ER: I had a dream, u know!?
EI: A dream!?
ER: Yep
EI: Wot kind of dream?
ER: It was... a great one... a wonderful one...
EI: So... tell me what happened...
ER: He left me behind...
EI: In ur "great" dream?? O_O

ER: No... That's the thruth!
EI: But... tell me! What happened in your DREAM?
ER: Oh.. well... I saw him again
- If only i could stop the flown of time -

EI: That was great, wasn't it?
ER: Yep...
EI: Well... I... I... I wanted to see him again... someday... somehow. Don't u? *crying*
ER: Yes, i do! I'd like to tell him everything i didn't tell him before. I'd like to do everything that i didn't have courage to do before.
- What hurts the most was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away -
EI: I miss him so...

ER: Too...
EI: But now... tell me about ur dream...
ER: Oh... sure...
So... well.. In my dream we were still friends, and he asked me to go to his house, to meet his parents and family. A went there... whit my parents. In my dream we didn't see each other for a long time. just like the reality, but then... When we saw each other again... It was... amazing... We huged one another so tight and for a few minutes. That was... wonderful, cuz i really felt the hug.
EI: I know this... Even in our dreams we still loving him. Even in our dreams we still wishing to be with him...
ER: At least in our dreams it comes true...
EI: At least...
ER: And then... it started raining... And my parent thought it was better for us to go home as soon as possible, cuz of the rain...
And then... when I was walking away, he hold my hand... Looked deeply in my eyes... and kissed me...
EI: What a wonderful dream...
ER: Yeah... it was really great... But then, when i woke up, and i realized it was only a dream... I started crying... It's not fair.
EI: But honey, the whole life is unfair... U must prepare urself for that...
ER: i know life is unfair... But... my only wish... is... to see him again. So i'll finally make my dream come true... Sometimes i think it would be better if i was poor. I was poor, but i had him beside me... It would be much better...
EI: But it u were poor, u wouldn't even have met him.
ER: I know this.
EI: Take it easy... i hope we'll find someone much better then him...
ER: But there's no replacemnt for him in my heart
EI: I know that... but we have to do something to erase this pain, don't u thing?
ER: Yep... u'r right... U'r ALWAYS right...

 

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Renée:
Gente... desculpa por ter escrito o post de hoje em inglês. Mas é que esse assunto... eu não me sinto bem falando sobre isso em português, pois em português qualquer um pode ler e entender... Sabe!? ELE entenderia também... mas ele nunca entraria no meu blog... afinal... tenho certeza que já sou parte do passado dele...
Ele tb faz parte do meu passado!
E do meu presente... e de todo o meu futuro... Tenho certeza... que mesmo quando encontrar outra pessoa... Não o esquecerei...
Alias... por que estou falando isso?
Isso não interessa a ninguém...