Chapter Fourteen - CAUGHT!


I fiddled quietly with my hair as the guys went over a few sound checks, the microphones had been tripping out, something to do with the frequency they were working on, it was gathering some feedback from something around the arena.
"You look bored" Belle laughed as she sat in the chair beside me
"I am" I smiled, slowly chewing on a piece of gum
We were sitting to the side of the stage so we could pretty much see everything going on, Nick was mocking Brian by annoyingly copy everything he did, you couldn't help but smile. Brian turned to face us and smiled as he waved inconspicuously, of course Nick instantly did the same thing with a goofy expression on his face.
"God, I sometimes wonder if that's a 5 year old stuck in a 21 year olds body" Belle laughed "But, that's why I love him" she smiled, I could tell she was smitten
"You two seem perfect for each other" I winked
"I don't know if we're perfect, we're different, you know?" she said turning to me "But I think that difference makes things right. I don't even know how to explain it, but there is something there, something, so, so -"
"Magical?"
"Yeah" she smiled, nodding
"I know what that feel's like" I sighed

The sound check was over, whatever the problem was they got it fixed. I said goodbye to Belle deciding to head backstage for a drink.

"Hey" Brian whispered into my ear as I stood facing the Coke machine
"Hi" I smiled, whispering the word only very softly
His hand touched my arm gently as a smile came onto his face. I knew what he was thinking, truth was I was thinking the same thing - God, I couldn't stop thinking it!
"Do you want to?" I whispered leaning in closer
"We have separate dressing rooms in this arena, meet me at mine in 5 minutes" he winked before walking off.
I sighed quietly as I took another drink. I thought back for a moment, not so long ago I wouldn't have known the first thing about a sexual relationship, I'd had only a few scattered boyfriends and never ones I would think of going "that far" with, and now I was with an amazing guy who made me feel so sensual it sent a shiver up my spine. I smiled wondering if on the outside I'd changed any, would my mother have known if she was here with me now? I'm not sure if you ever change on the outside after such an intense thing, but you definitely change on the inside. If someone asked to explain what I was feeling right now, I wouldn't know how to do it, I don't think words can do this feeling justice. I know there are some who aren't as lucky as me, they go through life regretting their first time because of who it was with, or where is was, or for what ever other reasons, but not me - I don't think I would ever regret it, because I sure as hell didn't right now.

I looked down at my watch - I'd spent five minutes daydreaming. I finished my drink, or what I could of it anyway, and hurried down the hall. I stopped at Brian's dressing room, his nickname stuck on the door. I knocked quietly then opened the door. Brian smiled as he wrapped his arms around me and closed the door quietly. He kissed my lips gently, waiting before making it a more passionate kiss. I melted into his arms, breathing in the sweet scent of him. I'm not sure what the smell was, but it filled my nose and sent a shiver down my spine, I knew his 'scent' and it made me wild to tell the truth.
"What if someone comes in?" I smiled as he lead me to the oversized couch
I'd only ever done it on the simple bed, but I figured the principals worked the same, thankfully we were both small people.
"No one will, this is my dressing room and the shows not for hours" he smiled
"What if someone comes looking for me?" I laughed as we sat down onto the couch
He laid my head down onto one of the cushions as he lay against the back of the couch.
"Don't worry" he whispered, his lips devouring my neck
How could I worry? He had me in that moment again, and there wasn't anything that could get me out of it.

It didn't take long before we were both completely naked, Brian had taken the throw over off the couch and used that to cover us, I just wasn't quite comfortable enough with bearing it all so opening, thankfully he understood.

His hand moved across me, touching and sliding across every part as he watched my reaction mystically. Our legs intertwined as the heat between us became obviously.

~ OUTSIDE ~
"Where'd he go?" Nick muttered as he looked around the backstage area
"Probably for a walk to get away from your annoying ass" Belle laughed, smacking Nicks backside
"Hey women, you know you like that" Nick grinned
"Yeah, yeah, I do" she smirked

~ INSIDE ~
He hovered over me only for a while before entering me, with a more impressive force than previously. It still hurt a little, but by now I didn't care, the other amazing feelings were more impressing. I wanted to scream, he did that to me. I opened my mouth to scream but his hand covered my mouth.
"Ssshh, Baby, we don't want the world to know" he laughed
I slapped him on the arm, I knew he did that on purpose, he knew how to make me scream - put it that way.

~ OUTSIDE ~
"Maybe he's in here" Nick smiled stopping at Brian's door
"He's probably sleeping, leave him be" Belle pleaded tugging on Nick's arm
"Na, this will be funny" Nick grinned, reaching for the door handle
"Nick, he might be in the middle of getting dressed" Belle whispered
"All the better" Nick laughed
"One, two, three" he whispered as on the three he pulled down the door handle and stormed loudly into the room

Brian's head flew upwards as Nick starred down at us shock written all over his face, silently he turned around and walked out, slamming the door behind him. Belle stood deathly still outside the door, she'd also seen what Nick had.

I hugged myself gently as Brian cursed and hurried to get dressed again. I felt my eyes welling up, was this my fault?
"I'm sorry" I sniffed as Brian handed me the clothes I was wearing
He stopped what he was doing and looked over at me. He smiled softly as wiped a tear from my face.
"It's not your fault" he whispered "Don't worry, I'll sort things out"
He finished getting dressed then ran from the room. He stopped when he saw Belle, she pointed in the direction Nick had gone, and without a word Brian ran that way.

I dressed fairly quickly and was putting on my jacket when there was a knock on the door.
"Riyan, it's Belle, can I come in?" a soft voice spoke
I walked over and opened the door. My eyes were a bit red, as I'd cried a little, scared I was going to get Brian in trouble.

~ AT THE SAME TIME ~
"Nick hold up" Brian shouted as Nick ran through one of the exit doors
He stopped on the outside pavement and turned around as Brian ran up to him.
"Damn man, how the hell could you do that?" Nick grumped as he flew his hand in the air
"I don't know Nick, okay. Riyan and I have been together for a while, we just wanted to keep it quite"
"Shit Brian, I'd understand this from AJ, but from you?" he muttered "She's like a little sister"
"I know that, but I care about her a lot" Brian tried to smile
Nick shook his head in disbelief.
"She's not even legal Brian, if that got out you'd be dead" Nick sighed, he was trying to understand Brian but he still couldn't believe it
"It wont get out, I'll make sure of that"
Nick sighed slowly, Brian was his best friend, and he'd always looked up to him, why should this make any difference
"Just tell me you really care about her man, she's a sweet girl she doesn't need anyone fooling with her emotions"
Brian smiled softly.
"I do, and I promise I'll treat her right"
"Alright then, secrets safe with me" Nick grinned hugging Brian "But you're gonna have to start on Belle, she probably saw too"
"Uh, she already knows" Brian smiled sheepishly
"Anyone else know?" Nick laughed
Brian shook his head as the pair walked back inside.

~ AT THE SAME TIME ~
"Are you okay Riyan?" Belle questioned
"I don't know, will Brian still care about me now? Nick's his best friend and I know he'd be embarrassed by me, and -" I cried, I hated been so emotional, but I was like a waterfall once it started it wouldn't stop
She looked at me with concern all over her face.
"You and Brian have been intimate?"
I nodded.
She sighed quietly.
"I'm sorry" she whispered hugging me
I wasn't really sure why or for what she was sorry, but she had a deep look of concern on her face.
"I was about your age too, I know how it can screw with your mind" she whispered
"I wanted to Belle, and I still want to. I don't regret what we did" I replied truthfully
The look of concern hadn't gone.
"Just be careful okay?" she questioned quietly
I nodded as Brian and Nick walked in. Brian closed the door before hugging me tightly, he wiped a tear from my eye and whispered he loved me into my ear.
"It's okay Riyan, it's going to be okay" he smiled


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