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Realities Dream


I find myself lost
in that strange world that dwells
between reality and dream
And as your smile
drifts quietly into my sight
I ask myself
Are you a part of the reality or the dream?
The soft quiet scent
you bring into my soul
has such a feel of dream
within its touch,
yet the look you hold within your eyes
hears such a mark of reality
Are you the phantom of my dreams?
Or are you someone I can touch and hold and keep
Long after the dawn has washed the dream away?
...by Sea



"A Different Love"

(written by ME for a good friend)


When you look into my eyes
What do you see?
I feel your soul burning within me
Clearly I can avoid all lies
Your soul comforts my inner self
And I feel warmth,love,and peace
I shall put reality on the shelf
No one will hear my crys
Deep within me
I will feel with my heart
And simply let it be...
Because your soul comforts my innerself
The ecstasy of your warmth
Lets me go into fantasy And escape reality...



"Peace of Mind"


(Written by Me)


As I sit herehigh upon a rock mound
That overlooks the vast sea
The sun shining down upon me
I think of thoughts of Love and Serenity
I let my mind flow free
like the wind blowing through my hair
I love this feeling of freedom
Freedom from reality...
The sensual ecstasy flowing through my veins
and infecting my whole inner soul
I am at peace like a natural high
I listen to the waves
And let myself free
I love to escape from hell
to return to my place of solitude
and inner peace of mind



"And I Wonder..."


(Written by Me)


Why is everything moving so slowly
Yet I am going so fast.
Seems like eternity
And then I wonder...
Am I really in a hurry to move on?
It is like my body and soul have seperated
And a million things are running thru my mind
and yet my body lie still.
And then I wonder...
Am I high or am I daydreaming
or Am I trying to escape reality?
Do I want to stay here or go back or move on
Living the moment and put on pause is my choice
Solitude, Peace, and Happiness
with no expectations.
As I close my eyes I let my mind flow
like that of a gentle stream
I pass the bright and warm sun
and the big and dark shadows
As I journey along I realize
there is no end, and no destination.
Fear overcomes me
Comfort bestows me
Realization hits me!
And I wonder...



"Mirrors of Desire"


(Written by Me)


You danced into the mirrors of my desire
And as you touched the glass
You took the reflection of my soul into your hands
And as you turned within the silver of my vision
I felt you steal my heart into the magic of your dance
For you are my vision of perfection
And the rhythm of your dance is the measure of my heart
as it lives from beat to beat
And you will dance forever Within the mirrors of my desire
stealing forever my heart and soul within
The delightful magic which is YOU...



"To be truly happy Is a question of how we begin and not of how we end,
Of what we want and not of what we have"!




"The Majestic Sea"


As I journey along the beautiful and powerful ocean
I look all around me fulfilled with beauty and peace.
Close clusters of beautiful greens
Birds freely soaring over the waters.
Sailboats proudly displaying their sails
All boats of all sizes riding the waves
Rocky cliffs with big houses lined in a row on the distant sea shore.
Looking up is all faded baby blue array of color
Vast in size, the sky is breathtaking white clouds slowly drifting.
The bright and beautiful sun shining down upon me.
I close my eyes and feel the wind softly brushing against my cheeks.
My body rocks freely with the rhythm of the boat riding the waves.
I feel an overwhelming peacefulness inside swallowing my soul.
I can hear the majestic sea calling out to me.
My mind, body, and soul are tranquil, So peaceful am I now.
I take a moment to reflect on all the people that have died.
I realize that this is the happiness, peacefulness, and beauty where they must be.
I feel comforted in my heart and soul for the loved one gone.
It gives me some comfort to bring them to this place with me, to the majestic sea.
Very powerful as is death, yet so calming and peaceful.
And so my friend, for you I give, Close your eyes and let the beauty in and let the healing begin.
Their memories live on in us every day.
I hope this poem has comforted you in a way to help get you through your day
And know that we are all joined by heart, even to the day that we part.
Part this everlasting happiness and peace, like that of the Majestic Sea.


I was inspired to write this while I was in a boat on the ocean and thinking of my Dad!(~Sea~)




"Will my spirit and soul ever be set free"


My life has been lived by those who have hurt me
My spirit has been crushed by words of thoughtless cruelty.
My faith in others will never be the same
To trust is to only feel pain.
I often wondered what happened to me
Will my soul ever be free?
Through abuse and through rape,
Through love and through hate,
Through my losses and through my gains,
Through sunny and through cloudy days,
I have lived my life.
These memories remain.
These thoughts are what haunt me
Will my soul ever be free?
My eyes fill with tears, as I look back on parts of my life
At times it stabs me like a knife.
Is there hope for one such as me?
Will my soul ever be free?
My life is spent wondering What others think of me,
I try not to let anyone see, The hurt and pain inside That I so often am able to hide.
No one can see but me,
Will my soul ever be free?
I try not to think of my past,
When life has treated me so unkind
I look instead for all the love
and peace at last
I try to keep the pain hidden from my mind,
That is how it comforts me.
Will my soul ever be free?
My goal is for honest happiness,
To let my spirit free
Forget the fear and unhappiness
From deep within me
But set my spirit and soul free...


(Written by me, Sea)



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