A thousand souls
mixed together.
Puzzle pieces..
Not yet in order.
Waiting,
Waiting,
Anxiety of the hand
that will remove
the box from over our heads.
PRINCESS
All I ever wanted to do was hold you.
All I ever wanted to do was love you.
Blinded by love,
Blinded by the "bag".
Two fools ran down roads that were to distant.
Burning our feet on the black ashphalt.
I have now felt your pain of many years.
Making me sick for years to come.
Leaving was easy,
Leaving you I can't describe.
Though I know we will meet again.

FATALIST
Having not writen in months,
Time has lept ocean to ocean.
Literally.......
I have made it out to the Northern Pacific to live,
For awhile I hope.
Leaving all my hatred and love behind.
Time to start a new life.
Clean up my ways.
Though I know falling is what I do best.
Corupting myself one way or another.
For some weird reason I like destruction of self.
I thrive on it.
Only feelings complete when I acheive neer death.
OUTDOORS
Fresh air makes me choke,
As if I were inhaling amonia.
The great blue sky has collapsed,
Making vision a chore.
Afraid to look up,
I stare at the floor of this vast empty planet.
Insects scurry over my feet,
Not even aware of my existance.
I am also one of those bugs.
I try and notice,
I try and care,
I do not.
I am an empty shell.
Waiting to compost,
Into out mother.