Feb 16, 2007

How's this for a funny horoscope? Lol!  The first part of it could echo the soulmates theory, not to mention that dream I had a while back with the tarot cards; with ME sitting on top PATRICK'S horse.  That I am Patrick, and he's me.  I'm still trying to wrap my mind around that idea, although I must admit most of the time I try to ignore it.  I dont think I'll ever truly understand it, so why think on it too much?  Of course, it could be nothing but if there's one thing I've learned this past year it's to be very openminded:

Your partner is your "mirror" now. How you see them are YOU somehow.
Again... probably nothing at all, but recently someone on MySpace put the picture above in my comment box.  Just a pretty picture with an inspirational quote.  I only mention it here b/c it's a white horse like Patrick has and that I've dreamt about before.  But I honestly think it might be nothing, as the same picture was posted on a couple other sites.  So it's either a little sign or coincidence that out of the 2 or 3 pictures they posted, the one put on my site was the one with the white horse.
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Not much going on, so I thought I'd post this here:
Been dreaming about fireworks lately. (Dream dictionary says those represent creativity, talent, and enthusiasm.  It said stars represent attainment of goals). In the last dream I was in Mom’s room, only it was upstairs and had windows like in our living room.  I vaguely remember Dad talking about a ghost touching him, and something about Elvis? Lol!  On the big screen tv was the new Pirates of the Carribean 3 trailer.  I looked out the window at fireworks.  When they burst in the sky I could see lots of stars.  Only when the fireworks are bursting do I see all those stars.

After writing down this dream I decided to try the tarot cards for a change – about the Patrick book I’ve begun but am having difficulty writing.  The cards drawn were:
King of Wands

- Powerful man who is accomplished, confident of his own abilities and strong-willed.
- Talent for inspiring others to reach for the stars.
(stars were in my dream)
- His imagination can encourage us to strive beyond our personal limits.
- Move forward with confidence in what you are doing.

Nine of Wands

- You have the strength to conquer a particular trial that lies ahead.
- This is not the first challenge we’ve faced, and our resolve becomes stronger with each setback.  Those past trials have put us in a stronger position than we may realize.
(Not being the first challenge could be me finishing two books).
- Do not allow yourself to feel stuck; instead, keep your mind on what lies beyond the present impasse.

The Lovers

- Associated with the #6’ the number of harmony.
(I did ask Patrick to help me).
- Choices should not be made lightly, as there is often more as stake than we may realize.
(I told Mom the other day I may never write another book again).
After telling Mom about my stars/fireworks dream and the tarot results, what where we watching on tv but fireworks in “Flight of the Navigator.”

Also, after Mom read the first 3 ˝ chapters I’ve written so far of my new story and we were discussing it, on the tv was an infomercial for 80’s music hosted by Air Supply.  The song playing was “All out of Love,” which is
a song mentioned in Ch.2 of my book.  I thought that pretty funny.