T U E S D A Y . J A N U A R Y . 1 2 T H . 1 9 9 9






P E R F E C T



"Sometime is never quiet enough
If you're flawless, then you'll win my love
Don't forget to win first place
Don't forget to keep that smile on your face

Be a good boy
Try a little harder
You've got to measure up
And make me prouder

How long before you screw it up
How many times do I have to tell you to hurry up?
With everything I do for you
The least you can do is keep quiet

Be a good little girl
You've got to try a little harder
That simply wasn't good enough
To make us proud

I'll live through you
I'll make you what I never was
If you're the best, then maybe so am I
Compared to him compared to her
I'm doing this for your own damn good
You'll make up for what I blew
What's the problem…why are you crying?

Be a good little boy
Push a little further now
That wasn't fast enough
To make us happy
We'll love you just the way you are if you're perfect"

Lyrics by A. Morissette …1995




Nothing without conditions and terms, fee and penalty for breech of contract, no "Hello" or "How are you" that was not the purpose of this call, don't you now that by now?


I am too old for this, too tired and ill prepared; I can not cope, run nor crumble for that would not be allowed. It had never been about me, not directly to say the very least; just the prize or bait to throw back and forth. Who would win the trophy now?


Pretty little girl, hush now… do not think, do not speak just make us proud and do what you are told.


Surely my child would never behave in such a way, you are not mine you are his or her daughter…now get away from me and leave me be now…child.


Love me, love me, look what your mother, look what your father has done to me.


Y O U R . M O T H E R

Y O U R . F A T H E R


Silly of me to have misunderstood, of course it's not your fault what can I do to make it better.


G U I L T Y - to agree

G U I L T Y - to disagree


This is not about me, this is about you… why must you bring me into this?


M O N E Y

A T T E N T I O N

V A L I D A T I O N

A C C E P T A N C E


This is not about me or my love, or my loyalty towards either of you.


I T . H A S . N E V E R . B E E N . A B O U T . M E



Divorce doesn't obscure faith and trust people do.




H U S H


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