Saturday  8-04-01  2:35 p.m.: I had a post ready, but I accidentally fucking deleted it.  Shit happens I guess...  I'm in an anxious mood today.  I'm not quite sure where it's coming from, but I don't like it.  (Ok, maybe I do know where it's coming from.  I just don't wanna put a name to it...).  I added some new links to the left.  I was surfing around, looking at different web pages, when I realized how GAY mine is.  There's so much I don't know that I have yet to learn or pick up.  Friends recommend using programs like Dreamweaver or Frontpage Express.  Another online friend of mine has offered to host me when I tire of using geocities.  I'd love to and all, and I think that's the coolest f'ing thing, but I'm not gonna do it at this time because I SUCK! heh...  Sometimes I just feel like running away... *   Shut up, you loser   *   Inferno   *   Shadows   *

Friday  8-03-01  8:36 p.m.: I just got home from work, and I'll probably stay home tonight and DRINK MYSELF INTO A GOOD BUZZ and work on some shit on this page.  2000 muthafuckin' hits in 2 days!!  From Jack!! I gotta do something really special for him this time... he's always been way cool with me.  I'll be back a little bit later after I get out of my work clothes and get something to eat (gotta have something to soak up the alcohol)... 1:00 a.m.  (Saturday morning 8-04-01): Heh... I've succeeded in drinking myself into a most righteous buzz.  I'll update tomorrow or something. :)  Man, you know what?  There ain't no good reason why HotGuy couldn't have dug me just as much as he says he's digging this other fucking chick.  I mean, she cool and all, but damn... *sigh*  He's the best fuckin' kisser I've had in awhile, heh.  Anyways... I'm too fucking nice.  I need to be more of a bitch.  Go after what I want.  I'm a bit drunk and in the mood to fuck.  I'm gonna go find something to amuse myself :).  Later people... I love you all ;p... (mp3 currently playing:  Camoflauge - "Fuck Friends") *   Virtual Roofies   *

Thursday  8-02-01  3:08 a.m.: It turns out HotGuy wasn't diggin' me like I was digging him, but I'll be okay.  We're still cool now that we got all that shit out of the way.  "I ain't mad atcha, I ain't got nuthin but luv for ya."... to paraphrase Tupac.  He's a really kind person, though, someone I think I'm even happier and better off in the long run just being friends with.  *sigh*... You get knocked off the horse, you just gotta get right back on it (eventually)... I have alot of respect for him, too, for being honest about shit.  More guys should be like that - honest!!  Even if you know she's not gonna like what you have to say, it's better in the long run! Someday, when I have time for a vacation, I think I'm gonna fly up to the great northern state of Massachusetts and have lots and lots and lots of sex.

Sunday  7-29-01  9:37 p.m.: I moved everything over to the archives and so I could start fresh.  I'm gonna try to start doing updates more often.  Not so much for the few people that visit and read this mess, but it's sort of "therapy" for me I guess.  I was off this weekend.  Went out of town and spent Saturday night with a couple of new friends of mine.  These are a couple of pretty cool people, and I had a really good time.  They're keepers, ha.  No, I don't know em like the back of my hand, but I usually have a pretty good sense about folks.  We did shots of Crown, laughed alot, and just shot the shit, so to speak.  I had fun hanging out.  It was nice.  Hopefully, we'll get to do it again soon, and I'll get to know em better.  I made out with the coolest guy, heh... and he was HOT!  Usually guys that got it like that turn out to be assholes, but this guy was really down-to-earth.  That's all I'm sayin!!!... later :)... (mp3 currently playing:  Outkast - "Fish & Grits & Pimp Shit")