Aum Gung
Ganapathaye Namah
Namo tassa bhagavato arahato samma-sambuddhassa
Homage to The Blessed One, Accomplished and
Fully Enlightened
In the name of Allah, Most Gracious, Most
Merciful
Test Diary
A Collection of Articles, Notes and References
Chapter 29
(June 2006)
(Revised: Sunday, October 29, 2006)
By
A False Priest
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By any other name would smell as sweet.
- William Shakespeare
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8 "... Freely you received, freely give”.
-
Matthew 10:8 :: New American Standard Bible (NASB)
The attempt to make God just in the eyes of sinful men will always
lead to error.
- Pastor William L. Brown.
1 “But mark this: There
will be terrible times in the last days.
2 People will be lovers of themselves, lovers of money, boastful, proud, abusive, disobedient to their
parents, ungrateful, unholy,
3 without love, unforgiving, slanderous, without self-control, brutal, not lovers of the good,
4 treacherous, rash, conceited, lovers of pleasure rather
than lovers of God—
5 having a form of
godliness but denying its
power. Have nothing to do with them.
6 They are the kind who worm their way into homes and gain control over weak-willed women, who are loaded down with sins and are swayed by all
kinds of evil desires,
7 always learning but never able to acknowledge
the truth.
8 Just as Jannes and Jambres opposed Moses,
so also these men oppose the
truth--men of
depraved minds, who, as far as
the faith is concerned, are rejected.
9 But they will not get very far because, as in the case of those
men, their folly
will be clear to everyone.”
- 2 Timothy 3:1-9 ::
New International Version (NIV)
The right to be left alone – the most comprehensive of rights, and the right most valued by a free people
- Justice Louis Brandeis, Olmstead v.
15 I know thy works, that
thou art neither cold nor hot: I would
thou wert cold or hot.
16 So then because thou art lukewarm, and neither cold nor hot, I will spue thee out of my
mouth.
- Revelation 3:15-16 :: King
James Version (KJV)
6 As he saith also in another place, Thou art a priest for ever after the order of Melchisedec.
-
Hebrews 5:6 :: King James Version (KJV)
3 Without father, without mother, without descent, having neither beginning of days, nor end of life; but made like unto the Son of God; abideth a priest continually.
- Hebrews 7:3 :: King James Version (KJV)
Therefore, I say:
Know your
enemy and know yourself;
in a hundred
battles, you will never be defeated.
When you are
ignorant of the enemy but know yourself,
your chances of
winning or losing are equal.
If ignorant both of your
enemy and of yourself,
you are sure to be defeated in every battle.
-- Sun Tzu, The Art of War, c. 500bc
There are two ends not to
be served by a wanderer. What are these two? The pursuit of desires and of the pleasure which springs from desire,
which is base, common, leading to rebirth, ignoble, and unprofitable; and the pursuit of pain and
hardship, which is grievous, ignoble, and unprofitable.
- The Blessed One, Lord Buddha
3 Neither let the son of
the stranger, that hath joined himself to
the LORD, speak, saying, The LORD hath utterly separated me from his people: neither let the eunuch say, Behold, I am a dry tree.
- Isaiah 56:3 ::
King James Version (KJV)
21
But this kind does not go out
except by
prayer and fasting.
- Matthew
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I receive numerous letters of pathetic tales of dissipated, lost youth. The recent trend in the increase of vulgar, cheap and aphrodisiac literature and obscene films, both Indian and Western, had added to the miseries of misguided youth. Loss of the vital energy creates great fear in their mind. The body becomes weak, memory fails, the face becomes ugly and the young man is not able to remedy his pitiable condition due to shame. But there is no cause for despair. Even if a few of the hints in the following pages are observed, he will develop the correct attitude to life and will lead a disciplined spiritual life and ultimately attain supreme bliss.
Difference
between physiological pollution and pathological pollution
Spermatorrhoea is involuntary seminal discharge. Nocturnal discharge, night pollution, Svapna-Dosha, wet dream are all synonymous terms. Ayurvedic doctors call this disease Sukra-Megha. This is due to the evil habits in youth. In severe cases, discharges occur in daytime also. The patient passes semen along with urine during micturition. If there is occasional discharge, you need not be alarmed a bit. This may be due to heat in the body, or the pressure of loaded bowels or bladder on the seminal bags. This is not a pathological condition.
Night pollution is of two kinds, namely, physiological
pollution and pathological pollution. In
physiological pollution, you will be refreshed. You should not be afraid
of this act. You should not mind if the discharge
of semen is very occasional. You need not worry about it. This is also a slight
flushing of the apparatus or a periodical cleansing through a slight overflow
from the reservoir in which the semen is stored up. This act may not be
attended with evil thoughts. The person may not be aware of the act during the
night. Whereas, in
pathological pollution, the act is accompanied by sexual thoughts. Depression follows. There is irritability, languishment,
laziness, inability to work and concentrate.
Occasional discharges are of no consequence, but frequent nocturnal pollutions
cause depression of spirits, debility, dyspepsia, low
spirits, loss
of memory, severe pain in the back,
headache, burning of the eyes, drowsiness and burning sensation at urination or during the flow of
semen. The semen becomes very thin.
Causes
and consequences
Wet dreams and spermatorrhoea may be due to various causes like constipation, a loaded stomach, irritation-producing or wind-producing food, impure thoughts and long self-abuse done in ignorance.
Seminal weakness, nocturnal emissions, lascivious dreams and all other effects of an immoral life will surely lead one to a miserable state of living if not checked by proper medicines. But these medicines cannot produce a permanent cure. One can get temporary relief during the time one takes the medicine. Even doctors of the West admit that such medicines cannot effect a permanent cure. The moment the medicine is discontinued, the patient will find his disease all the worse. In some cases, the patient becomes impotent by the use of drugs. The only effective permanent cure can be had through the system of ancient Yoga. Nasti Yogat Param Balam. There is no strength higher than that of Yoga. The different methods given in this book will enable you to get success if practiced regularly.
(Reference: Swami Sivananda. (1997) Practice
of Brahmacharya. (WWW Edition) Himalayas,
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CONTINUE
Saturday, June 24, 2006
Emission Nil
How do you feel?
0000 a.m. – 0145
a.m. 1:45
0145 a.m. – 0148
a.m. 0:03 Sit on mat, not
sleepy
Listen to the voices of the monitoring
medical representative family...
Written around 0218 a.m. Saturday,
June 24, 2006
Revised around 1205 p.m. Tuesday, July
25, 2006
0148 a.m. – 0150
a.m. 0:02 Prostrate, go to
toilet
0150 a.m. – 0205
a.m. 0:15 Undress, emission check, urinal, brush
teeth
He will be fighting for his rights...
-
An Australian man, monitoring the nude stalking victim, within the
closed toilet...
Written around 0222 a.m. Saturday,
June 24, 2006
The medical representative family continues
to zoom in...checking the status of the first morning
urine...to confirm whether an emission occurred or not...
Written around 0223 a.m. Saturday,
June 24, 2006
Revised around 1205 p.m. Tuesday, July
25, 2006
0205 a.m. – 0207
a.m. 0:02 Clear computer table, turn on the
computer, prepare to enter daily notes onto computer
0207 a.m. – 0235
a.m. 0:28 Diary notes
0235 a.m. – 0307
a.m. 0:28 Diary notes tracker statistics preparation
in Excel
0307 a.m. – 0321
a.m. 0:14 Defecate
0321 a.m. – 0330
a.m. 0:09 Diary notes tracker statistics
0330 a.m. – 0400
a.m. 0:30 Browse computer files
0400 a.m. – 0405
a.m. 0:05 Ayurvedic
medicine [lehiyam, kashayam
(a different one), laxative]
0445 a.m. Saturday, June 24, 2006
Vee-ra vaa-dam aa-yi po-yi...he
is boasting off...
-
The sucker...
Sad, isn’t...that a woman find it hard
to monitor details of leakage from her own hole...but gets
envious...jealous...that too when the object of obsession notes such details...
Does she know that it was for her own
family safety...that he ensures his calming down...not to get
agitated...disturbed...by the persistent ongoing surveillance...
For if I haven’t monitored this
natural weakness inherent in any man, who knows about that day of emission,
when a physically tired victim gets agitated quickly by the pointed
conversation of the monitors, arms himself with a knife and goes out in search
of the medical representative family and knifes to death whoever stays in that
family’s house...immaterial of whether it was a child or an old woman...it
would have been a mass murder...and it would have happened long, long time
ago...
Written around 0456 a.m. Saturday,
June 24, 2006
Revised around 0917 p.m. Tuesday, July
25, 2006
0405 a.m. – 0550
a.m. 1:45 Notes:
Emission tracker statistics, DS-156, 157, 158 Additional Materials
Update
0550 a.m. – 0555
a.m. 0:05 Diary notes
0555 a.m. – 0635
a.m. 0:40 Diary notes tracker statistics
0635 a.m. – 0640
a.m. 0:05 Reinstall MS Office 2003
0640 a.m. – 0645
a.m. 0:05 Fold mosquito net, mat and blanket
0645 a.m. – 0700
a.m. 0:15 Defecate
0700 a.m. – 0705
a.m. 0:05 Rice and water for birds
0705 a.m. – 0710
a.m. 0:05 Refer medical book:
0710 a.m. – 0725
a.m. 0:15 Loiter around
0725 a.m. – 0735
a.m. 0:10 Sort books and files
0735 a.m. – 0747
a.m. 0:12 Uninstall and reinstall MS Office 2003
0747 a.m. – 0800
a.m. 0:13 Breakfast:
Idli x3, sambar, 1/4
glass of hot water, a cup of tea; turn water pump for a couple of minutes
0800 a.m. – 0830
a.m. 0:30 Browse computer system folders and files
0830 a.m. – 1010
a.m. 0:40 Diary notes
1010 a.m. – 1015
a.m. 0:05 Tracker statistics
The medical representative family
continues to zoom in...cyberstalking...
Written around 1017 a.m. Saturday,
June 24, 2006
Revised around 1205 p.m. Tuesday, July
25, 2006
1015 a.m. – 1020
a.m. 0:05 Diary notes
1020 a.m. – 1025
a.m. 0:05 Prepare for bath
1025 a.m. – 1045
a.m. 0:20 Undress, defecate, shave, anoint, shower,
prayer, rub a pinch of Rasnadi podi
on head, apply Neomycin to pustules, dress in dark brown underwear
1045 a.m. – 1050
a.m. 0:05 Water offerings, wash the Lord’s idol, burn
incense, toll hand-held bell, prostrate, prayer: The precepts, prayers to Lord Shiva, the
Divine Mother, and the Sun Lord
1050 a.m. – 1055
a.m. 0:05 30x3 Kapalabhati,
5 rounds of Anuloma Viloma
1055 a.m. – 1100
a.m. 0:05 Dress in outdoor cloths: Green stripped full-sleeves shirt, black
pants, white handkerchief
1100 a.m. – 1105
a.m. 0:05 Clean old bag, pack notes Iridium notes and
headphone into bag
1105 a.m. – 1110
a.m. 0:05 Prepare to leave, drink a glass of salted
lime water served by mother, collect Rs. 115 from
mother
1110 a.m. – 1113
a.m. 0:03 To Sabari Cybers, opposite the road
1113 a.m. – 0145
p.m. 2:23 Internet surfing, CD Write
The medical representative family
continues to zoom in...cyberstalking...
Written around 0100 a.m. Sunday, June
25, 2006
Revised around 1205 p.m. Tuesday, July
25, 2006
Police Certificates/Certificate of Good Conduct:
A Visa Officer may request a police certificate to
prove to Citizenship and Immigration
Police agencies may do a criminal or security
background check. These checks may be done on anyone 18 years of age and over
applying for a Study Permit.
Reference: How to apply for a Study Permit
http://www.cic.gc.ca/english/study/apply-how.html
1235 p.m. – 1250 p.m. Saturday, June
24, 2006
Pi-ra-ke na-ta-nal complaint ko-do-kum...if
you follow him, he will lodge a complaint...
-
The medical representative to the sucker...Trivandrum
stalker...while cyberstalking...reading the webpage
being read by the cyber victim...the topic of interest to the stalkers is given
above...
And then follow a series of conversations...of
following him wherever possible...standing wherever possible to see him face to
face...either he should lodge a complaint...to check...or reduce the physical
stalking...or get infatuated...
And if he lodges a complaint...then he
can be nailed here itself...that complaint will hold him here...if needed, a
counter complaint can also be lodged against him by the medical representative
family, to ensure he is locked in here in Thiruvananthapuram
itself (he may not clear a criminal or security background check then, and
thereby will be refused visa)...that will prevent him from leaving India (as
happened to Justin, who lodged a complaint to CBI against corruption in an
office he worked, and the dragging on of the case completely thwarted all his dreams
of going to USA for further studies; as documented before, that conversation
with Justin at Phazhavagadi Photostat shop was zoomed
onto and accessed from a far away safe distance by the medical representative
family and analyzed)...and thereby we will get plenty of time to subdue him
sexually...
The tone of medical representative was
like that of a cunning criminal...scheming...and the accompanying tone of the
sucker ...Trivandrum stalker...was that of a willing
compliance to whatever her guardian says...asks her to do...and her mother, the
old woman, as usual, a ‘silent’ accomplice to whatever is going on...
Ni-ghal el-lam
na-sa-ma-kum...you will thwart everything...
-
After silently listened to all the deliberate talk...finally the
old woman says to the bullish medical representative...on noting the usual
mental disturbance of the stalking victim...on hearing such deliberate
conversation...of the monitoring stalkers...
Laughter and amusement...is noted from
a young male Australian and another accomplice...who had access to the
deliberate conversation of medical representative...
Written around 1140 a.m. Sunday, June
25, 2006
Revised around 0930 p.m. Tuesday, July
25, 2006
0145 p.m. – 0150
p.m. 0:05 Pay Rs. 60 (Rs. 50 for the 2-1/2-hour browsing and Rs.
10 for CD Write) and back home; urinal, wash hands, face
0150 p.m. – 0200
p.m. 0:10 Lunch:
Rice, parippu, papadam,
amaraka twaran, gravy of
mango pickle, a glass of rice water; Ayurvedic
medicine
I was in a very bad mood...unable to
talk softly...and to my mother...those couple of sentences which I
talked...carried suppressed rage...and my mother understood that something
wrong happened...and she too falls into a bad mood...as usual, whenever she
sees her pet son is in bad spirits (a look to my face tells her
everything)...which usually carries over, in her case, to the rest of the
day...and she vents her bad mood by picking a quarrel with her easy target...my
old, unsuspecting father...
It may be funny to see two old people in
their 60s and 70s fighting over no apparent reason...but then that is how my
old mother deals with her sadness...agony...of having a schizophrenic son...
Written around 1154 a.m. Sunday, June
25, 2006
0150 p.m. Saturday, June 24, 2006
Ager-ku mana pra-ya-sa pe-du-tu-na-tu sam-sa-ri-ka-ru-ta-e-ru-nu...you
should not have talked...what cause him agony...mental disturbance...
-
The old whore
0155 p.m. Saturday, June 24, 2006
Ager-ku mana pra-ya-sam va-ru-boe a-e-yuti ta-nnal ma-ti...when he feels
mentally disturbed...in agony...then he can write (his diary notes)...and give
it to me...
-
The *?! medical representative
The old whore who sided with the other
two...the trio together did the surveillance for 6 years...hear the words of
the old *?! whore...hear the words...that after the conversation...of which she
was an abettor...she is now saying that such a conversation should not have
occurred...as if to soothe an open wound on which red chilli
is applied...applied by the trio together...
Yes, I have to control myself today, for
this three are not physically before me...that time 1240 p.m. – 1250 p.m.
somehow I tide over...had those trio *?! been before me, and said what they
said,...Oh!...God!...In the name of God, I swear...that each of that rotten
body I would have cut into a thousand pieces...Lord...you are not permitting me
to hack the trio to death...WHY?...I could relieve myself of this mental
torture...
For how long I should suffer
this...those voices...and that nasty feeling of being watched...
For the sole reason, that a rotten *?!
woman...want a piece of boneless flesh...to taste and ruminate...in her worm
filled mouth...a mouth rotten with worms...and foul smelling...as is that of
her whore mother and that of the fecal matter eating pig medical
representative...
*?!...but *?!...are those three...
Will there be a day when I can call
publicly in a busy road...before everyone to hear...a day when these *?! are face to face to me...on the pretext of making an
acquaintance...
No...there,
only a few people will hear this abuse...but through the internet...let
thousands and thousands hear the abuse about the medical representative
family...for harassing me persistently for years and years...
To hell with the rotten *?! medical representative family...
Let them rote and die in shame and
humiliation...
Inshallah!
Written around 0208 p.m. Saturday,
June 24, 2006
Revised around 0937 p.m. Tuesday, July
25, 2006
Hear what the pig, *?! medical representative said...“when he is in mental
agony...let him write and give...” so that he can copy that and make
photocopies of it and make money...
He wrote this...read...read...it costs
this much money for the hand-copying and photostat
charges...
That is how the rotten fecal matter
eating *?! pig medical representative makes money...to
feed the old woman whore and her sucker daughter, the
Thousands and thousands of lollipops the
mother and daughter sucked so far...together in their life...and I have to
admit that the taste of the lollipop...must indeed be too much to resist...a
drink which you once start drinking...you can’t for ever say NO to it...you
need more and more and more of it...as I observe from the life of the two women
eunuchs...
I wonder, when they don’t have any more
penises to suck from...will they suck blood instead...for blood and that that
comes out of the penis...comes from the same source...
What a family!
The women of the
medical representative family sucks whatever that comes out of the
penis...
The men of the medical
representative family eats whatever that comes out of the anus...
That family must have been pigs for
generations...and in this human life...they can’t forget their pig life
before...
Written around 0223 p.m. Saturday,
June 24, 2006
Revised around 0940 p.m. Tuesday, July
25, 2006
0200 p.m. – 0225
p.m. 0:25 Diary notes on paper
0225 p.m. – 0325
p.m. 1:00 Discussion with mother, where the old
mother tries to calm the mentally disturbed son; a short flare-up between my
old father and me also occurs; drinks two cups of hot tea, as I normally do
when I feel mentally disturbed (What else can an agitated Buddhist ‘monk’
drink?)
The monitoring medical representative
family zooms instantaneously...onto the diary notes written on paper...and
discuss the abuses written about them...
They continue to monitor the
conversation between the mentally challenged man and his old parents...
Written around 0100 p.m. Sunday, June
25, 2006
Revised around 1205 p.m. Tuesday, July
25, 2006
During the conversation I lament to my
mother how badly I want to go somewhere far...far away...as an escape from these voice...and the constant feeling of being monitored...
I went nearly 1000 kms
away to Chennai, Tamil Nadu, beyond Kerala...there too I was under constant audio-visual
surveillance...monitoring...
I went nearly 3000 kms
away to Rishikesh, in Uttaranchal,
beyond
I went nearly 5000 kms
away to Jawa Barat in
Now I unsuccessfully tried to leave for
The monitoring medical representative
family discuss on the likely fallout...if the monitoring range of their spy
devices get exposed...to the public...
Written around 0700 a.m. Friday, June
30, 2006
Revised around 0943 p.m. Tuesday, July
25, 2006
0325 p.m. – 0410
p.m. 0:45 Browse computer files and rearrange files
0410 p.m. – 0538
p.m. 1:28 Prepare university pre-application letter
(PAF) and list for studies in clinical psychology
0538 p.m. – 0550
p.m. 0:12 Diary notes on computer
0538 p.m. Saturday, June 24, 2006
Aga-ne pi-di-kan po-ku-nu...How are you
going to catch him...
-
A ‘young’ woman queries to the sucker...
Well, I hope the obsessed woman don’t
catch me...in the penis...
Never know...
You find an unsuspecting, innocent
looking woman walking past you...and the next thing you know, is the woman
holding on tightly...mu-ru-ke pi-de-cho-la-nam, as the medical representative
advises...gripping...your penis...bimanually...immaterial of whether you have a
tight fitting pants/jeans or not...
What will a bull do...under such
circumstances...
Teach patience...to the impatient cow?...
Written around 0550 p.m. Saturday, June
24, 2006
Revised around 0946 p.m. Tuesday, July
25, 2006
0550 p.m. – 0635
p.m. 0:45 Prepare university pre-application letter
(PAF) and list for studies in clinical psychology
The pre application letter prepared is
read...with deep interest...by the various cyber stalking women...the topic of
research interest in clinical psychology...’The use of technological devices
for mind control and the role of Schizophrenia’...evokes discussion...amongst
them...
Written around 0115 p.m. Sunday, June
25, 2006
Revised around 0948 p.m. Tuesday, July
25, 2006
0635 p.m. – 0640
p.m. 0:05 CD-Write PAF and University Expense Tracker
Excel sheet
0640 p.m. – 0645
p.m. 0:05 Help father to shift furniture
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0630 a.m. – 0640
a.m. 0:10 Rice and water for birds
0640 a.m. – 0700
a.m. 0:20 Compile Sacred Days Tracker statistics in
Excel
0700 a.m. – 0705
a.m. 0:05 Discuss with brother about DiskCleaner to delete statistical files pertaining to
internet surfing when browsing at public cafes, to prevent unauthorized access
to passwords etc.
0705 a.m. – 0715
a.m. 0:10 CD-Write DiskCleaner
onto rewritable CD
0715 a.m. – 0720
a.m. 0:05 Diary notes on computer
0720 a.m. – 0725
a.m. 0:05 Prepare for virus scanning of local drive
0725 a.m. – 0735
a.m. 0:10 Ayurvedic
medicine (lehiyam, kashayam,
laxative)
0735 a.m. – 0745
a.m. 0:10 Diary notes on computer
0745 a.m. – 0755
a.m. 0:10 Browse computer files
0755 a.m. – 0800
a.m. 0:05 CD-Write 4 French files onto rewritable CD,
for printout
0800 a.m. – 0838
a.m. 0:38 Diary notes on computer
Sunday, June
25, 2006 0812 a.m.
After a long time, it was from
yesterday, that I started using this home computer to enter diary notes. Since this computer came back from
Presence of such sympathizers along with
their own individual monitoring of the victim naturally gives an added impetus
to the main stalkers...to continue their stalking...Now they have new
friends...women of similar age group and like-minded character...to share in
their surveillance...voyeurism...exchange ideas...discuss their inner feelings,
fears, pain etc...open their hearts amongst themselves...(“a-ge-re chee-ta-kan pa-tu-ni-la”...I
can’t dirty him...I am unsuccessful in dirtying him...after all these
attempts...the sucker...Trivandrum stalker discussing
with one of her new found woman stalker accomplice...as noted in the last one
or two weeks...)
And most
importantly, the staging of combined run-ins...and use of
combined resources...a far reach than what it was in the initial days of
stalking...Back in 1996-1999, I need to worry only about the pestering of one
woman only...today with her continued banding support...all through these
years...now there are many like-minded women whom I haven’t ever seen...and
when I compare the stalking position of the Australian stalker in 1996/1999 to
2006, she is now in a far more advanced position...with access to a wider
like-minded audience and resources...as the same holds for the medical
representative family from 2000 to 2006.
Say, 5-10 young women band
together...each stages run-ins...coincidences...at
different places...with the others monitoring the outcome with their spy
devices...
Say, the main stalkers may not have
access to go physically to some places, say Technopark,
to stage a run-in, due to the security there...you need valid Technopark ID cards to enter those premises...but a
new-found woman stalker may have access...and through her, run-ins...coincidences occur at places where it never happened
before...
Written around 0838 a.m. Sunday, June
25, 2006
Revised around 0956 p.m. Tuesday, July
25, 2006
0838 a.m. – 0850
a.m. 0:12 Defecate – loose motion
0850 a.m. – 0930
a.m. 0:40 Diary notes on computer
Say the combined strength of these women
stalkers range from 10-20. What do they
expect from me?...
If it was only one woman, then she could
have preached some kind of true love or eternal love as an
excuse...cover-up...to her obsession...lust...for continuing the stalking...
But with this many women, with combined
resources...combined stalking, surveillance, run-ins...you
cannot use the above excuse of a solitary stalker...
Do they think I am some sort of a male
prostitute...one they can share amongst themselves...in turns...day and
night...to vent their sexual fantasies...self-concocted sexual
adventures...imaginations about adventures of the bed...lick and suck their
bushy holes...penetrate and explore those deep caves...and so on...
For I don’t find any ethical
logic...reason...within the limits of legality...and morality...for this
combined surveillance...
Written around 0917 a.m. Sunday, June
25, 2006
Revised around 1003 a.m. Tuesday, July
25, 2006
0930 a.m. – 0945
a.m. 0:15 Breakfast:
Dosa x3, mulaku
char, a large chopped banana, a glass of hot water
0945 a.m. – 0955
a.m. 0:10 Defecate – loose motion
0955 a.m. – 1010
a.m. 0:15 A cup of tea
0955 a.m. – 1030
a.m. 0:35 Diary notes on computer
This process of combined run-ins...use of combined resources...in stalking...
Let’s ponder from a different angle...
Let it be any society...any city...any
nation...within this planet...
Imagine an extremely beautiful woman...
And an obsessed man...later becomes a group
of 10-20 or more infatuated men...
If the pretty woman is ignorant...not
aware of these high tech spy devices...lives a normal social life, as any other
woman...with less control over her mind...find satisfaction in romantic
concepts, like reading romantic literature, watching romantic movies...is a bit
enthusiastic...bubbly with energy...dreams to have a faithful husband...a house
full of kids...then...
With the help of these spy devices, you
don’t need that long a time to convert that plain, pretty woman of reasonable
and acceptable social values...into a whore...to satisfy the initial sexual
fantasies of that handful of 10-20 men...and later to satisfy the sexual...or
emotional needs of a much wider audience...
For my experiences with these spy devices...as
documented in my painful writings...is equally applicable to any man or
woman...in this planet...
And from my observation, there is no
shortage of men in this planet...who don’t admire female beauty... who don’t
dream about feminine anatomy...and to become one with that mysterious
opposite...by diverse means...
Written around 1015 a.m. Sunday, June
25, 2006
Revised around 1008 p.m. Tuesday, July
25, 2006
1030 a.m. – 1032
a.m. 0:02 Requests another cup of tea from mother
1032 a.m. – 1035
a.m. 0:03 Diary notes on computer
1035 a.m. – 1045
a.m. 0:10 Defecate – loose motion
1045 a.m. – 0130
p.m. 2:45 Diary notes on computer
TO
CONTINUE
0558 a.m. – 0605
a.m. 0:07 Put soiled cloths for washing, kisses to
parents
0605 a.m. – 0610
a.m. 0:05 Rice and water for birds
0610 a.m. – 0615
a.m. 0:05 Ayurvedic
medicine (lehiyam)
0615 a.m. – 0620
a.m. 0:05 Tidy rooms
0620 a.m. – 0640
a.m. 0:20 Browse archived stalking documentation
papers, browse old educational certificates for lamination
0640 a.m. – 0645
a.m. 0:05 Diary notes on computer
0645 a.m. – 0700
a.m. 0:15 Update Emission Tracker, Create
Trackers: Daily
TO
CONTINUE
Wednesday, June 28, 2006
TO
CONTINUE
Thursday, June 29, 2006
Emission Nil
How do you feel?
0010 a.m. – 0015 a.m. 0:05 Urinal,
diary notes, prostrate, lay down to sleep
Very tired...due to work, as well as
less sleep last night...
Written around 1004 a.m. Thursday,
June 29, 2006
0015 a.m. – 0600
a.m. 5:45 Sleep
Written around 1000 a.m. Thursday,
June 29, 2006
Revised around 1011 p.m. Tuesday, July
25, 2006
0600 a.m. – 0610
a.m. 0:10 Lay on mat, not sleepy
Listen to the voices of the monitoring
medical representative family...
Written around 1008 a.m. Thursday,
June 29, 2006
Revised around 1205 p.m. Tuesday, July
25, 2006
0610 a.m. – 0615
a.m. 0:05 Sit on mat, not
sleepy
0615 a.m. – 0620
a.m. 0:05 Standup; prostrate; untie mosquito net;
fold net, blanket and mat; go to toilet
0620 a.m. – 0645
a.m. 0:15 Undress, emission check, defecate, brush
teeth
Few fecal particles on the top layer of
water...the rest of the top layer of water had less bubbles...was mostly
clear...as noted by the monitoring medical representative family...
Written around 1014 a.m. Thursday,
June 29, 2006
Revised around 1205 p.m. Tuesday, July
25, 2006
0645 a.m. – 0655
a.m. 0:10 Kisses to parents; rice and water for birds
0655 a.m. – 0700
a.m. 0:05 Ayurvedic medicine
(lehiyam, kashayam,
laxative)
0700 a.m. – 0735
a.m. 0:35 Read last three days Malayalam local
newspaper and today’s one
Listen to the discussion of the
monitoring medical representative family...about an article in the
newspaper...which I spent couple of minutes reading...about a woman who was
defrauded off her money...her savings... on the pretext of arranging a visa for
the tailor woman to work overseas...by a Christian priest...who ran a travel
agency business...The priest absconded with the money...went to North
India...under various alias he continued the same con-life...The defrauded
woman is out to get him...her incident occurred 10 years ago...and since then,
she had been trying to catch the runaway priest by various means...even a private
detective agency was employed to track down the absconding priest...And now the
priest is arrested in a North Indian state for defrauding someone else’s
money...and the tailor wants the priest to be transferred to Kerala...irrespective of whatever pending criminal cases
are there in North India against the priest...to be tried in a Kerala court of law...with whatever money the poor woman
got...
He too...will never let us go...get away...(for what we did to him...)
-
A discussion of the medical representative family...
That newspaper article I filed in my
newspaper archives...for it shows how a poor, defrauded woman tries hard...for
years and years...for justice...
Written around 1030 a.m. Thursday,
June 29, 2006
Revised around 1015 p.m. Tuesday, July
25, 2006
0735 a.m. – 0750
a.m. 0:15 Refer psychology course advertisements of
some Indian universities
0750 a.m. – 0845
a.m. 0:55 Diary notes on paper
0845 a.m. – 0900
a.m. 0:15 Defecate; remove waste from bathroom floor
waste-filter
Pa-la pra-vi-syam
kaa-nan poya-ta-nu...ma-na-si-la-ki-ya-tu...by seeing him repeatedly...that is how
he understood...(about stalking and monitoring...)
-
The monitoring medical representative to the sucker...
Written around 1044 a.m. Thursday,
June 29, 2006
Revised around 1017 p.m. Tuesday, July
25, 2006
0900 a.m. – 0905
a.m. 0:05 Diary notes on paper
0905 a.m. – 0930
a.m. 0:25 Breakfast: Wheat
dosa x3, soya chuck murukuvatti, a glass of water
Website-il va-ru-na-ti-nu mum-be pi-di-ka-nam...ma-na-pra-ya-sam ulla...al-anu...you have to catch him...before it comes in the
website...he is a man with mental agony...pain...(sadness
due to lack of sex...)
-
The old woman...advising her daughter...
Written around 1048 a.m. Thursday,
June 29, 2006
Revised around 1045 p.m. Tuesday, July
25, 2006
0930 a.m. – 0940
a.m. 0:10 A large chopped banana,
a cup of tea
These days I frequently tell my
parents...that no unwanted...unnecessary conversation should be there...within
the house...especially when I am at home...for I am finding it hard...to
listen...to any form of voice...verbal...or mental...
I yearn for...total silence...and my
daily life pattern...is also getting...reclusive...as
days drag on...irrespective of my current job...as a medical transcriptionist trainee...
Written around 1052 a.m. Thursday,
June 29, 2006
Revised around 1021 p.m. Tuesday, July
25, 2006
0940 a.m. – 0950
a.m. 0:10 Defecate – loose motion
That phrase...ma-na-pra-ya-sam
ulla...al-anu...he is a man
with mental agony...pain...(sadness due to lack of sex...)...is a frequently
heard one...used by the sexually
experienced old woman,...and the medical representative...while abetting the
sucker...Trivandrum stalker...to continue stalking...
According to them, being celibate...in
other words, sex-starved...I have mental
problems...agony...sadness...depression...frustration... for not having
sex...frequently...or even once in a blue moon...
So frequently seeing him...with lots of
make-up...will be like showing ‘mouth-watering’, ‘blood-oozing’ flesh to a
hungry lion...naturally, he will pounce upon...the bleeding food...to devour it
in seconds...
Well, the stalking is now in its sixth
year...in the city of
I also ponder on this attitude of
sexually experienced men and women...No wonder many a Christian priest in
Western countries...marry...nowadays...discarding the true ideals of Lord
Jesus,...preferring bleeding women instead...
Written around 1106 a.m. Thursday,
June 29, 2006
Revised around 1045 p.m. Tuesday, July
25, 2006
0950 a.m. – 1107
a.m. 1:17 Diary notes on computer
By logical reasoning...shouldn’t such a
man...sex-starved...having mental
problems...agony...pain...sadness...depression...frustration...for not having
sex...frequently...or even once in a blue moon...be emitting frequently...once
or more daily...every day or night...all week...all month...throughout the
year...until his hunger and thirst is satisfied...at least temporarily...and
then continue the same cycle of emitting...until the next sex encounter, or
temporary satisfaction...and so on and on...repeating the same cycle of
events...over and over again...
Well...my penis is under day and night
surveillance...something like being placed...under house-arrest...by the woman
stalkers...for the last 10 years or so...
So my emission tracker...or
statistics...will give a clear picture of what is inside my mind...to them...as
well as me...for under normal circumstances,...it is
very hard to know what is within your own mind...
Written around 1120 a.m. Thursday,
June 29, 2006
Revised around 1032 p.m. Tuesday, July
25, 2006
Also, according to the sexually
experienced old woman,...the medical representative...and the women
stalkers...by logical reasoning...based on my unmarried condition...my writings
are all because of this...ma-na-pra-ya-sam...mental
problems...agony... pain...sadness...depression...frustration...for not having
sex... frequently...or even once in a blue moon...and he writes ONLY when he has this ...pain...ma-na-pra-ya-sam...(!!!)
Panduranga...Panduranga...don’t you hear their verdict...about my
writings...
Written around 1145 a.m. Thursday,
June 29, 2006
Revised around 1046 p.m. Tuesday, July
25, 2006
And they have also noted...that since I
started writing...in mid 2002...some of my ‘beautiful’ writings...occur on the
‘morning after’...or the ‘day after’...an emission!...
Something I don’t have an explanation to
give...on to why?...
Written around 1150 a.m. Thursday,
June 29, 2006
Revised around 1048 p.m. Tuesday, July
25, 2006
1107 a.m. – 1155
a.m. 0:48 Diary notes on computer; update daily
trackers: Emission, readings, expenses
TO
CONTINUE
1235 p.m. – 1238
p.m. 0:03 Dress in brown pants, collect Rs. 110 from mother
1238 p.m. – 1250
p.m. 0:12 Lunch:
Rice, yoghurt, lemon pickle, keera twaran, a glass of water, Ayurvedic
medicine
1250 p.m. – 1255
p.m. 0:05 Pack lemon juice prepared by mother into
bag, put canvas shoes on with grey socks, kiss to mother, close car shed gates,
leave
1255 p.m. – 0100
p.m. 0:05 To Thampanoor by
car with father, kiss to father
0100 p.m. – 0107
p.m. 0:07 Wait outside Tourist Reception office,
diary notes on paper
0107 p.m. – 0109
p.m. 0:02 Wait
0109 p.m. – 0150
p.m. 0:41 To Technopark by
Iridium bus, read LOM. Chapter 21. Pharmacology. Pages
752-763 (12 pages)
Note the curiosity...and jealousy...of
the monitoring medical representative family...and the Australian group...at
the pretty women personnel boarding the crowded company bus...and standing near
him...
Written around 0758 a.m. Friday, June
30, 2006
Revised around 1050 p.m. Tuesday, July
25, 2006
TO
CONTINUE
0150 p.m. – 0155
p.m. 0:05 To II floor by lift 3; take notes and head
phone at the steps; chit chat with Mr. Pratap (the
afternoon shift English teacher); leave bag above locker shelf
0155 p.m. – 0200
p.m. 0:05 Urinal, wash hands, face, eyes, rinse mouth
0200 p.m. – 0205
p.m. 0:05 Enter office; login to terminal 23,
Training Lab 2; mark attendance
TO
CONTINUE
Expand
overall monitoring...medical representative family...to detailed format...
Written
around 0850 a.m. Friday, June 30, 2006
Friday, June 30, 2006
Emission Nil
How do you feel?
0000 a.m. – 0055
a.m. 0:55 Watch TV:
Flip TV channels
On the Doordarshan
channel (the central Indian government controlled channel), there was a program
on cyber crime...I happened to stumble onto it...and watched the concluding
10-15 minutes of that program...
Four middle aged people sitting together
and chatting on cyber crime...3 men and 1 woman...I couldn’t help smiling at
what they talked...compared to what I have documented in my diary notes, it
looked so primitive¹ what they were considering as high tech cyber crime...and
one of those men was a familiar face...Mr. Loknath Behra from the Orissa IPS
cadre(the central Indian government Indian Police Service)...I met him at New
Delhi in 2003...at his office...he was then the director of the cyber crime
research branch of the central intelligence, CBI...CCRDU...
Well...he was talking about cyber crime,
reading from his pre-prepared notes...for the TV talk show...which brings out
his ignorance with cyber crime...
He did mention that victims of cyber
crime have to come forward and lodge complaints...over the time, the police
will get experienced with the case...and thus learn more about cyber
crime...and you need to contact the local police...not the cyber crime police...(for many state police don’t have a cyber police as
such...and those that do have, are bogged down with utility constraints...lack
of adequate training, lack of office space, computers and so on...)
Well...I did go forward...from the local
police station in Thiruvananthapuram, Kerala...to the CBI headquarters in New Delhi...the local
police don’t know anything about cyber crime...and the CBI sat on the
case...for the last 3+ years, doing nothing...(for in today’s India, cyber wing
is a police branch where you have nothing to do...steady salary, but no
work...the public as well as the police are ignorant of cyber crime...and if
someone does indeed have a grievance, then the police is ignorant of how to
investigate...and the best policy is to sit on the case, doing nothing...hoping
that as the years drag on, the victim might stop pursuing the lodged complaint...And they
always have red tape or bureaucracy as an excuse for the dragging on...of the
case...) (While at New Delhi in 2003, a monitoring voice...a comment...of an
unknown man...was noted while I was at the balcony residence at Arneja’s...that the Indian police will take another 100
years to fully understand a high tech crime of the sort I documented...)
Now it is this website that might bring
about a solution to the ongoing crime...like a bird...that flew away...from its
master...in the dungeons...and sang a song...to whoever it came across...in far
away lands...a song which depicts a story...of its condemned master...a
story...that can happen...to any man or woman...in that far away land too...and
thereby, to create an awareness...among the masses...a song...to awake up
men...and women...to make them...sit up...have sleepless nights...and
ponder...to do something...to this grave danger...that can affect their life
too...
Written around 0730 a.m. Friday, June
30, 2006
Revised around 1104 p.m. Tuesday, July
25, 2006
¹ A plane is about to take
off...somebody inserts a virus into its control systems...Now how will the
plane land?
A central government
website...somebody sends a virus in to note the password to access that website...he
opens the website and changes the password...Now how will the government access
its website?
Written around 0053 a.m. Wednesday,
July 26, 2006
0055 a.m. – 0100
a.m. 0:05 To upstairs,
urinal, brush teeth
0100 a.m. – 0115
a.m. 0:15 Diary notes on paper
0115 a.m. – 0545
a.m. 4:30 Sleep
Written around 0638 a.m. Friday, June
30, 2006
Revised around 1105 p.m. Tuesday, July
25, 2006
0545 a.m. – 0550
a.m. 0:05 Lay on mat, not sleepy
Listen to the voices of the monitoring
medical representative family...
Written around 0639 a.m. Friday, June
30, 2006
Revised around 1205 p.m. Tuesday, July
25, 2006
0550 a.m. – 0600
a.m. 0:10 Sit on mat, not
sleepy
0600 a.m. – 0602
a.m. 0:02 Standup; prostrate; go to toilet
0602 a.m. –
0625 a.m. 0:15 Undress,
emission check, defecate, brush teeth
Few fecal particles on
the top layer of water...the rest of the top layer of water had less
bubbles...was mostly clear...as noted by the monitoring medical representative
family...
Written around 0643 a.m.
Friday, June 30, 2006
Revised around 1205 p.m. Tuesday, July
25, 2006
0625 a.m. –
0630 a.m. 0:05 Untie mosquito net; fold net, blanket and mat; turn ON home
computer
0630 a.m. –
0853 a.m. 2:20 Diary
notes on computer: Transfer handwritten
notes of September 23/27, 2005 onto computer, update daily trackers: Emission, readings, expenses, dairy notes
TO CONTINUE
Expand overall monitoring...medical representative family...to detailed
format...
Written around 0720 a.m. Saturday, July 01, 2006
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to That Which Is
Undying, and not merely to time alone,” murmured the Sphinx, breaking its muteness at last. “Thou art
eternal, and not merely
of the vanishing flesh. The soul in man cannot be killed, cannot die. It waits, shroud-wrapped,
in thy heart, as I waited,
sand-wrapped, in thy world. Know thyself, O mortal! For there is One within thee, as in all men, that comes and stands at the bar and bears witness that there IS a God!”
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