You may be feeling below par or out of sorts, particularly where relationships are concerned; you may even feel resentful, unloved, or be nursing a grudge.  This period may seem like an anticlimax after an emotional high point.  There is a chance of emotional growth, but you need to be willing to move forward and not remain entrenched in an outworn pattern of thinking.

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He was called "to duty".  I think the 2 of you planned to run away together. I keep seeing a picture of you alone in the castle I described earlier looking very sad and lonely. Like you are waiting for him to come back or something. I don't think he ever returned or if he did it was years later.

And in that PL tarot spread I did about myself, the last card was The Hermit, which talked about “trusting that things will change when the time is right.” That echoes what Patrick showed you above.  That I was awaiting his return.

I also saw a white persian cat with you in the castle, when I saw you alone and sad.

Oh boy.  It didn’t dawn on me until just now that in my first novel the main character’s cat is a white fluffy cat. Lol! (Which would be a persian). OMG.  How funny.  I can’t believe it took so long for me to realize that.

Your Mom and Patrick
Could you do me a favour and ask your mom to try to contact Patrick to find out what he wants? Because he is still hanging around me very strongly and he's pretty anxious and upset about something and I don't know what it is. I couldn't even read your emails because as soon as I opened them to read them, Patrick was here so strongly that my vision actually started to go on me and everything went blurry. There must be something urgent he wants to tell you because he won't go. I told him that I will ask you to ask your mom if she will communicate with him because I can't get anything done with him being like this around me. Let me know if your mom will try to communicate with him so I can tell him.

He's sorry

Well Patrick did leave yesterday after I emailed you asking if you would ask your mom to find out what was so important that he wanted to tell you. Well he's been with me all morning and I tried to go about my daily activities but well, you know how hard it is for me to ignore spirits so I finally connected with him and he just wanted to say that he's sorry. I also heard him say "I am a man of my word". So I told him that I would let you know.

I'll read your other emails shortly and respond. I couldn't read them yesterday because as soon as I opened them I felt Patrick around me sooooooo strongly that my vision actually went blurry and I couldn't read a word of your emails. So I should have better luck with that today! LOL!
I heard his voice:
(My email)

I’m pretty darn sure I heard Patrick’s voice.  I heard it inside my head. (That makes me sound loopy). I was turning off the computer when I heard “Kristin.” It was said kind of quickly.  I ignored it, but then I heard it again - “Kristin.” Then I whispered to myself that if I heard it one more time, then I would think that it was Patrick.  Two or three seconds passed, and I heard it again – “Kristin.”

His voice wasn’t as deep as I thought it was.  I’ve heard 2 men’s voices when half-awake/asleep a few times over the years.  One of them was VERY deep.  I always just assumed that was Patrick, especially since my aunt said Patrick’s voice was so deep.  But to me, the voice I heard last night sounded a lot like the voice I got on my evp a few years ago that said – “I miss you, M’lady.  My Becky.”  (Which I do believe was Patrick since that was the only time I specifically asked a particular spirit to leave an evp). There was an echo in that evp, and the other night it sort of sounded like an echo as well.  Well, it was more like hearing someone calling your name from inside a tunnel.  (Is that how it happens?  I’m new to this, I have to admit). That’s the best way I can describe it.  Like a voice inside a tunnel; my cranium being the said tunnel. Lol!  It also sounded a lot like the man’s voice I heard YEARS ago, which was probably around the time I had my first vision of that PL. But that particular voice I heard clear as a bell when I was falling asleep.  It said – “Just a little get-together Kristin, okay?” (Whatever the heck that means. Lol!)

But anyway, I was just turning off the computer to go to bed when I heard him say my name. It’s also a little strange that for a couple weeks now I’ve said that I’d love to hear Patrick’s voice.

Of course, after 15 minutes or so passed it felt like it never even happened.  I just wish it would happen again – and soon.  I know I didn’t imagine it.  I just hope it can’t be logically explained away – like a noise coming from outside.  I don’t think that was it, but I can’t help analyzing.  I wish I looked at the clock before I turned off the computer.  I know it was around 10 pm.  I wouldn’t have been surprised if I heard that voice around 10:20, 10:22, etc.  (I am STILL seeing those 1’s and 2’s on the clocks.).