“ The whole New kid thing was crazy the more It grew the more I felt like I was trapped. I always had this feeling inside me and always nervous and afraid of situations. The hardest thing for me really was just doing interviews, doing talk shows photo sessions being in the studio. Just cus you are with so many different people. You just get shaky your heart just starts s pounding   ummm ya know dry mouth like a little of  what I have right now*giggles*.  The easiest thing for me was to avoid situations.”