TRICIA
I have set aside this area for my poetry. Alot of it was written when the storm was around, at different times. There is also alot of pain in these, so again I ask that you use discression while viewing this particular page.
I THOUGHT....
I THOUGHT I HAD FOUND A FRIEND
I THOUGHT I HAD A PLACE TO BE
I THOUGHT I WAS ACCEPTED
IT'S NOT EASY TO BE ME
I THOUGHT I WAS STRONG
COULD HANDLE THE PAIN
I WAS THE FOOL
PLAYING YOUR GAME
I THOUGHT IT WOULD BE EASY
TO FORGET THE HURT INSIDE
CRAZY FOR ME TO THINK THAT
WITH TEARS IN MY EYES
WHERE DO I GO FROM HERE?
WHAT AM I TO DO
I CAN'T SHAKE THIS FEELING
I'M HURTING FOR YOU
I THOUGHT I FOUND
SOMEWHERE I THOUGHT I WAS
I GUESS I DON'T BELONG
REVELATIONS FROM ABOVE
I CAN'T BE STRONG
CAN'T HANDLE THE PAIN
TIRED OF THE FOOL
DON'T KNOW THE GAME
IT REALLY ISN'T EASY
FORGETTING INSIDE
CRAZY ME THINKING
TEARS WILL NEVER DIE
I CAN'T GO FROM HERE
DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO
CAN'T BEGIN TO FEEL
HURTING FROM YOU
I DIDN'T FIND THOUGHT
I REALLY WASN'T THERE
I GUESS I WON'T KNOW
if anyone would CARE
Did you ever Feel....
The Fear from Within
Emotions
If I were to write all my thoughts
my feelings, my fears
I then wonder would it frighten you away
My needs, my desires are passionate
and strong
You alone prevail in my heart.
With all of my heart
and all of my being
My love for you grows with each passing day
I wish so much for you
my love, my life
There is nothing I wouldn't do for you
I hope you will find the love in your heart
that empowers my inner being
My love for you has conquered my fears
I don't wish to frighten you
I just want to stand by your side
I want for you to feel the same as I do deep inside
If I told you my love was intense
would it blow away your mind?
Would you want to try, to be with me; until the end of time
In all the past would you forgive
mistakes I've made along the way
Could my tears wash away the pain?
We have suffered together
As well as apart
Together is where we need to be
I am frozen in time
as my love is unrequited
Does time really heal inner wounds?
Does it matter I hurt you unknowingly?
would the distance disappear in time?
I feel so empty inside
We have always been there as friends
my love still flows and hurts me now
I fear the pain I feel
Emotions run deep; emotions run true
I must hide mine, until the sun dawns
and shines on us, a friend is all I can be
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You asked me to trust in you
to have faith in all you do
I asked you not to hurt me
so why am I so blue
You brought your love to me
Like it was sent from above
I was a scared child
but it was you that I loved
I gave you everything I had
Happiness I had never known
but now you're distant with me
your love in not being shown
I have done what I can to make you happy
but it is others comfort you seek
My pain and hurt are so deep inside
They cut and kill me slow and meek
I have asked for you to talk with me
I can't stand all this pain
I don't know if you will leave me or stay
I want to come out of the rain
I am frightened and very lonely
My heart and soul ache for you
when we said our vows were forever
I understood that to be true
I have always been happy with you
you're my light, my world, my love
I don't want to be without your love
we need help from the Angels above
So I am sitting here without you
as you drift further away it seems
I want the Angels to help me
put us back together as a team
It seems like it has been forever since
you held me close in your arms
I ache to have you near me
I long for you to keep me from harm
I love you more than I can say
more than words could ever express
Here I sit sobbing and waiting
alone awaiting your gentle caress
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