Bear

...my beginning and my end...love and infinity to spend...




MARRIAGE:

the state of a close or intimate union
(the very best possible way to spend one's life...
if you get lucky)




He is the most gentle, yet ferocious creature I have ever met...throughout the character innate to him, there is liberally splashed something unique that allows him to rise to whatever position he feels he must fill, in the exact manner in which he should fill it...and it all seems as natural to him as breathing.
He is painfully generous, and capable of having more innocent fun than the average five year old...(laugh)...we have done more laughing than should be allowed in the past eleven years. It was laughter I never knew before him...and did not realize until him how desperately I needed it. We still laugh...and all the time. He maintains the gift of making jokes of the nasty twists Life can sometimes take.
He has breathed Life into my very heart when it seemed I had no choice but to die...literally loving me into Life, I think. He is honest, strong, and has been staggeringly loyal to, and honest with, me. In this pitiful world that knows little more of Love than it's body count, soveniers, and trophies, I have been singularly blessed with a husband that towers over other men in every respect. Singularly blessed with the best friend who truly knows and respects what it means to be that: a best friend.
My comfort, my comedian, my companion, my champion...No woman could be luckier, nor as lucky, as I. If my life were to end tomorrow, I could ask no more than what My Baby Blue has given in such abundance to me. Asking so very little in return, he has given me happiness without measure, laughter that repeatedly has hurt my face, and the truest definition of how Life is meant to be lived. He has taught me about truth, honor, loyalty, and having great fun for absolutely no reason at all.
My Husband is the most certain reason I have for believing that yes, there is a God.



And you are far more than all of these things melted into a strange and unique perfection, Roy. I have more respect for you than I ever dreamed possible. You have raised your innate integrity to new heights and maintained a strength I would have believed inhuman. You have pampered and spoiled me...trying so desperately to keep all ugliness from me. No gesture is overlooked. No word is undervalued. You are an angel who keeps his wings tightly furled beneath his honesty, his purity, and his goodness. You could not become any more perfect...as hard as you are to battle this from me...fighting so hard to keep the blood from my heart's doorstep. I love you. I will always love you.






Exotic, erotic...
and a little psychotic.