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UNDER CONSTRUCTION!!...


...lolz...i dunno y but thoughts and feelings of mine come out like this...lolz...so if ur feeling bored then juz keep reading...lolz...


When we are born we have brought so many problems, troubles, and worries with us. Why must we further these problems with our parents and so? Why cant we cherish what is infront of us instead? How many have died because they cant live? And yet there are many others who die becuase they cant live without? The past is the past. The future is for us to hold. The present is for us to cherish. If your moment has passed then let it pass. There is no point to hold on if you cannot let go...
**some people die for the ones that they love n that love them back...others die for the ones they love but hate them back...**


I look at life like a path. When we are born it is already in the middle being with our parents and all. When we grow up we must choose our own paths. No one can tell you which way to go unless you let them. You must control your own future, your own faith, your own hope. Only when you finish the path in life do you trully understand life. Everyones life is different no matter how similar it seems to be. You cannot compare yours with another because no matter how much pain you may be in n no matter how perfect theirs seems to be there is always something hidden amongst thier life that you will never know about...
**theres no point in wishing others ill when they as themselves already know so...**


Some people say that change is the best. I say to differ. Change may or may not be good. Depending on what and how you are changing. Change can be defined as an altering state in life where one 'changes' themselves to suit others. But my question here is...why would you want to change yourself so that you can be accepted with others? Wouldnt you think that it is pain to change so much that you can finally be accepted by your peers? Wouldnt you, yourself feel cheated?
**accept who you are...because there is no one else like you...**


Friends are the ones who will always give you the push when you need it the most. Or at least they should. This world has a lot of different kind people. And within it there are a lot of different kind of friendships. Some will only use you as a tool to get what they want. And some will always treat you as a true friend. I have meant countless people that have used me and treated me nothin more then a tool to get what they want. It is not becuase I am stupid, but it is becuase every friend that I have met so far I have always treated them as a true friend whether they treated me back as one or not. I have also met countless people that have trully treated me as a true friend. Although those few people are rare they can still be found if you take the time to know them well.
**be a freind to those who are your freinds...**


Is the phrase "life isnt fair" true? If it isnt fair then what is fair then? No one can have a perfect life no matter what. Everyone makes it seems as if their life is flawless but really, who can have a perfect life? What I dont understand is how could there be a word called 'perfect' if there can be no such thing as 'perfect'. In my life i have not seen/heard/felt perfection. Because no matter how flawless a person can be you can improve to be a better person.
**always keep a goal within your mind...n always reach for that goal no matter what...**


Everyone has 2 faces in life. The one that everyone loves and the one that everyone hates. What I dont understand is why does everyone have to put on masks? You see a person that you dislike and you instantly say things behind thier backs. You see a person that is your friend and you still say things behind their backs. If you can complain about this world so much that even a friend can turn into a foe then I would feel sorry for you. This world already has too much pain and suffering within it. So why would you want to create more for yourself and others? There is a phrase called "what goes around, comes around". If you hurt others behind them they can always do the same back to you. Then why do we still have 2 masks on all the time then?...
**2 faces, 1 person, 1 pain...its up to you...**


Does appereances really count for everything? Can you not judge someone on the inside? How can you say that you know someone when you know nothing about that person? Just based on the outside you cannot tell a single thing about a person. Only when you are their actual friends can you actually have a say in who they are.
**know someone before you begin to judge someone...**


Regret is only a feeling when you think that something that couldve been better then it is now. But how can you regret when you were the one who have chosen this pathway for yourself? When you chose not to study for a test. When you chose not to listen to your friends opinion. When you chose not to choose the life that you wanted for yourself. How can you blame your own misfortune at others? None of us can change the time back to the time/place/moment that we think that wouldve made a difference to us. Regret will always just be regret...
**time cannot be moved back to the time you have regretted about...so you might as well walk through...*


The easiest to remember is the pain that someone has caused you, the hardest to forget is also the pain that someone has caused you. No matter how much pain you have been through so far there will always be more no matter what. It is not because life isnt fair but it is becuase life is challenging you. Life is challenging you to live through the pain and not around the pain. You cannot hide so you might as well go through...
**pain only comes to those who seek it...**


Not everyone that you meet in life will be your friend. Not everyone that you think is your enemy would continue to be your enemy. Just when you think that you might have finally gotten this world all thought through there will always be another twist around the corner. Just because someone shows you one side of the story doesnt mean that its always true. By holding on to a much larger picture of the story can you actually find out its hidden truth/meaning.
**to be able to c more you must be able to think more...**


If there wasnt so much hate in this world then it would be much more beautiful. But of course there will always be hate in this world no matter what. If there was no such thing as hate we wouldnt have revenge, pain, and suffering. When you can put hate above everything else that you once thought that meant something to you then i would feel sorry for you. Hate is just something that the mind holds on to. If only we can let go of this feeling...
**hate is like a type of pain...n it is also somethin that we hold on to...**


Sadness...its something that we cant live without. No matter how much you want to escape from it you cant. No matter how much happiness you have encoutered so far there will always be the sadness that follows it. Living in the past, living in the past hope, living in the past dreams. Nothing of that means anything to me anymore. The future is what i look for, because no matter how sad ur past is there will always be more to come. The future may not be the brightest but at least it is something to look forward to...
**sadness...something that u dont want to live with...but u cant live without...**

Created on June,24,2004-10:23pm
Last updated on June,27,2004-11:49am