Who am I today?
I am lost
within the feeling
of the hympnopompic edge
of regret and desire
I am angered
Rising above you
Looking down with anguish
Upsetting the great ocean
with erupting force
Wishing you were nothing to me
like the gum on the bottom of my shoe
I find no way to compare
This inexplicable anger to anything
Searching for the answer
To this enervating question
My clenching fist
pushes you away
Kicking and screaming
Just to start craving you
like a caffeine fiend
needing their coffee
to get through the day,
depending on it to continue
I don’t know what I am
so confused
The world surrounds me
enclosing, tightening
I scream
My shrills echoing off
the deepest, darkest corners
of my pristine soul
But no one hears
these frightening sounds
Does that mean I don’t exist
if there is no one here
to listen?
Author:
~ELM~Sister Lou~
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