Tuesday  7-24-01  8:57 p.m.: I went to the dentist today.  Got a tooth filled in.  Needless to say, my current mood is HAPPILY MEDICATED! :)) I got bored and started messing around with my page some more, and then I realized I didn't have what I needed. I wanna add some more stuff, I just ain't got it right now.  and I'm too medicated to give much of a rat's ass, hehe...  Anyways, yeah, I'm always looking out for new things to spruce this place up.  I found this the other day.  Quite interesting if you like that sort of thing, which I do. Go here.  Now! :p (mp3 currently playing:  Queen Black Madonna - "The Dark") Saturday  7-21-01  11:57 p.m.: Not much to say tonight, right now.  It's been a fucked up week.  Didn't go to work Friday, was scheduled off today, and when they called and asked if I wanted to trade shifts with this one dude and be off tomorrow, too, I said yes.  I need to quit being such a slacker, and get my shit together.  Been thinking about ***** alot and daydreaming about what it might be like to hang out with him (he knows who he is).  Maybe someday... (mp3 currently playing:  Outkast - "Wheelz of Steel") Thursday  6-28-01  11:30 p.m.: Two updates in one week - I'm on a roll.  I'm still changing things around, "polishing" a bit.  Now my page doesn't look quite so "gay".  Progress?...  I've been moody as fuck today.  I think I need to go prowling this weekend.  This celibacy thing was just a bad, bad idea.  It's not something I was too active about, just that "prospects" haven't been looking too spiffy lately, and so I thought, "Well, fuck it.  I won't fuck ANYONE till someone worthy comes along."  Yeah, sex between two people who "love" (that's a relative term) each other is always best, I suppose, but I'm not married (never have been), and I'm not in a committed relationship (I'm not in a relationship, period!).  I'm not gonna let that stop me from being sexual...  **screams** It's late.  I'm tired as fuck.  and still moody.  Talk later.  (mp3 currently playing:  Outkast - "Elevators (Me & You)") Monday  6-25-01  11:51 p.m.: Oh my!!  What is this?  An update!! Not a whole lot is new in my life.  My attitude has changed a bit.  Previously, the reason why I didn't do many updates or write any articles is because too many people I knew in real life (not through the internet) looked at this page.  And so the shit I'd WANT to talk about might've gotten me into trouble at times or possibly stepped on some toes, heh.  (I haven't exactly been a "good girl" 100% of the time...**snickers**).  Granted, this is "just" a little piddly-assed personal web page on Geocities, no less, but still... I like for the people I know to THINK I am a good girl;  it allows me to get away with more. **evil grin**...  They know my heart is basically good.  I just think I'd shock the shit out of em if they knew half the shit they don't know now!  Word of advice:  if you ever wanna start your own web page, don't tell your friends about it.  Anonymity can come in handy and makes for much better writing.  HA!  What changed? you might ask...  Well, I'm just tired of trying to please ALL of the people ALL of the time.  I'm tired of trying to make everyone else happy at the expense of myself.  It's not something I do consciously, but I've found myself lately slipping into that rut again.  Time to dig myself out...  Anywayz, most likely I'll be updating more, and as time allows, I'll write "articles" (just short rants, really, on shit I wanna share with you). (mp3 currently playing:  Scarface - "Sex Faces")