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My first "love", my first boyfriend, and my first experience of sex. This relationship was more then a joke. We went on and off, broke up 5 times and went out over 6 times within a period of 13 month. Our last time going out we broke up since I cheated on him. After that 6th time with him, I started to sleep around. He made me enjoy sex so much, I couldn't help it no more. I've cheated on 2 guys to get him back, I loved him so much that sometime I thought it was a obsession. And obsession so strong, trying to get over him, but he always came back to seduce me. I didn't know if I loved him, because sometime I thought he was playing games with my heart. Knowing him for 3 years now, and still he calls me up and tell me how much he misses me and that he still have feelings for me.
Darling our past wasn't love it was only lust. It only make me think more and it just took me so long to realize how stupid I was to be with you and to risk true relationship in the past just for you. Now I have seen it all and theres no way you can get me back, because there's no way I will go back with the one who started all of my pain in life.
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