Little Lamb

Like a lamb,
Blinded and lame,
I wander, limping and hurt...
Bleating my fear and pain
Through the long winter's night...

Frightened, stranded, alone--
So near death's freezing grip...
My cries grow weaker now...

Faint...and fainter still
Grows each note,
Until my voice stays silent
And I cry out no more...

I lay down and begin to die...
No hope...
No hope...
None at all...
Nothing--just pitch darkness...
I close my eyes and await the end...

Then...I feel a hand upon my brow,
A warmth upon my cheek...
I feel arms surround me and hug me near...
And, then, I hear a soft whisper in my ear...
"
Dear little lamb, I AM here."

I cuddle close to hear His heartbeat,
Comforted by its steady sound...
I rest in His arms--
For in His embrace,
His healing I have found.
Motives
The heart is deceitful above all things and desperately wicked; who can know it?  Jeremiah 17:9

The motives behind the word,
the action, and the thought
are often disguised to me,
until I'm uncertain  of their integrity;

Even then, I cannot perceive
which is truth--or--which will deceive?

Oh, fleshly attitude!
Marring every beatitude!
Only wanting, after all, 
what's "
in it" for me!
And who's to say, finally, what
appeared so good
was done only selfishly?

So...who can pierce a heart and
go beyond every word or deed?
In this matter, it's only the Lord
who can intercede!

For His Word shoots through
the intents of the heart and
separates them from the
marrow of selfish thought.

And, if we are honest with
ourselves,  we know,
truly,
the only good that thus
remains is the good
that
He has wrought!

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War Between the States

Oh contradiction
of heart that longs to be
   sure and strong in spirituality..
     yet, turn around and begin to show
       ugliness is still around, you know!

Ugly thinking, purtifying flesh--
making life a horrifying test
between the natural and spirit!
Oh, Father, I long to get through it,
to go on and quit this earth
and be with You in eternal birth!

Heaven finally where I'll dwell,
for life here can be a sort of hell!

War between the states--
battle of loves and hates;
Warfare of unseen prinicipalities
making You and
Your Word my priorities!

For the only way to see clear
is being filled with You here
in my heart and my life,
for the unceasing strife
I feel must decrease
as Your Spirit must increase!

But as long as I am in this flesh
life will always be a test,
for only by dying to self on the cross
can I count all things to be a loss
compared to knowing
and loving the King--
making Him Lord
over
everything!

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Struggling

Here we are...
Your children...
struggling so hard...
and yet still remain
(it appears to us)
still so much the same!

Oh Father, have mercy on us,
defeated we have been,
blown about with every wind...

We cry out in agony,
crying out for victory,
desiring Your life to be
the lives we live today,
living by faith's way.

Somehow, we must persist--
we must always resist
the lies Satan will bring,
telling us we can't
live for our King!

But, that's not true
for the Lord will do
His work until completed!
He is never defeated!
Make note of this, too,
He performs His pleasure
To work in us, His treasure!

He is
perfectly satisfied
with us--the children He's tried
in flaming tests of fire!
We're the handiwork
of His desire!!
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Poems written by Cathy J. Montgomery
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