I very recently discovered that I am an individual. I have spent the past 18 years trying to be a carbon copy of what was presented to me in the society with which I have the misfortune to exist in. I am NOT a thin, beautiful, straight, subserviant woman who kneels before the cross, and sells her soul to a corporate and patriarichal society with every waking breath. I am an individual. I am a chubby, bisexual, obnoxiously loud, opinionated, intelligent, vulgar, poetry writing, cunt lovin' bitch, with a talent for causing a scene. And some people don't like that particular individual. But I no longer care. I have stopped trying to be what I am told I should be. I have stopped caring who likes me and who doesn't. I have stopped spending every waking moment obsessing over what people are thinking of me. I refuse to turn myself inside out.

Oh yeah. And I really fucken like Tori Amos.



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