"SURFACING"

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All songs written by Sarah Mclachlan, except "Do What You Have To Do" written
by Sarah McLachlan and Coleen Wolstenholme, "Witness" by Sarah Mclachlan
and Pierre Marchand. All songs produced by Pierre Marchand.

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      Building A Mystery
   You come out at night
         that's when the energy comes
     and the dark side's light
     and the vampires roam.
           You strut your rasta wear
       and your suicide poem
         and a cross from a faith
              that died before Jesus came
              you're Building a Mystery......
              You live in a church
              where you sleep with voodoo dolls
              and you won't give up the search
              for the ghosts in the halls
              you wear sandals in the snow
              and a smile that won't wash away
              can you look out the window
              without your shadow getting in the way
              oh you're so beautiful
              with an edge and a charm
              but so careful
              when I'm in your arms.....
              (chorus)
              'cause you're working
              building a mystery
              holding on and holding it in
              yeah you're working
              building a mystery
              and choosing so carefully
              You woke up screaming aloud
              a prayer from your secret god
              you feed off our fears
              and hold back your tears
              You give us a tantrum
              and a know it all grin
              just when we need one
              when the evening's thin.
              Oh you're a beautiful
              a beautiful fucked up man
              you're setting up your
              razor wire shrine...
             chorus
              repeat chorus
             I Love You
              I have a smile
              stretched from ear to ear
              to see you walking down the road
              We meet at the lights
              I stare for a while
              the world around disappears
              Just you and me
              on this island of hope
              a breath between us could be miles
              Let me surround you
              my sea to your shore
              let me be the calm you seek
              Oh and every time I'm close to you
              there's too much I can't say
              and you just walk away...
              And I forgot
              to tell you
              I love you
              and the night's
              too long
              and cold here
              without you
              I grieve in my condition
              for I cannot find the strength to say I need you so
              Oh and every time I'm close to you
              there's too much I can't say
              and you just walk away
              And I forgot
              to tell you
              I love you
              and the night's
              too long
              and cold here
              without you.
             Sweet Surrender
              It doesn't mean much
              it doesn't mean anything at all
              the life I've left behind me
              is a cold room...
              I've crossed the last line
              from where I can't return
              where every step I took in faith
              betrayed me
              and led me from my home...
               Sweet...........
              Sweet..... surrender
              is all that I have to give.
              You take me in
              no questions asked
              you strip away the ugliness
              that surrounds me
              are you an angel
              am I already that gone
              I only hope
              that I won't disappoint you
              when I'm down here
              on my knees....
               Sweet...
              Sweet.....
              Sweet Surrender
              is all that I have to give
              sweet
              sweet
              sweet surrender
              is all that I have to give.
              And I don't understand
              by the touch of your hand
              I would be the one to fall
              I miss the little things
              I miss everything....
              It doesn't mean much
              it doesn't mean anything at all
              the life I left behind me
              is a cold room.....
             Adia
              Adia I do believe I failed you
              Adia I know I let you down
              don't you know I tried so hard
              to love you in my way
              it's easy let it go...
              Adia I'm empty since you left me
              trying to find a way to carry on
              I search myself and everyone
              to see where we went wrong
              'cause there's no one left to finger
              there's no one here to blame
              there's no one left to talk to honey
              and there ain't no one to buy our innocence
              'cause we are born innocent
              believe me Adia, we are still innocent
              it's easy, we all falter
              does it matter?
              Adia I thought we could make it
              but I know I can't change the way you feel
              I leave you with your misery
              a friend who won't betray
              I pull you from your tower
              I take away your pain
              and show you all the beauty you possess
              if you'd only let yourself believe that
              we are born innocent
              believe me Adia, we are still innocent
              it's easy, we all falter, does it matter?
              believe me Adia, we are still innocent
              'cause we are born innocent
              Adia we are still
              it's easy, we all falter ... but does it matter?
             Do What You Have To Do
              What ravages of spirit
              conjured this temptuous rage
              created you a monster
              broken by the rules of love
              and fate has lead you through it
              you do what you have to do
              and fate has led you through it
              you do what you have to do ...
              And I have the sense to recognize that
              I don't know how to let you go
              every moment marked
              with apparitions of your soul
              I'm ever swiftly moving
              trying to escape this desire
              the yearning to be near you
              I do what I have to do
              the yearning to be near you
              I do what I have to do
              but I have the sense to recognize
              That I don't know how
              to let you go
              I don't know how
              to let you go
              A glowing ember
              burning hot
              burning slow
              deep within I'm shaken by the violence
              of existing for only you
              I know I can't be with you
              I do what I have to do
              I know I can't be with you
              I do what I have to do
              and I have sense to recognize but
              I don't know how to let you go
              I don't know how to let you go
              I don't know how to let you go
             Witness
              Make me a witness
              take me out
              out of darkness
              out of doubt
              I won't weigh you down
              with good intention
              won't make fire out of clay
              or other inventions
              Will we burn in heaven
              like we do down here
              will the change come
              while we're waiting
              Everyone is waiting....
              and when we're done
              soul searching
              as we carried the weight
              and died for the cause
              is misery
              made beautiful
              right before our eyes
              will mercy be revealed
              or blind us where we stand...
              Will we burn in heaven
              like we do down here
              will the change come while we're waiting
              everyone is waiting
             chorus
             Angel
              Spend all your time waiting
              for that second chance
              for a break that would make it okay
              there's always one reason
              to feel not good enough
              and it's hard at the end of the day
              I need some distraction
              oh beautiful release
              memory seeps from my veins
              let me be empty
              and weightless and maybe
              I'll find some peace tonight
              In the arms of an angel
              fly away from here
              from this dark cold hotel room
              and the endlessness that you fear
              you are pulled from the wreckage
              of your silent reverie
              you're in the arms of the angel
              may you find some comfort there
              So tired of the straight line
              and everywhere you turn
              there's vultures and thieves at your back
              and the storm keeps on twisting
              you keep on building the lie
              that you make up for all that you lack
              it don't make no difference
              escaping one last time
              it's easier to believe in this sweet madness oh
              this glorious sadness that brings me to my knees...
              In the arms of an angel
              fly away from here
              from this dark cold hotel room
              and the endlessness that you fear
              you are pulled from the wreckage
              of your silent reverie
              you're in the arms of the angel
              may you find some comfort there
              you're in the arms of the angel
              may you find some comfort here.
              Black & White
              Unravel me
              a distant cord
              on the outside is forgotten
              a constant need
              To get along
              and the animal awakens
              and all I feel is black and white
              The road is long
              the memory slides
              to the whole of my undoing
              put aside
              I put away
              I push it back to get through each day
              and all I feel is black and white
              and I'm wound up small and tight
              and I don't know who I am...
              Everybody loves you when you're easy
              everybody hates when you're a bore
              everyone is waiting for your entrance so
              don't disappoint them...
              Unravel me
              untie this chord
              the very centre of our union
              is caving in
              I can't endure
              I am the archive of our failure..
              And all I feel is black and white
              and I'm wound up small and tight
              and I don't know who I am..
              Everybody loves you when you're easy
              everybody hates when you're a bore
              everyone is waiting for your entrance so
              don't disappoint them..
              Everybody loves you when you're easy so
              don't disappoint them..
              Don't disappoint them ...

             Full of Grace
              The winter here's cold, and bitter
              it's chilled us to the bone
              we haven't seen the sun for weeks
              to long too far from home
              I feel just like I'm sinking
              and I claw for solid ground
              I'm pulled down by the undertow
              I never thought I could feel so low
              oh darkness I feel like letting go..
              If all of the strength and all of the courage
              come and lift me from this place
              I know I could love you much better than this
              full of grace
              full of grace
              my love..
              So it's better this way, I said
              having seen this place before
              where everything we said and did
              hurts us all the more
              its just that we stayed, too long
              in the same old sickly skin
              I'm pulled down by the undertow
              I never thought I could feel so low
              oh darkness I feel like letting go..
              If all of the strength
              and all of the courage
              come and lift me from this place
              I know I could love you much better than this
              full of grace
              full of grace
              my love...
             Last Dance
              Instrumental
             Prayer of Saint Francis
              Lord make me an instrument of your peace,
              Where there is hatred let me sow love.
              Where there is injury, pardon.
              Where there is doubt, faith.
              Where there is despair, hope.
              Where there is darkness, light.
              And where there is sadness, joy.
              O divine master grant that I may
              not so much seek to be consoled as to console;
              to be understood as to understand;
              To be loved as to love
              For it is in giving that we receive-
              it is in pardoning that we are pardoned.
              And it's in dying that we are born to eternal life.
              Amen.


 
 
 
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