| Over and over things seem to come back and forth and never end as they repeat themselves through your mind and spin and swirl into that which you’ve seen before but that you can’t make go away because you know that no matter how many times you run it will follow. Reflections of all the pain you have known come back at you from all sides like the mirrors in a fun house, only this isn’t fun anymore. How can something so beautiful heart so much? Why does it keep coming back and flying away on dream wings that you can’t see? Shattered dreams float in bits and pieces around you, around and around and around and around and they never change, but they’re never the same and you can’t make the images go away. It’s all just a cruel reflection of something you see but can’t touch, reach out to over and over again but can’t quite pull within reach. Drifting past you all these dreams mirror each other, it’s all the same… same story, new game. You play but not by choice. You never wanted to play that game, but you get pulled in and you don’t know the rules and you can’t learn while you play because you’re mistakes keep piling up around you and there is no way to undo the past when it keeps reflecting out of the future at you. One should learn from their mistakes, not repeat them, but somehow they keep getting in the way of a real answer, and how can one erase it all and make it go away if it’s still there coming at you from your past, your future and your today? There are no answers when everything is just a reflection of a real life shown to you from an unbreakable mirror. |