in school, then I know it worked!!!! :)
FRIDAY, MARCH 19, 1999
I think everyone at school today was thinkin I was on the rag or something b/c I just threw a shit fit about things. I was bitchin everyone out! No matter who it was... I even told off Betty, but not like I meant to or anything, I was just having a bad mood. The only person that can really calm me down is Sam.
I can't write too much right now because my sister wants to check her email. So I guess I'll get going. Plus, I'm having a really bad day... so I'll write some other time.
TUESDAY, MARCH 23, 1999
Okay okay, so I missed a few days, I was busy! Don't throw a fit! You know, I'm starting to think twice about men. I used to think that they're all pigs and all they want is sex. Well, I still believe that, but I don't believe that SOME are pigs. There's a nice side to 'em. *lol* Now if you were a guy, you'd think just the opposite about us women. At least, that's what I think you'd think.
Tomorrow the band kids leave for their trip to New York. I'm glad that, well, I won't say. Let's just put it this way, I'm glad that most of them are leaving b/c then the school will be more peaceful w/o them here. Peaceful for at least a week anyway. The people from my school reading this should have a pretty good idea who I'm talking about. OH! And one more thing, for all of those who have been hearing rumors about me, I'm NOT going out with Jeremiah. We are just friends, and I know exactly who started those rumors. There, I just had to get that off of my chest. I hate when people don't know something, and then they just go with what THEY think is going on, and it gets around to where it's actually totally opposite in reality. So how's the world been? I haven't been getting any new guestbook entries lately, wonder if my page is getting really boring. If it is, just tell me, and I'll fix it with some new stuff. I guess I could stop talking now. My fingers are getting tired anyway.
THURSDAY, MARCH 25, 1999
My life is so messed up right now, I can't think straight anymore. I went with my cousin and his friend, Charlie, to Antigo yesterday. It was fun. But there's just one thing, I don't like him as much as I like someone else. Charlie wanted Eric to hook me up with him. Well, we went out to get to know each other a little, it went smooth, but I just don't know him enough to go out with him. So, I'm tellin him that we can just be friends, for now.
By the way, anything that I talk about in here, I would kind of like to keep in here, but if you want to tell people, I can't stop you. Not like any of it is 'that' important anyway. I just talk about stupid shit. If you haven't gotten the point yet, I'm just trying to work out my problems by actually seeing what I'm saying, so that I can realize what I actually have to do to fix it. It's easier for me this way, and I have not a clue why. Just is.
OH! My mom bought me a car. The only bad thing about it is that I don't know ANYTHING about it yet. I have no clue what color it is, what kind it is, where she got it, nothing. That's the part that scares me b/c if she picks out cars like she picks out clothes, then I'll be in a shit load of trouble, and I'll refuse to drive it unless she trades it in for something else. I'm a picky person when it comes to cars and clothes. But my mom is gettin old, and she doesn't know what's in and what's not. That's about that, nothing else is really new. Just that most of my teachers are ass holes.
SUNDAY, MARCH 28, 1999
I had an interesting and fun weekend. I invited Holly Edwards to come with me to Wausau and babysit Friday night. We waited at Mary's Place for Eric and Charlie to get back from Eric's house. They were giving us a ride out there. Anyway, we told them to be back before four, and they didn't end up getting there until 5:30. That pissed us off. I didn't have to be at the house until about 8 anyway, so we just rode around Wausau for a little while.
We were at the mall, and Holly and I got sick of waiting for those boys, so we decided to go out to the car and wait for them. The weirdest thing happened. This car with two boys pulled up and asked up how old we were. And we got their names, and we told them ours. Then they asked us if we wanted a ride, but we said no b/c, of course, we had one. Later that night, we was talkin about it and thought that we should've just went and rode around the mall with them to piss off Charlie and Eric. Well, other than that, my weekend went okay. I didn't really want to be home, but I guess I am. It's a boring day today, and there is absolutely nothing to do.
TUESDAY, MARCH 30, 1999
This week started out great! One reason is that after Wednesday, I have a five day vacation, which I know I'll love, but hate the most! I don't even have any plans yet! That's weird... for me, b/c I'm usually booked from now until Christmas! Anyway, things have definately settled down from that big mess between me and those guys. And I'm glad!!!
So is anyone even reading my page? If you are, please take a moment and sign the guestbook! I don't know why, but weird things have been starting to happen to me lately. I can't even explain it, but all I know, is that I'm gettin really scared that something is going to happen to me at school! Something neither good nor bad, but so-so. I know what I should do!! I should go buy some stuff for pranks and get a whole bunch of people at school. Load their lockers with confetti, or color their hair, or toothpaste their locker, maybe I can even get someone good and soak them with water, and have a friend throw feathers on them!!! That would be cool. I think I'm going to do that. I won't say to who, but I'll do it!!!! That's gonna be my end-of-the-year celebration... just get someone back for what he/she did to me a while ago. Well, have to get going. Shhhhh! Don't you dare tell anyone what I'm going to do either! I'm warning you, if you do, I'll get you too! J/K
SATURDAY, APRIL 3, 1999
Well, no one has played an April Fools joke on me this year, and I was soooo glad! Friday night I went with my mom and her boyfriend to Onesti's for a fish fry, and I ended up staying at Holly's house that night. The only reason I wanted to stay there was b/c one of my friends invited me to go with them to Antigo. I told them I could go, but didn't end up going anyway. But man, the time that I spent with Holly Friday and Saturday, seemed like a week... but it was fun!
Do you ever get so mad and you don't know what to do? Not really mad at anyone or anything, but just mad b/c you can't find someone or everywhere you call for a person, he/she isn't around.... well, that's how I'm feeling right now. I am so pissed b/c I've been trying to get ahold of someone, and everywhere I call, that person isn't there. I was told to call like three different places, and he's not at a one of them. But, I'll get over it... hopefully. The main reason I'm trying to get ahold of this person is to not let him drop out of school. I just don't like seeing friends work so hard for something, and then turn their backs on their own lives! Not a pretty picture. I guess I'll have to get off of here and try to call him again.
SUNDAY, APRIL 11, 1999
Well, it's been a while since I've written in here, as you can see. I've had a lot on my mind, and been getting into a lot of trouble too. I guess I should stop trying to be such a "bad" girl and wake up to the real world again. I can't really say why I got into trouble because this 'is' a public page and I don't exactly know that cops, or agencies do or do not read my page. So if you really want to know why I got in trouble, just send me an email and I'll tell you. But it wasn't anything too bad... just illegal!
Oh, and just so that people stop asking... YES, I'M GOING OUT WITH JEREMIAH! Jeremiah is a guy from school, senior, and he's really nice to me. Other people say that he's a dick head and an ass hole... but not to me. I don't listen to what other people say anymore, it's my life, my decsions. Oh, and this person, Frank, I think he's in my class, is trying to steal me away from Jeremiah. I think it's kinda funny. *lol* A lot of people come up to me and tell me that Frank really likes me bad, and that I should go out with him... but I can't, I'm taken. Sorry Frank!!! I'll give ya a call if I ever break up with Jeremiah... which isn't any time in the future. At least I hope not.
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