I use to get it so bad I would pass out. In the pews of church. And Just pass out

               ummm I guess the the way to describe it is ummmm I guess when someone jumps out at you.      

And and ya’know  screams

screams and that adrenalin just goes through your body. And for me every day there is all that adrenalin its just going through your body. 

And you just feel shaky and and its its always just going through your body. It makes you really tired.

 I think its so brave of you to be here. Cus there are a lot of people who suffer from this who are at home and haven’t been out in years. So the fact that you can be here is HUGE” Jonathan “ Ya im im actually that is one of the reasons I came. Ummm I just wanted to prove that I could do this

 Did they know that you had it this bad?” Jonathan “ I don’t I I I I don’t know I never I never really talked about it