Dear, sweet ^cadet^, Your letter was so touching. *soft smile* Thank you for how eagerly you welcome my ownership. I am deeply complimented by your desire to be mine....but as I mentioned in an earlier letter...I do have further requirements. It is only fitting that you should be made aware of all expectations.
If you were mine, little one.....this is what you could expect. *smiling warmly*
As your Mistress, I feel it is my responsibility to teach you all this lifestyle has to offer. It is my responsibility to help you delve into your psyche...access the hidden thoughts, feelings...fantasies, perhaps....in order for you to fully understand who you really are. I feel from an erotically sexual area, it is necessary to enable you to experience a multitude of different sensations, and acts.
No fantasy is too bizarre...no thought too deviant.
There may be things you, right now, feel are beyond comprehension. It is my responsibility to open your mind....do away with inhibitions....allow you to experience every aspect your senses crave.
Emotionally, I will be here for you, to listen, comfort, support and encourage. I do not have all the answers...but I have an immeasurable amount of compassion and tenderness.
Your fears and frustrations are never considered foolish. Tears are not considered unmasculine. In fact, I firmly believe only a man of strength is able to share such deep emotion.
You would belong to me. That is a very high compliment to you as well, as I only select the very best. Nothing said or done between us, will go any further. You will be protected with everything I have....and I will be loyal to your trust.
What decisions I make, or requests I make of you will never be done with the intent to hurt, manipulate, embarrass, humiliate. I do not like game playing....and feel if such a relationship is to be successful, this type of behaviour is unacceptable.
Although I do not feel 'punishment' per se, is necessary in an adult relationship, such as this...I expect a certain behaviour at all times. There will be warnings for the first little while...but if these fail to correct the behaviour, then it will be necessary to take further steps. Corporal punishment is deemed effective. As a last resort, the relationship will be terminated.
Sexually....*smile*.....I am interested in sensual experiences. My goal is to take a pet/slave/sub to sub-space. This is when they are so aroused they leave their body. It is an actual situation, I am sure you have not heard of...but one you will never forget if it is accomplished.
I would also want to work on release training. This is when all it takes is a word to cause you to climax. Only a high level of devotion, sense of belonging and trust will make this possible.
The line between pain and pleasure is not always easily defined. It is my goal to show that 'pain' doesn't have to hurt. In fact it can heighten the arousal so intensly that it can become a need.
Sensory deprivation is also an interest...as is testing the limits of safety. Taking you out in public...in certain states of dress or undress....with just the hint of being discovered...*s* that is exciting as well.
I like toys. *smile*....paddles, floggers {deer skin}, feathers, various textures of materials, household items, vibrators...all sizes and shapes, ropes, blindfolds, spreader bars, cuffs {not handcuffs ever!!}, collars, nipple clamps, c*** rings........just to name a few. My slave will be flogged, spanked, restrained in various positions, p*********...Sensuality and the heightening of the arousal always foremost in mind. In time, each item listed in this paragraph will be something the slave learns to love and crave....beg and plead for.
As time goes on....and the relationship is a positive one....I may make the formal declaration of ownership and collar you. At this time, you will receive some symbol of my ownership...something you may carry with you or wear at all times to remind you of your role and to whom you belong.
***The collar worn during play time is not to be mistaken with the collar of ownership.***
Still feel you are up to the challenge, little one?
As always, I look forward to hearing from you.
Affectionately,
Lady Catherine.
