| I update once more. Its been awhile and ive left quite a few cobwebs. But im back, as always. So feast your eyes and mind once again upon the sorrow that is this world and be sad if you wish. I just dont care anymore. |
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| When i was a wee little man, i enjoyed toys; as did many other little boys. My favorite toys though, were my ninja turtles. My mom and i lived with my moms freind for a time, and i was often babysat by a girl named Mickey. Nothing brought me more pleasure and distraction from my life than when Mickey obliged me in playing with my ninja turtles by my side. Few things brought me greater joy then to make Donatello save april from the dreaded clutches of Krang and Shredder. Recently, in an attempt to make a GOOD article, i went in search of my ninja turtles toys, only to discover their absence. Yes, you read right, i lost my turtles. That is a lifetime of good memories down the drain folks. The loss of my ninja turtles was hard one and it still makes me quite sad. |
| 3/04 |
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| 7/22 |
| Folks, to be truly honest is a concept not many of us can grasp and even fewer can carry out. I make no plans to hide my wrongs, and definatelly no attempt to hide my rights. But i carries through with being true when it was necessary and when to do otherwise would have made me one of the worst human beings i could be. I am no pure soul. Folks, ive seen things, ive done things that shouldnt be done. But i didnt lie about them and for that my guilt has lessened. I want you all to keep that in mind as you judge me. Know that despite my actions, i am the one responsible and i will take what comes my way. None of this is all that sad, but i feel sad writing it, so i thought it was appropriate to write it here. So, everyone, if you hate me and you know it, clap your hands and think of how honest you have been over the years, and then give me your shit. Thank you |
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| 8/23 |
| Aaah, college. Higher education. The culmination of all mandatory schooling. The craziest and most infulential 2, 4 or 7 years of our lives. We have all undoubtedly been planning for this for a very, very long time. Well, most of us. I am not the best student ever, i will admit it. I lacked effort and grades throught my life and i am attending community college right now to prove it. However, most of my freinds do not share my luck. As some of you may know, i belong to a very elite group of weenies we like to call the Lower Blue Crew, or LBC. The LBC is made up of a bunch of smart kids and me. Now, while i attend DVCeezy, the rest of my freinds are going to go kavort merrily for 4 years at UCSD and UCLA and UC Berkley. This leaves me freindless and alone. I have had to depart with a few of my best freinds already and i can feel myself being sucked into despair. For while my freinds all live with new people and make lots of new freinds, i will be stuck at home, with myself and my computer and this page to express myself with. And that is probably the saddest thing i can think of. So, adios, farewell, adieu and goodbye my freinds. Your presence has filled me with joy all this time, and now it is time to end it. Just know that i love you all, and as you leave, you take with you a peice of my life im going to be very sad without. |