BRAIN VOMIT

FEEL THE PAIN Needing, Wanting. My poor broken heart. Let me hear your voice. Your soft whisper. The one that makes hair stand on end. Hold me, I am lost without you. Feel the warmth of your embrace. Flow through my body like a rushing waterfall. You are my lost soul. I am your lost body. Giving myself to you, With arms wide open. Waiting....... Suffering without. You grasp anything that is weak. Living off innocence, A consumed parasite controlling your host. Breathing my breath, Which I so willingly accept. For today I miss you.................. Maybe tomorrow I won't.

Two strange pychotic lovers, Devoured in a drug-induced reality. Dreams... Life... The leaves are falling And this is only the beginning. Thats why I cry, When you fall asleep.

Some days the darkness eats at my soul feeding panic burns through thoughts and physical nothing to save me i must shed this foolishness no else will be there my mind will inprison untill i realize my ignorance

Absent from love. Absent from respect. Absent from a normal day. Lost and confined to my thoughts. Trapped in a depressive state of reality. 11:31pm. My old leather shoes need to be shined. Time to stop sleeping on the floor. Disgusted with anything and everything. Life is such a bore.

One more step.... Find my way through the maze, Like a lab rat. Travel (bus,ferry,walk,train,plane) Monetary Movements (debit,cash,credit) Drink (booze,coffee,tomato juice) Food (bread,burritos,soup) Where am I now? Where will I be tomorrow? So tried of my search.