HEAVENSANGEL

"FOREVER MY ANGEL'S"

"WHEN TOMORROW STARTS WITHOUT ME"

This site is made in loving remembrance of my two very Special Angel's. Shelby Jane, who I lost to
miscarriage on January 1, 1979. Robert Michael, who I lost in a head-on collision, March 16, 1997, at the age of 23. I never knew that a heart could actually break until I lost my Angel's. The loss of my children is one of the most devastating things I have ever had to face in my life. I never knew my sweet Shelby, but the pain is there just the same. I never imagined I would lose her big brother,too,many years later. There is so much I could say about the heartbreak and pain that I feel, but it would take far too long to ever say everything I would like to say. I just want Shelby and Robert to know how much I love you and miss you!! Till I see you both again in....

Within this lovely garden
Waves of beauty flow
Magnificence and elegance
In velvet row by row

Flowers scented perfume
Wafting through the air
Sending you a fragrance
That follows everywhere

Colors that are vibrant
Light up the world above
Reflecting all the glory of
God's precious smile of love

Garden of all loveliness
Within this artist's eyes
Creating special masterpiece
Of home within the sky.

~ Francine Pucillo ~

When tomorrow starts without me, and I'm not there to see.
If the sun should rise and find your eyes all filled with tears for me;
I wish so much you wouldn't cry the way you did today,
While thinking of the many things, we didn't get to say.

I know how much you love me, as much as I love you,
And each time that you think of me, I know you miss me, too;
But when tomorrow starts without me, Please try to understand,
That an Angel came and called my name, and took me by the hand,
And said my place was ready, In Heaven far above,
And that I'd have to leave behind all those I dearly love.
But as I turned to walk away, A tear fell from my eye
For all my life , I'd always thought , I didn't want to die.
I had so much to live for, so much left yet to do,
It seemed almost impossible, That I was leaving you.

I thought of all the yesterdays, The good ones and the bad,
I thought of all the love we shared, and all the fun we had.
If I could relive yesterday, Just even for awhile,
I'd say good-bye and kiss you, and maybe see you smile.
But then I fully realized, That this could never be,
For emptiness and memories, Would take the place of me.
And when I thought of worldly things, I might miss come tomorrow,
I thought of you, and when I did, my heart was filled with sorrow.

But when I walked through Heaven's gates. I felt so much at home,
When God looked down and smiled at me, from His great, golden throne,
He said, "This is eternity, And all I've promised to you.
Today your life on earth has past, But here life starts anew.
I promise no tomorrow, But today will always last,
And since each day's the same way,There's no longing for the past.
You have been so faithful, so trusting and so true,
Though there were times you did some things you knew you shouldn't do.
But you have been forgiven, and now at last you're free.
So won't you come and take my hand and share my life with me?"

So when tomorrow starts without me, Don't think we're far apart,
For every time you think of me, I'm right here in your heart.
Author Unknown

Shelby
Jane

Robert Michael