| "You never...I mean, you didn’t intend on asking me..." she was turning a bright shade of pink, and when she looked me in the eyes, my tongue faltered. She laughed nervously, trying to cover her embarrassment. "I know boys don’t think like that. I should have kept that in mind." I reached over, putting my hand over hers. "It’s alright," I said, not knowing exactly what I meant. She leaned towards me, but I did not move to kiss her. I wanted to set things straight. Her head snapped back, and she looked at the grass. "I don’t think we should assume things anymore," I said, clearing my throat. She made no response, so I awkwardly continued. "I can’t assume you’ll always be available." She pulled her hand away. "You want to court other people?" she asked quietly. "That seems like a solution," I answered dumbly. Judy stood up. "Aren’t you going to watch the game?" "Oh no, you go play. I have things to do." I stood up, standing close to her. She looked up at me, brushing a strand of blond hair out of my eyes. She smelled so fresh, and I wished I had kissed her a few minutes earlier, but I was sure she that she would have none of it now. As she turned to go, my heart sunk. What had I done? |
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