A Lost Friendship

Its over

Words that shouldn’t have been said

Were said

Things that shouldn’t have been done

Were done

And now she is gone

Life doesn’t seem the same

No more notes in class

Or late night laughs

If I had only thought about what were to happen

Before I did it

I wouldn’t be in this mess

But it wasn’t my idea

I listened to someone

And did something I shouldn’t have done

I miss our friendship

What I would to be her friend again

But she doesn’t see it

I have blown my chance

And now there is no hope

It makes me cry, more than I am now

Realizing it’s gone

All the tears she has cried

Because of the things I have done

It makes me feel worthless

Knowing I have caused so much pain

The few words we share

Are out of anger and pain

Every day my hope of becoming friends again dies down

As I think over of what I have done

I realize, I did this to myself

My actions and my words

Did this to me

I still care and love her very much

But she doesn’t see or know that

I don’t know what to do anymore

But to move on

But I cant

Just to get one more chance

I know I can make it right

If I could only get that chance

Dedicated to my dear friend Jenna

Author: ~ELM~

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