this is with medication” laughing Jonathan “ This is with medication yes” Oprah  “ When was your first panic attack? “  Jonathan “ Ummm the first one I remember was was when I was a little boy. Ummm I remember ummm being in church choir with brother and ummm Jordan shakes head in Audience I use to get it so bad I would pass out. In the pews of church. And Just pass out

Oprah “Jonathans brother

brother and heart throb of the group Jordan had his own anxiety  to deal with during the new kind craze

There were a lot of criticism over ummm were we talented could we sing  we manufactured. And I had to prove to these people that we were really good.

 My heart would be pounding, my voice would tremble, some times It would be hard to breath, I would feel my feet on the floor. Definitely during performances I did  definitely just wanna run and get out

 Oprah “ One year after the New kids broke up Jordan copulated a solo career

 I was worried about me being alone on stage me pulling all the weight and it scared me.