” Jonathan “ From 1994 to 1997 I did NOTHING I slept and slept and slept. If I was awake I had to deal with things I had to do things. And umm in order to avoid that I would just stay in bed

At age 23 Jonathan became a recluse and disapeard from any sort of public life. He moved to a farm in the country. Where he still lives today coping with his panic disporder

You go through the whole thing to of I'm weird I'm strange ya know. And it just  makes your whole self just shrink down even more. I think it just makes it all worse.