When I’m mad the sun is gone
It’s dark outside you see it on the outside
Overcoming it takes away all my inner strength
The being inside of me I must control
Every fiber of it is put to test with my patience
You’ve felt that way I’m sure
To go outside and just scream
Well I’ve done it
Scared away the squirrels and dogs as well
Reasons lead to why my parents will force me through anger management
It’s my black hole
Never ending in the dark where I can’t see
I dug this hole myself
Every time I’m open I tend to sink
Into that bottomless pit
I’ll bury myself in there with all the worries
I’ve got so many faults too far away to hold
I go outside walk inhale the air
The air fresh with cool breezes
You can smell the city the smog
Wrapping around me in a cloud of my thoughts
The trees hover over me leaving shadows in my path
Hear the soothing quiet that comforts my turmoil
I need silence
Silence to keep the noise away
The irrelevant noise that irritates my nerves
Agitates my moods
Walking outside looking at the natural beauty reminds me
There are pretty pure things in this world
Not always contaminated by the fake and filth
Is departing to school every morning
As long as I’ve remembered
There’s a school to go to
A class to attend
Even if I’m down and miserable
I put on a happy face
And skip ever so cheerfully off to the bus stop
To attend the never ending education that I must obtain
I’ll later mention I do want an education
Not only to become great later in life
But to learn for myself
School’s not so bad
An flee to a place so different
So unique from the one I’m accustomed to at home
School is where I learn not only from the textbooks
But lessons from life as well
Parts of my life have taken place there
Some always treasured some I want to throw away in a trashcan forever
You learn your lessons in math and history
You learn your lessons in love and maturity
School is probably never gonna end for me
However it’s impossible for me to learn everything in life
