My life wasn't quite as it seemed.
A man came to me, and I fell for him.
For no reason, just on a whim.
He held me close, he kissed my lips.
He walked by my side, and held my hand.
We walked along beaches of white sand,
My heart did constant flips.
He was there for me when he could be,
And loved everything about me.
He loved to just stare into my eyes,
And to hold me to soften my cries.
But when I awoke, I was alone.
With a tearstained pillow and thoughts on my mind.
The one in my dream, was unlike my lover.
And it scared me so.
When I was with him, I felt his love.
Sometimes I cry when I don't feel that from you.
I know you love my with all your heart,
But the lack of the showing tears me apart.
This poem was written on June 2nd, 2001
