How fucked up this world is. Parents abandoning children, children murdering other children, children leaving home. All should change. People not giving a fuck about how different decisions affect others lives forever. My dad wanted to make some money. He came to the Silicon Valley just to go to some start up and make a few. Cupertino, the highlight of the valley my ass. It’s merely a stopping place for single men and women to hit it big. Growing up with nothing to do but sit home and study. Surrounded by those that find it fun to sit around their house playing calculator games and listening to techno; give me a break. Those who don’t care about cheating, lying, stealing, all that matters is that they’re ahead. These are the things that make people go crazy. No way to get out. Parents find it addictive just to grasp on to the hope that maybe one day, they can own their three-story house and Lexus. It’s a damn shame.
People try to find blame on why kids do all sorts of things. Why they shoot up heroin at 7th grade, or shoot their classmate in high school. Is it the music. NO. Is it the television. NO. Maybe video games, yeah that’s gotta be it. NO. Not even close. BOREDOM. That’s it right there. The hundred dollar word. I’m surprised nobody has gotten shot by another in our school. There is so much stress it’s surprising some don’t just collapse from all the stress. All these damn parents wanting their kids to go to Harvard or Yale just so they can make money. Living their unlived life through their children. A horrible thing to watch.
And for what? What is the point? You only live once. ONCE. Spending a quarter of your miserable little life in such crap. I can’t wait to leave. Go somewhere where there are things to do, different people to see. If we are all the same how can we expect anything but boredom. There are too many stupid people in this world. Too many. All these fucked up people having babies before 20. There should be a test that allows you to have a baby. Generations are just worsening. Getting worse and worse coming up to the point of human extinction. It’s not far away. I’m gonna leave now, I have too much shit to do. A load has been removed off my back, I feel a little more relaxed. I might as well enjoy it. All that relaxation will be gone when I have to wake up at 6 tomorrow and go back to Monta Vista.
11/5/00 |
