Poems - Page 3

      Life in the Tank Simpleness
      The Time Snipers Feeding the Flames
      Fall From Grace It Only Goes So Far
      For Jodie Paving Stones
      Gentle King Losing, Lost
      The Lover Tangles
      The Complex God Ask Me
      Choices Slow Dancing
      A Bias Comparison The Night Before My Future
      How Many Would You Keep Extended Forecast
      Goodbye My Dear Friend Hollow


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        Life in the Tank

        Fish in the aquarium
        ‘Round and ‘round I go
        No beckoning sun, no siren moon,
        Just calm fluorescent glow.
        And I need no guide to navigate
        The bottom of this bowl.

        Existence in this waveless tank
        Is all I’ll ever know.
        Contained in my house of glass,
        There is no room to grow.
        But then, all they ask of me
        Is that I swim to and fro.

        They feed me well, they keep me safe
        From any natural foe;
        No lines, no lures, no entanglements
        No struggle and no woes,
        I gently glide in gilded grace,
        My life is just for show.

        I know a small fish like myself
        Could not make it on my own.
        I would not long survive my puny fate
        In stormy seas, alone.
        Here I defy the Darwinian scheme
        In this, my cage, world, throne.

        So I live my tepid, lukewarm life
        Wasn’t that the goal?
        "Better to swim in circles
        Than dashed upon the shoals.
        There are fates so much worse than this..."

        See how well I fit my role?

        -Sheila Spoering
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        Simpleness

        Take a step back.
        Zoom out of the happiness, the stress, the sadness
        that distorts your life and your mind.
        Breathe in the clean, cool air surrounding you,
        Enjoy it while it lasts.
        Take a step back.
        Watch the tree branches dance,
        Feel the wind empowering over your body.
        Listen to the sounds of the night:
        the wildlife, the nature, the distant traffic.
        Gaze at the moon and stars, gazing back at you.
        Slowly, begin to take it all in.
        Take a step back.
        Realize that without these simple joys of life,
        Nothing would exist.
        There would be no harmony, no point.
        And life would be even more meaningless
        Than it has already proved to be.
        -Liz Gittsovich
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        The Time Snipers

        Where does the time go?
        Each minute slips past me
        On tip toe, like mice past a sleeping cat
        I could catch one if I tried,
        And put it to work on my treadmill
        But other beings are out to catch them too

        On the battlements of the library
        High up in the dusty air
        Snipers on the lookout
        for a wandering minute
        Innocently slipping past
        Looking for somewhere to go

        The snipers, with time in their cross-wires
        Ready to fire their ammunition
        Of melting softness.
        A chocolate here, a day dream there
        Killing time swiftly
        With a velvet garrotte.

        Or if it avoids them
        There are the marauders who lurk
        Low down in the floor boards
        Waiting ready to bundle it into their dark coats
        From whose depths,
        Not one second can escape.

        The time thieves wear afghan coats.
        Soft and weathered with age,
        Warm , inviting as sleep.
        Once inside, the time is muffled
        And silently suffocated
        Its body as transient as dust

        So how can I win
        Against these cunning rivals?
        Each second I snatch is a victory,
        A moment saved from the snipers
        And the time-thieves
        Who lurk, ever watchful,
        Waiting to pounce.
        -Bekki Pearce
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        Feeding the Flames

        All that's left is memories
        All that's left is pain
        All that's left is thoughts of fights
        Out in the pouring rain
        All we ever had has passed
        I know not who to blame
        All that I now know to do
        Is curse the sky and feed the flame

        The city is now burning
        The city we once knew
        The city that was home to me
        Was also home to you
        That city is mere kindling
        It'll never be the same
        I've got my torches burning
        And it's time to feed the flame

        For years we've wasted life
        For years we've wasted love
        For years we've wasted prayers
        To the heavens up above
        For years passion was burning
        But now the world has gone insane
        The world is catching fire
        And it's time to feed the flame

        You'll see me in the movies
        You'll see me in the sky
        You'll see me in the smoke signals
        That are whispering goodbye
        You'll see that life's a party
        And you'll be so glad you came
        But you won't see me anymore
        I've gone to feed the flame
        -John Casteele
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        Fall From Grace

        The grandeur has fallen from grace,
        the elite discarded,
        shattered by the reality
        that their status means nothing.
        Now they worry,
        for in the real world
        personality is what counts
        and their egos deystroyed that long ago.
        -Amanda Cobb
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        It Only Goes So Far

        It only goes as far as my mind allows
        I don't dare pass that point
        of where I feel comfortable
        safe within years of confinement
        and carefully constructed walls
        build with the blood of the past
        holding it all together.

        It's only when I shut my eyes and dream
        I see past my conscious self
        into endless possibilities
        a place without restrictions.
        Scared and shaking I awake.
        did I glimps freedom,
        or merely someone else's reality?

        It's only when I catch myself looking inside
        in a moment when my guard is down
        that I see my binds are not permanent
        nor are they created by another.
        I am responsible
        and in accepting that
        they disappear.
        -Jackie Curtis
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        For Jodie

        Plainly, simply, and completely justifiably, I am in love.
        After a simple three days,
        Though known in an instant.
        Tonight I went to a restaraunt with my father, his woman, and a relative from abroad,
        who I've seen for the second time in my life.
        The conversation was family orientated,
        The meal was family orientated,
        And my shirt was family orientated,
        And I was nothing more than short of craving the attention of a so far unmentioned female,
        Whom, may I cordually introduce,
        Is Jodie,
        A woman with more light in her eyes and glint to her smile than a russian diamond -
        mine.
        I am suffering the grandest insomnia,
        And If I fall asleep, my dreams,
        Of her,
        Everything, from bone to brain,
        I can feel it all as if suddenly alight.
        My being male doesn't help.
        I feel almost pathetic -
        I should be digging holes or putting up shelves.
        But no,
        I'm dreaming of a woman with bee sting lips and drowning blue eyes.
        Did I mention the eyes?
        I think I did.
        Surroundingly desolate,
        It's like I'm being haunted by a persona,
        And to be honest with you,
        It doesn't feel that bad.
        In fact, it kind of feels like being on a roller coaster,
        Not a normal one though,
        One that only I can see, and ride.
        My god this feels strange.
        Is this love?
        This battling confusion,
        Constant yearning,
        This deceptive shadow on concentration?
        I don't know.
        Let's just keep these fingers crossed,
        as far as my mind.

        -John Rogers
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        Paving Stones

        They say,
        That the road to Hell
        Is paved
        With good intentions.

        So,
        Precisely what,
        Then,
        Is the road to Heaven
        Paved with?
        -Rob Newton
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        Gentle King

        Fighting the battle,
        Romancing the stone,
        Chasing the princess,
        Owning the throne,

        That's what makes me king to her,
        Yet soft enough to sing to her,

        Holding the fort,
        armies from nought,
        Vanquish for love,
        The love that she sought,

        That's what made me king to her,
        Still soft enough to sing to her.

        Wade through the waters so deep,
        To find a flower for her to keep,
        Always beside her,
        Until he rests me down to sleep.

        That's what keeps me king to her,
        Forever soft enough to sing to her.
        -John Rogers
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        Losing, Lost

        I remember all those years ago
        When the world seemed fresh and young
        And there weren't all these shades of gray
        And all the songs had not been sung.
        The starlight once burned in your eyes
        But now I face a night too dark.
        I long for your gentle touch
        Just kinder waiting for a spark.

        I'm losing my mind,
        Losing you.
        I'm losing my life,
        Losing you.
        I'm losing my grip,
        Losing you.
        I'm losing sight
        Of what's true.

        Roses once bloomed in your cheeks
        But now they've all turned to ash.
        The joy of light once flowed from you
        But now that's all in the past.
        I'd like to turn this thing around
        Paying no mind to the cost.
        What good is having what we've found
        If I turn to find it's you I've lost
        -John Casteele
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        The Lover

        I am a goddess,
        transcending your understanding of all that a goddess is and can be.
        I am whole without your half,
        But I wish to share because
        numbers excite me and
        our one is better than our two,
        is better than my one, is better than your one,
        and because I am first a lover.

        I say these things in hopes of
        stopping you from ending too hastily
        that which will undoubtedly take hold of your thoughts and your memories for lifetimes,
        so that while you eat,
        while you drive home late at night,
        while you sip your coffee quietly and feign immersion in the text you are reading
        so as to avoid her eyes,
        while you make love to some exciting stranger,
        while you bathe,
        while you dance,
        your body will be possessed by a trembling so fierce
        you will find yourself incapable of containing it,
        even at your table,
        at the wheel,
        at some cafe,
        under the stars with some mysterious stranger,
        in the privacy of your shower,
        on your stage.

        You see, love is my calling.
        You hear, and so you look away.
        And sometimes the lyrics will escape
        And you will miss losing yourself
        In my music, in my m a z e.

        Turn around now, and return
        to your sweater, your sofa, your DVD player, your dog.
        Many lives content themselves with these simple things,
        and maybe you mean to be a statistic.

        But if you leave, you will never know.

        You will never discover the scent of roses on my skin
        when you wake to the song of my mouth whispering your name,
        a prayer so beautiful, it draws
        tears and sighs and starry eyes
        and can only be said in this voice
        with these eyes
        in this bed
        in these legs
        in this light
        in this sigh
        in this hour
        sacred only to this pilgrim who sees something new each time she
        rests her eyes on you.

        Yes, leave now.

        Save yourself from these hands
        that will touch you under the table
        as you signal the waiter for another bottle of wine,
        from these lips that will brand you with kisses you know
        must have been waiting on a fire for hours,
        covering your entirety so that you will think her an artiste
        and your skin her impatient canvas.

        Protect yourself from this mind
        that will duel with yours at whim
        until you are exhausted and pleading insanity,
        from this pen that will at times persuade you that there is no distinction
        between a poem and a naked body,
        that might at times capture your essence so well,
        you would swear it was a mirror.

        Leave now.

        For who yearns to be pleasured so?
        Certainly not a gentleman such as yourself,
        who undoubtedly receives such propositions often
        and with equal, if not more, fervor,
        from women who fear God and man,
        from women who count blessings and calories,
        from women who love yes, but only at their leisure.
        -Leslie Travis
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        Tangles

        Finding my own way
        to unravel the yarn,
        getting tangled up in life,
        twisted around,
        coming up for air,
        holding tightly to the thread.....
        and suddenly I'm
        a long, long way from you.

        You, you were my sister,
        my partner in crime,
        my gentle shoulder.....
        we came so far,
        we twin but separate souls,
        clinging to a past that
        has become a fork in the road.
        I don't think I know you anymore.

        You are working on
        a different piece of thread,
        pulling steadily,
        searching,
        methodically undoing the knots.....
        maybe we'll both find our way back,
        along the same strand, someday.
        -Jenny Clark
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        The Complex God

        God is.
        Is that your God or mine?
        What is God?
        Many or just one,
        Divided into thirds or whole?
        Hindu or Buddhist?
        Islamic, Judaic, or Christian?
        To me God is
        Air, earth, and sky
        The land and the seas
        us and them, you and I
        The great void of space
        and a molecule, too.
        The dreams of the young and
        The memories of the old
        To me God is
        autumn colors on a crisp fall day
        a harvest moon
        a foggy glen of tiny spring flowers
        a gentle snowfall
        The songs of the birds or
        silence of the night
        The taste of honeysuckle
        and the smell of the forest
        Glacier topped mountains and
        puffy white clouds
        The colors of the rainbow
        the laughter of mankind
        To me God is
        all that has been and is now
        all that will come to be
        Is that your God or mine?
        God is.
        -Brad Pavone
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        Ask Me

        Ask me,
        Go on, ask me,
        Why I want to leave,
        And I will tell you,
        I have nothing left to bleed.

        There is blood all over this house,
        bitter memories behind each closed door,

        And the curtains hang in misery,
        Heavy with the weight of arguements,

        Ask me,
        Go on, ask me,
        Why I need to be on the other side of the door,
        Far away,
        Another planet will do.

        Ask me,
        Go on, ask me,
        And I will tell,
        I don't love you.

        And you cry,
        Bitter sweet tears,
        Pleas in regret,
        But its too late,
        Too many years,
        Each one to paiful to forget.
        Ask me,
        Go on, ask me.
        -David Beechey Whelan
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        Choices

        Who are you?
        Have you ever really known me?
        Have you ever seen me
        As the lover and the fighter
        As the thinker and the doer
        As the wolf and the dove?

        What are you?
        Have you ever really known me?
        Have you ever glimpsed me
        As the worker and the friend
        As the musician and the artist
        As the student and the seeker?

        Did you try
        To starve the artist
        Demoralize the student
        Hate the friend
        Rape the lover
        Kill the fighter
        Torture the thinker
        Chain the worker
        Bind the doer
        Murder the wolf
        Cage the dove
        And grasp my soul?

        Or did you try
        To feed the artist
        Boost the student
        Love the friend
        Impassion the lover
        Soothe the fighter
        Inspire the thinker
        Free the worker
        Release the doer
        Understand the wolf
        Lift the dove
        And touch my soul?

        Which choice did you make?
        -Missy Golubowicz
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        Slow Dancing

        Your lashes graze me like a ghost
        Like I don't have a say.

        Your fingers find my waist,
        I catch my breath, we start to sway.

        And though I wouldn't move in close,
        I couldn't pull away.
        -Leslie Travis
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        A Bias Comparison

        As a painter uses pigments
        To make us see his thought,
        All stretched out on canvas
        A picture soon is wrought;

        A poet uses lesser things
        To show a grander view,
        A rhyme or metered group of words
        Makes us our lives review.

        A painter stops a single breeze,
        As we see the flowers bent.
        We see exactly what he wants,
        Exactly as it’s meant

        But the poet makes us feel the breeze,
        As though we were right there,
        As he takes us to a different time
        And lets us smell the air

        Where the painter has his limits,
        In expression, depth, and hue.
        He can merely represent
        A single time stopped view.

        A poet’s brush is language,
        His canvas is the mind,
        His pigment imagination,
        His space is not confined.

        The painter and the poet –
        Both necessary parts
        Of what mankind can offer
        With and through the arts.
        -Brian Francis
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        The Night Before My Future

        I see a door that's open slightly;
        I wonder if I should go in.
        I don't know if this is the end of a dream
        or one that's about to begin.

        I start to walk down the hallway,
        trying to steal a peek
        through the misty, cloudy glass
        that adds to it's mystique.

        I wonder what's behind it,
        a future glowing bright?
        Or maybe a very different scene
        without a lot of light.

        And in my sleepy train of thought,
        I think about my life.
        Should I get a job and earn some pay
        and be some nice boy's wife?

        Perhaps I should get more schooling
        before I make up my mind;
        after all, it's my decision
        IF I could decide.

        I'm getting nearer and nearer
        to that door down the hall.
        I'm just about to open it
        when I hear a call.

        I turn around and there I am,
        laying in my bed,
        trying hard to figure out
        what just went on in my head.
        -Raquel Miller
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        How Many Would You Keep

        Of all the dreams you've ever dreamed
        Have any helped you sleep?
        Of all the memories that you've made
        How many would you keep?
        Of all the things you've ever owned
        Have any brought increase?
        And of the all victories that you've won
        Have any brought you peace?

        Was it the touch of the healer
        That cut you like a knife?
        Was it the angel of darkness
        That gave meaning to your life?
        Was it lost hope and confusion
        Passed for the joy of youth?
        Was it some kind of illusion
        That brought you to the truth?

        Of all the friends that you have known
        How many are still there?
        Of all the lovers that you have loved
        How many really cared?
        So many ships that sailed the seas
        Now lie down in the deep.
        Of all the memories you have made
        How many would you keep?
        -Michael George Brock
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        Extended Forecast

        The dream weaver dreams no more
        The rainbow builder has lost his tools
        The lamplighter quivers with fear in the dark

        And still, the storm rages on
        The lightning blinds, the thunder deafens
        The space between the two is black and silent

        The ground cannot absorb the rain
        It rolls away in torrents
        Carrying away the fragments of a life

        We surrender a dream here, a wish there
        And soon, all that is good and right
        Bows to the violent agitation of the storm

        All hope and joy are sacrificed to the tempest
        Only the fear remains
        Reinforcing the storm's awesome power

        The victory is complete and total
        Nothing is left to surrender
        And still, the storm rages on.
        - Joanne Bean
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        Goodbye My Dear Friend

        Memories of the past keep echoing through my mind.
        Bringing me back to a youthful bliss, a simpler place in time.
        School girl memories of you and I at play.
        Promises we made on long warm summer days.
        But sometimes life isn't kind and promises go astray.
        With destiny a mystery those long warm summer days.
        Oh, how it came to pass and changed our place in time.
        I watched you lose your hope and dreams, while sharing only mine.
        You seem to find a smile as I'd come home day by day.
        As you'd wave to me through the window next to the bed on which you laid.
        Day after day I watched you get oh so frail.
        Your eyes drew so dim, your face became so pale.
        From the distant age of ten until the age of now,
        I still can't comprehend, but you got through the days somehow.
        Not till your last good-bye, did I understand,
        why God chose you to fade so soon, changing all our plans.
        Angels can only visit, they're never meant to stay.
        God called you home to be with him and in Heaven is where you play.
        So I will say good-bye, until we meet again.
        You'll always be a part of me, good-bye my dear friend.
        -Ruth Schreiber
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        Hollow

        Your absence is stronger than
        the presence of anyone I know,
        making itself felt
        through every conscious moment
        of the day, and in
        restless dreams in the night.

        Going through the motions;
        I talk, I walk, I laugh, and
        no one seems to notice the
        missing parts:
        my hollow heart,
        my bruised smile,
        my empty hands.

        This never gets easier.
        -Ceallach Allen
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