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Brian and I had been going out for one week. We planned that after school on Friday I would take the bus home with him then we'd go see a movie. I was so nervous on the bus that we hardly talked at all. The trip seamed to take forever. When we got to his house I was scared to meet his mom but she turned out to be really super nice. Brian and I sat down at the computer and after careful diliberation we chose to go see 8 Mile. It was opening night and everyone was going to see it. Then we went fora walk, watched some TV came back and ate dinner with his mom and brothers. The first meal I ate with them was Chicken Wrapps and I was worried I'd spill them everywhere and make a horrible mess and an even worse first immpression. Anyways after dinner his mom drove us down to Famous Players where we watched the movie. He put his arm around me and we cuddled closely and exept for the arm rest digging into my ribs I was comfortable. Then half way through the movie he leaned over and kissed me. I was so surprised. I had never kissed any one before, I didn't know what to do, so before I could think of anything it was over and I hadn't kissed him back. I hugged him tighter but really I was scared. That had been my first kiss. I had always played it up to be something super romantic, not in a theatre watching Eminem. The more and more I thought about it the more and more I wasn't sure if it had really happened. After the moive was over and everyone was clearning out we stood up and asked me if I had liked the movie. I told him yes then he kissed me again, and for the second time that night I didn't kiss him back. My legs becasme shakey and I had to hold onto the railing to keep from falling down the stairs. Once we got out side I told him there was something i needed to say. "You were my first kiss." Brian's only reaction was asking if I had ever had a boyfriend before. I explained that I had but it wasn't long and he had been an asshole. Then while we waited to be picked up neither of us knew what to say. I felt like an idiot. The next day I was positive he was going to dump me becasue of how dumb I had been. But everything got sorted out and Monday after school when he kissed me, I finaly kissed him back. |
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