It was the begining of grade 10, my friend Krystin was going out with a boy named Kevin. There was only one problem with their relationship, her parents didn't know becasue they didn't want her to be dating. At the time me and Krystin were best friends so she wanted me to get a boyfriend so she could tell her parents that she was just going out with some friends. That way it would be a double date. I wanted a boyfriend so I didn't object. I told her a couple very vague things about about what I wanted in a boy and she came up with one of Kevin's friends Evan. When Evan found out he might have a chance with me he started to like me. Krysin arranged for us to talk in the cafe one day before school. He seamed nice but he hardly talked. He would look at me, then look at his hands. I had to started every topic. Later he asked me out on a date to the mall. I didn't want to just plain turn him down so I said sure. I mean, what's the harm in giving a guy a chance. Later when Krystin found out I wasn't totaly interested in Evan she asked if I thought Brian was cute. I wasn't really sure who he was at this time, but I was pretty sure he was the boy in the front corner of my science class. I started kinda liking him, but he talked to Josh in that class, so I was sure that meant that Brian was a drug addict. Not my type. I brought this up in art class one day where I sat with Brad and Kristen. (A different girl... notice the spelling....) I knew Brad and Brian were friends so I asked him if Brian did any of that kinda stuff. He said no. this made me like Brian a little bit more. Shortly later Krystin spazzed at Evan on MSN telling him to stop bothing me cause I didn't like him. I felt bad but it was the truth. So the story continues... right now, I really like Brian, and, even better news, I find out (thanks to big mouth Jenn) he might like me too. The bad news... I felt so embarassed, he knew that I liked him. I had told Jenn not to tell any one and what does she do? Tells their entire buisness class! I wanted to go out with him so bad! I would talk to Brad about him every day and all the things I heard sounded perfect. The Halloween dance was coming up. Nina said he was going to ask me to dance... and maybe... MAYBE ask me out. I was so exited! A bunch of people came over to my house to get ready, I was wearing a slutty/cute sparkly black tank top with a lace of back and super tight jeans. I wanted so badly for him to think I was hot. I got there and met one of his friends Rhett who liked my friend Ella. Rhett pushed the two of us toghter. (Note: Neither of us had talked before, the only exchange of words there had been was when he sprayed me with water in science class and then said "Sorry." I had said "That's OK.") I was so nervous, we talked for a little while but it was hard becasue of the loud music. After a little while he asked me to dance. The song was Thriller by M.J. We grinded and it was fun! :) Later we slow danced and I could fell him holding me really tight. I was so happy! The night went on and we talked and danced and talked and danced. It was the last song... Dilema by Nelly and Kelly. He hadn't asked me out, but I had had so much fun, I was trying to figure out some way in my heaed to ask him on a date with out sounding like a retard. The song ended and I really didn't want to let go, but finaly did. He looked down at me, I look up at him, and then he said, "Will you be my girlfriend." I said yes and was soooo exited!!! Outside he gave me his e-mail address and phone number. We talked for a little while more then he had to go and he gave me a hug good bye. That was the funnest dance of my life!!! |