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A reading on Mom’s reading:

Well, wow! That's a lot of information. Unfortunately you must be confused beyond belief now since some of the things your mom said differ from what I told you. I've been trying to figure out what to say about all that (the stuff your mom said). I have to say that Patrick was here when I was reading everything your mom said. And honestly, I have to say that I got the feeling that it wasn't all right (PLEASE don't tell your mom I said that!). It just doesn't FEEL right to me (not all of it, but some of it). But who am I to say your mom was wrong about some things? *I* could be the one who was wrong.

I think Patrick was messing with my head again last night though after I read what your mom picked up on because I was sitting on the sofa trying to figure out how your mom and I could pick up on such different things and I kept asking myself "Was her mom right or was I right?" and all of a sudden I had the STRONG urge to do a tarot reading on it to see if what your mom picked up on was true. So I bolted into the dining room, tarot cards in hand. It was like it was a matter of life and death! LOL! I couldn't write down fast enough what the cards were saying but halfway through the reading I sort of "snapped to it" and I even said out loud "What the heck am I doing?" lol. Again, at first I thought it was the BEST idea in the entire world to do a tarot reading to see if the information your mom gave you was correct and then all of a sudden I'm realizing halfway through it how dumb it was and I couldn't believe I was doing it! LOL! So I think Patrick "hypnotized" me again. LOL! Damn! LOL!

Anyhow, I DID finish the reading. The question I asked was "Was the information that Kristin's mom picked up on correct?". Well as I was shuffling the deck, one card flew out of the deck and landed on the table. I KNEW that card would be significant so I turned it over and it was the Queen of Swords, upside down. It says that "despite good intentions, false words can hurt people and relationships. Lack of clarity" .

Ok, then I put that card back in the deck and continued to shuffle them and then lay them out for the reading. The first card said- "Victory is elusive (I IMMEDIATELY remembered how Patrick had yelled "Victory" that time he was here).. A lack of awareness in those around you". The next card said that "more understanding of the situation is needed. Superficial knowledge".

Now, please know that I am NOT at all trying to prove that I am right and your mom was wrong. There is NO way I would EVER do that. I am just telling you what the cards said and trying to help you put the pieces of the puzzle together. I could of been TOTALLY wrong with what I've told you. I just told you what I felt was right and what I was getting from Patrick and the feelings he was impressing me with. It is quite possible that I could've mis-interpreted things. So who knows? I guess you will really have to do some soul searching inside yourself to see what FEELS right to YOU.

But I have to say that I keep hearing over and over and over again "She needs to know the truth". and "Tell her. Tell her. Tell her" and "She needs you". And also last night I could've sworn I heard Patrick say "I picked you for a reason". (don't ask me what that means! LOL!)

I forgot to tell you that last night after I heard "I picked you for a reason", I asked why and I heard "Because I knew you would understand". And also I keep asking in my head who is right- me or your mom and I keep hearing "Both". So I take it that there are some things that your mom and I both said that are right and then the rest is up in the air.

Also, I think the reason Patrick comes to me is because he knows I am a PERFECTIONIST when it comes to passing messages along. I NEVER pass along a message to anyone unless I know for sure that is what I heard, and that is what the spirit is trying to tell me. I always ask for proof that what I have just relayed to the person is in fact true because I do NOT ever want to say something to someone that is false. Most times when I have relayed a message to you from Patrick, I have asked him to tap me on the head if I indeed got everything right and every time I felt a tap on my head.............. Oh get this- one time after I had just finished giving you a lengthy message from Patrick, I went outside for a smoke, and as I was standing on my deck, which faces the road I was saying to myself, "I really hope I got everything right because I will feel horrible if I said something that was not right". Well about 2 seconds after I said that, a big truck went by with 5 huge gold starts in a row on it. You know, like how they rate movies- it gets 5 stars if it was a good movie? Well, as soon as I saw that, I knew that was confirmation for me.

PS- I think I should tell you that Patrick was here for part of this email because when I started to answer some of your questions, I could hear words in my head that were not my own and I started typing and using words that I wouldn't normally use (I started to sound like a pompous snob- lol). I'm pretty sure he was impressing me with information because I all of a sudden got VERY passionate about what I was saying and telling you, and was answering your questions quite matter-of-factly. I actually had to go back and edit some of it because it didn't sound like me at all and I didn't want you to think I went cuckoo on you. lol. So just thought I would tell you that. (I actually started to feel a bit "regal" there for a while! LOL!)

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I told you a long time ago that I felt that you were a servant to HIM. The card even showed a man on a white horse with women, lower than him, surrounding him looking after him.

My being a servant would DEFINITELY explain the secrecy. But it doesn’t explain the engagement ring or that he’d build a place for me, a servant. I just never got the feeling that I was his servant. I could be WAY OFF, of course. (And it is interesting by the way that your card had a man on a WHITE HORSE with women looking up at him. Lol!) And in those other dreams I’ve had, I wasn’t a pauper by any means. I was dressed very grand. And didn’t you say Patrick showed you me walking around inside a castle? Did you ever see how I was dressed? Like I said, I could be soooo wrong but I just don’t think I was a servant. MAYBE a maid of honor for a time, but not a servant. I just don’t feel that at all, and in those dreams I was dressed very stylishly.