Sep5Sep242001

Saturday 9-22-01 3:55 p.m.:
I haven't had much time for updating lately. I fixed my links on the left. I think I FINALLY have them how I want them (maybe). Have you ever wanted to fuck a cam girl? Me neither... All the girls I want to fuck don't OWN a webcam. HAHAHAHAha *wink*wink*... Anyways,
I'm in the process of adding some pics of one of my favorite woman in the whole wide world: Angelina Jolie. I won't have time to get to it today, but keep an eye out for it in the lower left-hand corner. I think all I have left to do to the site now, besides NEW CONTENT, haha, is update some of my button-links (back to the main page here) on some of the other pages. It won't happen today, though. I'm headed out in a few to stay at my cousin's the rest of the weekend and maybe get some of my stuff arranged in my room there. I'm still in the process of helping her clean out their extra room and moving my stuff in it. It might take a few weeks, but the goal is to be in completely and officially by the end of October. I DID do something productive today, which was order a futon and a mattress...

All my love this weekend goes out to Dustin, Tim, Justin, Jason, Jack, & Tre... you guys are the best!! ;)

Wednesday 9-19-01 10:57 p.m.:
The following is a phone conversation I had unexpectedly today at work...

        Me:   "It's a great day at **** ******. This is Trishka. How may I help you?"
IdiotBoy:   *mumbles something unitelligible*
        Me:    "What?"
IdiotBoy:   "I'm stroking it right now..."
        Me:   "What?! Hey! Who is this?!"
IdiotBoy:   *mumbles*
        Me:   "Is this Rick?!"
IdiotBoy:   "My dick is hard... REAL hard..."
        Me:   "Is this D.J.? Matt?! Come on! Who is this?"
IdiotBoy:   *mumbles*
        Me:    "What?"
IdiotBoy:   "I wanna eat you out."
       Me:   "Dumbass." *click*...

And to think this morning when I started out to work, I thought nothing interesting would happen to post about...

Tuesday 9-18-01 12:26 a.m.:
I hid out this weekend... didn't have computer access for about 4 days. It was great. I just needed a bit of a "breather" from my usuall routine. Only missed not getting to talk to a few of my friends out in Cali, but I knew I'd make my way back eventually. I'll be moving out to my cousin's soon anyway. I've spent the better part of tonight looking up information on satellite modems and the like. DSL isn't available yet out where I'll be living, nor does the cable company that services the area support cable modems yet, so if I want to keep spoiling myself with a fast connection, I have to look into other options. They already have Dish Network, so if I choose that route, maybe it'll be a little bit cheaper. That stuff is expensive if you gotta buy the dish, too, and all that! Looked at beds today, too. Probably end up getting a futon, maybe. I have a king-sized mattress set where I'm staying now (at my mom's haha), but it'll be too big for where I'm moving to. I hate to give it up cuz it's huge as HELL (which is great for a whole lot of reasons *wink*wink*), but it's kind of a chore to store. If I had someone to buy it, I'd sell it for about 300 bucks maybe. Dunno... It'll probably end up staying in permanent "storage" here at my mom's. Anyway... I don't have much else to get off my mind. I've worked myself so hard today that I'm just about beat. And why am I writing about pointless drivel you might wonder?? Cuz sometimes it's good to put your brain on a shelf and let it take a "break" and with everything that's been going on lately, it's sort of a relief, ya know? Plus, I'm not exactly writing to please you. Someone somewhere once made a quote about keeping a journal, and I think the same "rule" applies to those who keep an online journal even... it said something about "write as if no one were watching and watch your words come alive" or something. I dunno. It's a great quote. I'll look it up later and post it. Most of my notebooks and what-not are boxed up at my cousin's place. Anyway, later...
mp3 currently playing: NIN - "Something I Can Never Have"

Thursday 9-13-01 11:17 p.m.:
Well, it's official. I'm a registered domain now. I had a whole lot to say earlier, but much of it has left me now. haha... I'm just tired, physically & emotionally. Physically because I've dealt with a back ache all day and emotionally because... well... you know why. I don't want to write about that too much at the moment because it will just make things "heavy" again. It's not something any of us will ever forget, but occasionally I feel I need a break from thinking about it. It's all that gets talked about at work and on my deliveries. It's the only thing on anyone's mind since it happened, as well it should be I guess, but still... My mind is still having trouble wrapping herself around the number of the dead, and it's hard to believe it happened only 2 days ago. I can't fathom 1000's of people dying... for no reason. And just when I start to comprehend the weight and magnitude of it all, that's when my heart begins to die... My heart goes out to everyone who lost a father, brother, mother, sister, lover, friend, son, daughter, husband, wife, co-worker, grandma, grandpa. My heart goes out to anyone who will experience what feels like a profound and unbearable grief over what has happened. One of the things, though, I will never in my lifetime understand is this: these people that make the comment, "I don't see what the big deal is. What's everyone so upset about? THIS DOESN'T AFFECT ME ANY." It doesn't affect you?! I may not always think too highly of myself, but when I hear this statement, I thank God, literally, that I don't have your ignorance. It makes me very sorrowful to hear people say such a stupid, stupid thing. How can you be so stupid as to think this doesn't affect you?

Thursday 9-06-01 8:02 p.m.:
Work went okay today. Kinda slow so I amused myself with rearranging the walk-in cooler. I went home with 40 bucks in cash though, so that ain't too shabby. Remember when you were a kid and everytime you left the store with your mother, you had to hit her up for quarters to get crap out of those bubblegum machines? Except it wasn't always bubblegum. Sometimes it was kinda cool stuff like this:

I might stick the two blue ones on the left on the back of my car. I already have about a 6'x4' all-black chinese dragon sticker on my trunk, and I've been looking for something to complement it, something that is "meaningful" to me, even in some small way. I like dragons, the color blue, tattoos, chinese & japanese characters, and a little anime... the stickers seem quite fitting. Anyways... I thought the "sun face" in the middle was gorgeous, but it's too small. Every once in awhile I'll blow a handfull of change on those 25-50cent toy machines but end up giving 99% of it to my little 2-year-old cousin. I'll keep the stickers, and sometimes I'll come across a cool hemp bracelet or something.

Wednesday 9-05-01 8:30 p.m.:
Halle-fucking-lujiah, I can FINALLY get in the Yahoo Pagebuilder program and update this bitch. Seems as though Geocities was having a few problems but apparently they've got the bugs worked out of the system for now. I couldn't get into my account to update for about the last two weeks. Not that there was THAT much going on, but it's the principle of the matter...

Not much is new... I updated the "about me" information and posted a few new pics of my FACE for all you looky-loos to see. I updated some of my links and also included a "miscellaneous" section down towards the bottom on the left side of the page. Haven't gotten laid since the last time although "someone from Cali" is so gonna get the shit fucked out of him someday *wink*wink*... (who loves ya baby? ;p )... Hmm, what else?... (15 minute pause)...

I bought Lester a new "toy", but I'm not sure if I'm gonna keep it in (see pics below). I think it looks cool, but it feels extremely "bulky". I'll probably end up taking it out and just going back to my plain old metal barbell. I wanna get one that has an 8-ball on the end.

Work is the same (for now). I got a FIFTEEN CENT RAISE! Whoopee-fuckin-do!! Note the sarcasm. The first and only raise I've gotten since I started there, but then again, I'm late alot, and they don't ever say shit about it so I guess I can't complain too much. I work my ass off, though, you would have THOUGHT they'd be a little more... what's the word? Considerate or thoughtful? Fair? Giving? No one ever said life was supposed to be fair, though. It's not really that big of a deal. I'm just blowing off steam at the moment. It's all good. :) God, it's been the longest, stressful day today. There's nothing I'd love more right now than to be bent over the back of someone's couch somewhere out in the middle of L.A. *sigh*... I'm hyper. I gotta go jogging or something. Work some of this energy off. See you kiddos later...(Yes, I've noticed a recurring theme in today's post. Fuck you. If you don't get it, you're not supposed to. If you do get it, your name must be Lester. ;p )...