I'd like to dedicate this page to two very special people
who have really touched my heart. Their names are
SnowAngel and Jamie
.
I'd like to share a story with you about how we met.
I am a frequent user of a program called firetalk, and have met many wonderful people in the past two years. One night about a month ago I logged into firetalk like I had done so many times before, and searched the forums for a place to go. A room called
*SnowAngel's Country Music* caught my eye, seeing country music is a love of mine. Having no idea what I would find on the other side of the door I clicked and went inside. Instantly I felt a warmth and soothing feeling touch my soul. Looking around this very crowded room this is what I saw. Beautiful music filled the air as the angelic voice of Phil Collins sang * You'll Be In My Heart*. The text screen scrolling wildly, trying desperately not to miss a word I see my name time and time again a greeting like I'd never felt before, warmth again washed over me and a wonderful feeling of peace and belonging. There at the top of the screen was a golden hammer, and I read the words SnowAngel beside it, With a very long list to follow. The music stopped and a voice spoke out these words, "Hello I am SnowAngel and I'd like to welcome everyone to the room. Instantly drawn to the voice as the typing seemed to cease these next words surly too me by surprise. Words I will never forget, not only for the words spoken but the emotions that came with them. She said " Laying beside me is my son his name is Jamie, and has been
diagnosed with cancer. I could feel her pain as a tear instantly rolled down my cheek, and I can't remember the last time I wanted to desperately reach out and touch someone. She proceeded to explain how Jamie loved music and wished for the room to never close. My heart went out to her as I could feel the love in the room, a special
presence as I bowed my head to pray, Lord give each and everyone of us in this room the ability to touch Snow's heart. Let my strength be her strength, tears blinding me I struggled to compose myself not prepared for what was yet to come. A voice of a angel sang my ears, as
I thought, could this be Jamie, his words I do not know, but captivated by emotion I knew instantly God had led me into this room. A soft, weak angelic voice who seemed happy to be there touched each and everyone of our hearts at that point I have no doubt about that. Three hours flew like three minutes as we all enjoyed music and laughter as
the music bonded our souls. Like a magnet I am drawn back to this room willing to help with
Jamie's wish. Each time being more and more touched, by not only Snow and Jamie
but the friends I have acquired in there.
I have sense learned Jamie is 10 and barely weighs 60 pounds. Just the other day while in the room Jamie's voice came over the
mic, he had just had two very hard days of Chemotherapy and the effects of this trying to get the best of him. I heard him say *hi everyone, I am home from the hospital now but I hurt , I hurt so bad and I just want the pain to stop, and the room went quiet, a silence filled the room, yet again touched by Jamie, this weak fragile little boy our hearts poured out to him. I don't think there was a dry eye in the room.
I have since
received this beautiful picture of Jamie and knew I needed to dedicate a page to him and his mother
and write this story of these two wonderful people.
Jamie's wish is to have the music room to never close, my plan is to help with that wish. My wish is SnowAngel and Jamie find love and comfort and strength in each and everyone who enters
there room in there time of need.
Doctors say Jamie has one year to live, and I say what do they know. We should never give up hope. Please bow your heads in prayer Lord give us the strength to touch there hearts. To make each new day we spend here on earth better then the day before. SnowAngel and Jamie are an inspiration for all of us and I know I am a better person for them coming into my life and I thank you both from the bottom of my heart. I don't pretend to know what SnowAngel is going through. I have two healthy children, and to be honestly couldn't
imagine being in her shoes,but I hope I can be there for her.
I love you both and look forward to many more days filled with music, laughter, and wonderful people to sooth our souls.
I don't think I could have found
a more fitting song to dedicate to them
Song: You'll Be in my Heart
By: Phil Collins
Added last but not least are a couple other pages tributed to
SnowAngel and Jamie. They are really beautiful and I am honored
to add them to my page. Just click the links before to view them.
